She wonders if it’s true...

Fun fact: Carrie was surprised when you told her that she was your first girlfriend. She couldn’t believe that you had never gotten girls before. If you’d turned out to be a real Casanova in college, Carrie wouldn’t have been surprised.

Here’s the thing; Carrie fell in love with you because you were faithful to her. It was the guarantee that you only had eyes for her that she was willing to make that promise, to do anything your perverted tendencies wanted her to do. As long as she was your number one, she had no qualms.

So now, with Troy seeming to confirm something she had suspected, her doubts got the better of her, and she half-believed what Troy had said, despite a part of her knowing full well that Troy, as your ex-bully, isn’t exactly the most accurate source.

What if Troy’s telling the truth? What if you weren’t really faithful to her? What if you only saw her as your current squeeze, and will just abandon her in future for someone else? What if, what if, what if? Carrie’s mind raced with such thoughts, whether they were rational or not, and she started to have doubts in you.