Talk to Jess

I took a deep breath and entered the room, taking a seat at the foot of the bed. My thumbs immediately started fidgeting.

"Look," I said, taking another deep breath before I continued. "I'm sorry. I know that doesn't sound like much and it might not mean much but it's true. I fucked up. I was just so..."

I caught myself, trying to figure out the best way to navigate the conversation.

Fuck it

"I was just so fucking horny. And Tina is so fucking hot and she was wearing one of those skimpy little dresses and I fucked up and I don't even know why she wanted to do it at the time but she did and I should have stopped her but..."

Suddenly I became angry.

"Look," I said, this time more sternly. "I don't know Tina very well. I just met her a few days ago but she seems very sweet. And smart. And funny. And you guys seem to get along really well together and you really genuinely seem to love each other and..."

I paused, trying to figure out where I was going with it all.

"I'm not trying to pry, I just... I'm sorry. I'm sorry if me fucking up years ago has made you hesitant to really give in to your relationship and feelings for Tina. I'm sorry for what happened last night. I'm sorry if, whether it's directly or indirectly, I've had a negative effect on your relationship with Tina. That's the last thing I want in the world for you. And I'm sorry if this is all out of line. I just don't want to see you make the same mistakes I did and if I'm overstepping my bounds here, you can just tell me fuck off and I'll spend the rest of the time alone in my room."

More silence.

I sighed and got up. I made a few steps toward the door before Jessica finally spoke.

"You fucked up?"

"What?" I asked, quickly turning back around.

"You said you made a mistake. That you fucked up years ago."

"Yea..." I replied. "I did." I'd never told Jessica that I made a mistake. I didn't think it would help since I knew there was no chance of us getting back together. Jess didn't reply. She didn't move. With another deep sigh, I opened the bedroom door and stepped out into the hallway.

I was greeted downstairs by Tina who, after I shrugged, gave me a big, pouty frown in return.

"I can't do any more of this puzzle right now," she said, lying down on the couch. Her slender legs crooked on the loveseat.

"Should we continue the Scream-a-thon?" I asked.

"I don't know," Tina replied. "Doesn't seem right without Jessica."

We settled on some nature documentary but Tina quickly drifted off to sleep. I took the time to play another game of NCAA26 then went back outside to continue shoveling the snow. I got about halfway down the patch before my stomach started growling again. When I went back inside, Tina was nowhere to be found. I looked around the first floor quickly before I went upstairs, figuring that she had went up to her room. I stopped dead in my tracks as I heard her voice inside the room Jess was in, the one she and Jess had shared the first night.

"Oh yea" It was Jess' voice.

"Do you want to, maybe...?"

"No, I don't want to use anything. I just want you."

HOLY SHIT! Did they make up? It sure as hell sounds like they made up.

"Yea, that's it" I could make out Jess' voice loud and clear. "Just like that."

I held my breath as my right hand involuntarily began rubbing over my crotch. My cock was stirring and it was stirring fast.

I should go. I should not be listening to this.

But my feet wouldn't move. They were glued to the floor.

"Oh, god, Tina."

I closed my eyes tighter. My palm pressed against my cock, rubbing aggressively through my mesh basketball shorts.

I should stop

"Don't stop."

I should stop.

"Don't stop!"

Suddenly, my stomach let out a growl that echoed down the hall.

FUCK!