Rowena stays on the path

I … can’t do it. I’m too scared. I’m only 18. It would be my first time. Imagine I get caught by a guy who doesn’t care about how it feels for me. What if it hurts and he keeps going? I am much too scared. I just can’t do it. I decide to stay on the path this year.

As I walk through the forest, I start hearing voices from further in the forest. They are too far away for me to see, but I can hear them. They are moans. Looks like at least one of the girls has been caught, and both she and her captor are not being silent about it. Though I am not sure whether she is moaning out of pleasure or pain.

Before I cross the bridge, I hear another couple I the distance. This one has the girl screaming “Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!”

I guess in her case there is no doubt. She is definitely enjoying it. If only I had certainty that I would get the same enjoyment. Then I would be brave enough to stray. But I don’t, so I’m not. I am just a big scaredy cat.

On the other side of the bridge, I hear the moans of another 3 girls. 2 from my right and 1 from my left. I guess I should be happy for all of them. They at least had the courage to go for it. I instead remain on the road and walk all the way back to the village. Once I get there, I walk into the large building where all of us left our clothes. I still see many sets of clothes there. But nobody is watching over them. I go to where I left my clothes and put them on. Once I am dressed, I exit the building on the other side and walk back home.

When I enter my parents’ house, I look around, but they are not in the living room. I guess they must’ve gone to bed already. It’s probably for the best. I would hate having to tell them all about the event. I quickly head to my room where I undress. I also take off the black stone necklace, evidence of my cowardice, and place it on my nightstand. Then I get into bed.

I do still wonder though. Suppose I had the courage to stray, and some guy caught me. How would the ideal coupling have turned out? I guess I first would have stared at his dick. It is the one part of a guy’s body that I have never seen before. And if it became erect for me, I am sure I would blush.

I think I would ask him to start with a kiss. I imagine that while he is kissing me, he would start groping my breasts and I would in turn grab his dick. We would touch each other until he told me to lie on the ground. I would do so, but I would be too shy to spread my legs. I would need him to spread them for me.

As I rest in my bed, I turn so I lie on my back and spread my legs a little. I bring my hand towards my crotch and caress myself. Gosh, I am so wet down there. I pretend my fingers are some guy’s dick and I slide a finger in my virgin pussy. I pretend that I am in the forest still. Being made love to by a mysterious stranger. The sensation made by my finger in my pussy make me gasp. If only my little finger can already do this, imagine what an erect penis can do.

I keep on pleasuring my pussy while I bring my other hand to my breasts. I grope my tits while fingering my pussy. It feels so good. A small moan escapes my lips and I quickly try suppressing further moans. I should forget that in reality I am lying in my bed and I could wake up my parents if I’m too loud. But I am too far to stop, so I keep going.

I go back to my fantasy of my mysterious lover and imagine it is him groping my breasts while he pounds my pussy with his dick. I look up at him, but it’s too dark to see his face. So, I let my head rest on the forest floor and close my eyes. I am almost there. I start moving my hips and try to push myself over the edge. Just before I give myself the final push, I imagine my mysterious lover orgasm and transfer his seed into me. I imagine it being too much for me to handle and then I push myself over the edge. I suppress any moans of pleasure as an orgasm ripples through my body.

If only I was actually brave enough to stray. I might have experienced something like that. If only I wasn’t such a coward.

Then I close my eyes and prepare to fall asleep. I am sure that tomorrow, Tiona is going to want to talk about her first-time straying.