He felt embarrassed

John realized what he had just done. He had walked in public dressed like a girl and acting like a girl. And not like a regular girl, but like a sexy girl working as a Race Queen. He heavily blushed, sat down on his heels and held his head. He felt ashamed of himself. "I can't believe I liked it." John said to himself in his normal voice. "I'm a boy and shouldn't like the attention I get because of how girly I look." His view went down to the floor. In the corner of his eyes he saw his grown bust. "But I can't blame anybody for it." His view went to the two big mounds on his chest, which were part of his body. His hands went towards them and gave them a slight push-up. "With these things and these clothes it's no wonder I got mistaken for a girl. But I'm not a girl. I'm a normal boy. I'm just dressing like Saber because of the therapy."