Agree

“Fine,” I managed after thinking it over. The only thought running through my mind then was one simple phrase: Curiosity killed the cat.

“Yes!” The bed moved as she shifted position. The heat of her body pressed against me as she pulled herself against me. I could feel her head against my arm as her hand gently brushed my chest. “I’ll start slow and walk you through it step-by-step. Let me know if you want me to go into more detail or have questions.”

“You are really getting into this.”

“Of course I am! Doesn’t this excite you?”

I was reminded of simpler days. Sitting on her bed, listening to her complain about the lackluster performance from her latest conquest. The weird excitement I felt listening to it, trying my best to not show the tent in my pants as she went over all the explicit details of just how the guy didn't live up to her demanding standards.

“Not in the same way.”

“Well, if any time it’s too much, you know what to say.”

I frowned, feeling like this was getting far more involved than I had originally thought. “Why do I have the feeling I’m getting into something over my head?”

“I want both of us to enjoy this.”

“Hmm. I wonder.”

“Won’t know until we try.” I sighed and waited for her to continue. I didn’t have to wait long.

“We were working on our project.”

“Uh-huh,” I said in an unbelieving tone. It was my attempt to lighten the heavy mood that had fallen over us.

She gave me a gentle pinch. “We were! You know I take my grades seriously.”

“Okay, okay,” I said, rubbing at my chest. “You were working on your project.”

“We were making good progress. Better than I expected considering we just started. So… I decided it was time for a break and suggested it to Charles.”

“A break.”

I could almost see her smiling. “Okay. Maybe more… R&R. Anyways, I asked him if he wanted to unwind a bit before diving back in.” Her fingers trailed across my chest, bringing a tingling sensation. “He’s a smart guy. Knew right away what I was suggesting.”

“Wait… You just straight asked him?”

“Why wouldn’t I? Flirting is fun and all, but I wanted to fuck.” She paused. “Do you want me to flirt with other guys more?”

“God no.”

She chuckled. “I figured. So, I was pretty sure Charles knew I had planned for this all along. He wasn’t too surprised by my offer and accepted. After we undressed—”

“Just like that?”

“What?”

“That’s…all? ‘Wanna fuck?’ ‘Okay.’ And you toss aside your clothes and get to it?”

Kaylee was laughing. “What did you think I did?”

I didn’t like her tone. I knew she was teasing, but it made me feel grumpy. “I don’t know. When you said you were going to start slow, I thought there would be more buildup.”

“He’s not you. I had no desire to drag things out. Besides, I’d been waiting for it for hours so I was more than ready.” She paused to collect her thoughts. “Clothes out of the way, we gave each other a once over before I pushed him back onto the bed. God, I was so excited. I mean, it’s always exciting when you are about to get a new cock inside you, but this is the first cock I’d had in over a month that wasn’t yours. Even when I was with a decent guy before, I always had a fling or four with others to mix things up. Needless to say, I was so ready for it.” I felt her squeeze my hand. “Scott? You okay?” I hadn’t realized I’d been squeezing her hand that entire time.

“Fine,” I managed without my voice breaking, releasing the pressure on her hand.

“I can’t see your face, so you need to tell me if I’m going too far.”

“I’m fine.” There was a few seconds where I thought she was going to call my bluff.

“I didn’t waste time,” she continued in a low voice. “I crawled into bed after him. It was weird because Charles isn’t my type. Not a fan of the thin and reedy type, and he definitely has that nerdy look, but damn if he doesn’t have charisma. That’s probably the one reason why I picked him. Something about that damn voice of his…” I could feel her shake her head. “Anyways… I grabbed a hold of his rock-hard cock and started giving it a good couple of pumps. Gotta make sure it’s primed and ready, you know?” she said with a giggle. “Once I was sure it was nice and hard for me…” I felt her hand begin to trail down my chest. “I actually went for a condom. Fortunately, I caught myself before I got one out. Been a while since I hadn’t needed one.” Her voice lowered again, barely a whisper. “He had this big old grin on his face when I straddled him. Probably as big as mine. I got his cock right up against me…”

I jerked as I felt her hand brush against my cock. “Head back, I let out a long moan as I took inch after inch.”

“Kaylee,” I managed, feeling her hand rub against my underwear. I wasn’t sure how to feel about all this. I’d been in that in-between state, where my body wasn’t sure whether to be aroused or match the discomfort of my mental state. Her touch was the nudge my body needed to know where to prioritize blood flow. This wasn't like days past. There was an intimacy here that didn't exist before. Intimacy that seemed to choke out whatever excitement I was feeling.

“He wasn’t much bigger than you are, and a bit thinner… but none of that mattered. I took a moment to enjoy that new cock feeling. Probably looked like an idiot grinning like I was, but I hadn’t realized how much I needed it.” Her hand moved in a circular motion, the cloth against my erection was an unfamiliar sensation in this context and making it hard to pay attention. A blessing considering what she was talking about. “I needed that cock, Scott. I needed it so badly.”

My body was tense as she sped up her hand motions. The disconnect between my brain and body was driving me crazy. My half-listening brain wasn’t sure it liked what it was hearing, but any dislike was overpowered by the pleasure of her touch. As far as that stupid mass of grey matter was concerned, everything happening right now was A-Okay.

“It was all a blur when I fucked him. I gave it everything I had. Through all the pleasure, a few things stood out. The sound of the bed hitting the wall. My moans and cries as I rode that hard cock of his. The feeling of his hands gripping my hips, pulling me down against him as he thrust his hips up.” I was breathing hard, head pressed back against the pillow. She’d abandoned her teasing rub and had her hand down my underwear. It was a firm grip as she slowly moved her hand up and down. “But that wasn’t enough for him. Grabbing me, he wrestled me to the bed and hooked his arms under my legs.” Her hand sped up as she jerked me off. “He started pounding me. I mean, really hammering me. God, it was like everything in the world went white with pleasure.”

Her name escaped my lips again. I wanted to tell her to stop, but my lips were in a state of rebellion. What the fuck was she doing to me? None of her handjobs before this had been so… intense. I tried desperately to maintain my composure. The last thing I wanted was Kaylee thinking I was enjoying this. Worse, the idea I could enjoy this mortified me.

“That was when I came for the first time. An orgasm that had me screaming. My body felt like it was on fire… and he kept going. Absolutely ravishing me. I remember his hands grabbing my tits and squeezing them. It was a bit painful, but the good kind. Even when I wanted a moment to catch my breath and fully enjoy that orgasm. He was so rough.” Her grip tightened around my cock, and for the first time, I heard her voice waver, her confidence falling away. “That was when I thought of you,” she said in a soft voice. “Even as he hammered that wonderful cock in me. Even as my body shook in orgasm, I thought of you. How if it were you, you would have read what I wanted. Slowed down and let me breathe. Let me enjoy… Cared.” I grit my teeth as I struggled to hold back the inevitable. It was like Kaylee could sense I was getting close, her movements getting faster as I felt her breath against my skin. She was doing it all over again. My emotions were a mess as pleasure and revulsion flooded me.

“He was nothing like you. All he cared about was using my body for his own selfish pleasure.”

“Kaylee,” I groaned, warning bells going off in my mind. What little reason remained in control feared where this was leading. That she was getting us too close to the sun.

I could hear her heavy breaths as she spoke, her hand clenching tightly around mine as her other hand continued its furious movements. “I loved every second of it, Scott. I completely lost it, screaming in pleasure as he fucked me.”

“Stop,” I gasped, mind swimming. The world was burning as she took us ever higher.

“This is who your girlfriend is. A woman who loves letting other men use her body. Craves their overwhelming desire and lust.”

“Fuck, Kaylee.” I was so close to the edge. Not like this. I absolutely couldn’t let myself release. Not to this.

“He didn’t give me any warning when he came. Didn’t ask me if I wanted that creampie. No, he gave me one anyway. He shoved his cock as deep as it could go and released so much of his hot seed inside me. I’d completely forgotten that rush. Yet even when he was cumming in me, all I could think about was y—”

Her words were lost in the crush of emotions flooding me. “Eclipse!” I managed, brain finally connecting the desire to stop with the mechanism to bring it all to an end. Yet it was too late. Far too late. Eyes squeezed shut, I grunted in a blend of anger and lust as I felt the hot warmth grow around my crotch. Her hand was still tightly gripping my cock as I shoved my head back into my pillow. I wasn’t sure what the hell I was feeling. Anger? Disgust? Sadness? They were all a blip to the temporary flood of pleasure.

The atmosphere had shifted immediately. Kaylee was nearly atop me, her lips pressing against my cheek and jaw before finding my lips. The sultry tease was gone, replaced by a smothering of emotion. “I love you,” she managed between the flurry of kissing. “I love you so much, Scott. You are everything I need. Everything I want.” Already the whiplash was getting to me. She had spent who knows how long talking about how much she needed Charles’ cock, and now she was telling me I was the one she wanted and needed.

“I went too far. I’m sorry,” she whispered, nuzzling herself against me.

Pulling away, I rolled out of bed. I felt her hand against me as if trying to hold me in place.

“Scott?”

“I need to change.”

“Talk to me.”

My hand ran over my face. “I’m fine.” My shaking hand suggested anything but. I needed a moment to separate myself and sort through my emotions. I wasn’t going to be able to do that if Kaylee was badgering me about it.

“Are you?” She sounded concerned.

“I—” Catching myself before I could lie, I took a deep breath. “I don’t know. I just need a moment.” I looked down at my underwear. I couldn’t see anything, but I could feel it. I felt gross in more ways than one. “Give me some time.”

“O-okay.”

Feeling around for my dresser, I pulled out a fresh pair of underwear and headed for the door. It was late, so I didn’t expect to run into anyone else. Didn’t care much at this point anyways. Opening the door, I didn’t look back as I headed for the bathroom.