Laying in bed

I am lying in my bed deep in thought. Every once in a while, a person comes across a decision so important it could change their whole life. One of those times has arrived for me and it is making me nervous. The only sound I can hear is the beating of my heart. I cannot stop thinking about everything my new friend told me about Rei. I really have to ask myself if this new information changes anything. Nami thinks that I should give Rei another chance, but I do not know if I want to. Rei really hurt me when she cheated on me with Yuri Ito. Besides, I do not know if I can help Rei. What if Nami is wrong and Rei actually does like this troll? Is Rei really worth me risking getting hurt again?

There is another factor to this. Nami made an impression on my heart. She is one of the most beautiful people that I have seen. There is the elegant way she carries herself. There is also the fact that the blonde stopped to give comfort to a depressed person that she had never seen before. I really think it takes a strong character to do something like that. I do not know what I would do if the situation had been reversed.

That does not change the fact that I still find Rei cute. I like the way she has trouble talking to me and I like the way her blue hair hangs over one eye. When she fell asleep on my shoulder at the movie theater, it almost felt like that she belonged there. The main problem with Rei is that I have seen two sides to her and I am not sure which one is real. Then again, do I really know that Nami is real since I have only seen her once?

I take out the business card that Nami gave me hoping that it give me some clue as to what am I supposed to do next. I have to ask myself if I still want to date Rei. I am going to search my heart and make an adult decision.