Nightcap

That all took longer than I thought and it was midnight when I finished. Bob was still up but Babs had gone to bed. I felt very nervous with Bob as he gave me a whisky. “Scared?” he said. “Petrified” was my response. “Well you’ve been around the group quite some time now – You know us all and know we won’t hurt you. I bet you didn’t expect this when you went in the pool in your bikini”. “I certainly didn’t”. “Well you wanted to be a girl and by tomorrow night you almost certainly know what that means.”

“Have you accepted that you will have to be an active participant. You know what’s going to happen don’t you”, “Not really” I said. “Just as well – you’ll be like every other virgin and learn as you go (or should that be cum)” I gulped as I pondered that.

“I guess I can be reactive and if someone approaches me then I won’t panic – well I will but…” “I can talk to anybody but touching is a different matter” “You need to think about talking to men and car mechanics is not going to cut it. They are going to be assessing if you are up to it and you should be doing the same. You will be in a short dress so you are likely to get felt up and kissed. Have you ever been kissed by a man? – Maybe not but you have kissed a woman and it isn’t really any different in practice”

“There will probably be attempts to touch you up. Your pubes are an obvious target – Your biggest problem will be getting an unwanted erection. You need to forget any thoughts of using it. No girl is going to want it tomorrow and the men might fuck you but you certainly aren’t going to be permitted to fuck them. Some have bisexual feelings but they are not generally gay. Neither, in the environment, are you going to be able to avoid being touched up. If they touch you think what do the women do. They can say no but if they like it or more importantly him, they don’t move away and in this group they don’t move away. You will have the same choices but think about it. Don’t say no if you should mean yes – you are not likely to get a second chance. You are at the party as woman and as such expect and are expected to at least to participate in sexual activity and hopefully to get fucked That’s why its so important you get your mindset fixed.”

“I think I could cope with being touched and even with touching but I’m not comfortable beyond that” “Well you have been the recipient of a blow-job, haven’t you? – Women do that when they don’t want to go further. You know how long it takes to recover” “True” I said “and in my case it is quite some time”. “Well you are more than likely to have to do that and will probably end up with cum in your mouth. That’s your first loss of virginity – provided you swallow” I gulped and he laughed “Yes” he said “just like that”.

“Beyond that well, you’ll just have to wait and see – remember that one arse is pretty much like another and most women have been penetrated there at least once – think if you want to remain a virgin!”

“Time for bed – Let’s just have a kiss for practice.” I gave him a chaste kiss on the cheek but he said “No – put your arms round my neck then kiss me properly” and then as I kissed him, his tongue **** its way deeply into my mouth, At the same time I felt his hands on my bum. The nightie was just longer than his hands but he lifted it and gave my bum cheeks a squeeze. “The next person might not stop there” he said “Think about a positive reaction – It would probably be a good idea to squeeze him in appreciation, but be prepared for consequences”. I nodded but didn’t do anything.

I thought that was a good point to finish my whisky and escape although how I was going to sleep, I didn’t know. My head was full of consequences. I head off to my bedroom closely followed by Bob.