The Bonds of Love continued

As she finally lets you up from the almost violently passionate kiss you let out a dreamy sigh. "I love you too." You whimper happily and breathlessly.

Wow. Wow! A little honesty, a little love, a little submission and suddenly things seemed different. This wasn't going to be the one sided relationship you were thinking it might. You were a lot more equal than you realized. Yes Fiona was the boss, the alpha, she "wore the pants". But you realized she wanted you to be happy as much as you wanted her to be. You might be the sub but you had a power over her just as surely as she did over you.

She strokes your hair, her hand running down your neck and shoulder. Her burning eyes looking into yours. Reaching up once more she runs her fingers through your hair. Curling her hand around to the top of your head...you feel a downward pressure. She was directing you down, not in a rough way but in a steady suggestive gentle way. The way a skilled dancer might lead his partner. Letting you know what she wanted without being crass about it.

You move easily to her guidance. Sliding down along her impeccable body all the way back to your knees.

"You're going to suck my cock now Jesse." She informs you in a calm steady voice, firmly reestablishing her authority over you. "You ready for that?"

You take a few nervous breaths. "Okay Fiona." You nod. The way you were feeling about her right now you'd agree to almost anything.

You'd never done it before but...after last night...after seeing your mother and sisters incredible looking big hard dicks as you fucked them, you knew you were most definitely ready to expand your sexual playbook. In fact, you couldn't wait!

Fiona gives you a crooked playful grin. "Good boy. And I don't want you messing up that new coat of yours. You're going to have to swallow. You think you can do that baby?"

You nod enthusiastically. "Yes!"

Oh god! She was going to cum in your mouth! Your breathing was picking up and you were having a hard time controlling the wide grin on your face. Allison was a fine sexy girlfriend...but she never got you this excited! She just didn't have what the women of your family had, in more ways than one. "I want it Fiona. He he he he." You can't stifle a little giggle of anticipation.

Fiona chuckles as well. "Oh my! You're pretty excited for this aren't you?"

You blush as you nod. "Yeah." You admit. "Yeah I kinda am. He he he."

"I'm glad." She is smiling at you. "Fucking hell you look good down there baby." She was unfastening her dress. "My handsome man at my feet, you have no idea how long I've waited to see you like this Jesse." Her dress slides down her legs to the floor.

Looking over your shoulder at the blue plastic walls of this area you say. "But...the workers?"

"No one is coming down here until I say so, don't worry." She assures you. You could see the bulge in her panties...and then you see the beast unleashed. Fiona pulls down her panties and lets them hit the floor as well. It springs from it's confinement. You were at eye level with the thing and...HOLY FUCKING SHIT was her cock big!!! You'd seen it a couple times now but it was still a sight to behold. And she wasn't even fully hard yet! Below the thick tube of meat hang her heavy balls. You had to swallow the hefty load waiting inside those big dangling orbs.

You swallow nervously. "Um...I...I never did this before." You say, unsure of yourself.

Fiona runs a hand through your hair. "Don't worry baby. You've got one, you know what it feels like. You'll figure it out." She encourages you. "You'll do fine."

You let out another little giggle as you nod. "He he he. Okay. I'll do my best." You were absolutely giddy to pleasure your big sister. If this was a dude you'd be freaking out, if this was another woman you'd be weirded out, the fact this was your beloved sister...made it all just right. You were your mother's son, you were a Bailey.

Fiona, hands on her hips, urges you on. "Go ahead Jesse, you can touch it. It's all yours."

You hesitate just a moment...before eagerly reaching up and grabbing her shaft with both hands. You needed to grab it with both hands. One hand atop the other and plenty of length to spare. She was beyond big. It was warm, still a bit soft but gradually hardening, the pulse of her heartbeat could be felt through the winding veins. It felt like an entity unto itself, a think with a life of its own.

Holding her cock by the base with one hand you begin to gently stroke it with the other, just taking time to admire it.

"It's so big." You whisper up to her in awe. You notice one side of her mouth curl up in a smile, a very pleased look in her eye. You'd stroked her ego, and she liked it. And so did you. As it grows in your hand you gasp in your cutest voice. "Ohhhh...this is the biggest cock I've ever seen. And the best. I don't know if I can handle it." You bat your lashes a few times and stare up at her with your wide brown eyes. Your voice the very essence of innocence. "Do I have to suck your big cock Fiona? I think it's too much for me baby. It's so big and beautiful. I don't think I can do it. Do I have to suck it?"

Her smile grows, she knew exactly what you were doing. And she fucking loved it. "Yes you do Jesse. You have to suck it. Suck my cock!" She was hard a granite, her full glory now on display. It was magnificent. "Kiss it Jesse, kiss the tip."

You lick your lips hungrily. After a deep breath you lean forward and after a quick nuzzle with your nose you give it a wet open mouth kiss along the left side of the knob. You kiss and suck an the massive spongy glans with gusto. "Mmmmm...nmmmmmm...ummnnnn..." You hum.

"Oh Jesse! So eager to please!" Fiona purrs. "Show me how much you love me baby."

You'd show her alright!

Your wet sucking kisses pick up in frequency and intensity. You switch to the other side, allowing your lips to swipe along as you go. "Nmmmm...ummmm...nummmmm...ummhhnnn..." You kiss and you kiss, your eager lips opening and closing. If you were thinking straight you would have realized she just tasted like skin, maybe a bit salty, but to your love crazed mind her cock was the most succulent thing you'd ever experienced. "MMMM...Ohhh mmmmm..." You run it all across your lips and face, kissing and sucking everywhere you touched. "Nummmnnn...ummnnnn...nmmmmunmmmm..."

Fiona lets out hard breath. "Oh Jesus Jesse...you're really...enthusiastic..." You open wide and take her fat tip into your mouth and give her a long suck and a lick inside your mouth. "Ohhhh fuck!" Fiona groans at the unexpected change. She grabs your hair roughly before letting it go once more, forcing herself to treat you more gently than she instinctually wanted to. Her usual composure led down for you as she allowed her face to express just how you were making her feel. As you saw how much you were pleasuring her you fell in love with her just a little bit more. You sucked and slurped with everything you had. You may have never sucked cock before, but it wasn't exactly rocket science.

You felt so god damned good and proud to be doing this for her. Your pounding heart drumming in your ears. You loved her so fucking much right now. On the inside you were a whirlwind of emotions and having trouble holding it together.

Fiona, breath picking up, is looking down with a little concern now. "Baby...there are tears in your eyes. Are you okay?" She says lovingly as she strokes your cheek.

You angrily and rapidly blink the tears away, you were getting swept up in your emotions and ruining your blowjob for Fiona. Firming up your double handed grip on her shaft you concentrate on doing your job. Your job was to make her happy. You press forward, taking your sister into you as far as you could. It wasn't far, she was just too fucking big, but you were able to get her whole fleshy bell end and a bit more in at least. Enough to do the job. Your jaw ached but you toiled away as you began to bob your head forward and back.

"OHHHH Fucking hell baby...oh Jesus you are doing so good..." She moans. You feel such pride at her praise. A beautiful pink blush has colored her perfect face, her eyes were now closed as she just relished your attentions, her long smooth neck tilted to the side, her ruby lips parted as sighs of pleasure escaped them. How many times had you imagined her like this? Even before you'd busted your first nut to her imagined body you'd been crushing on her since you were old enough to do so. She was fundamentally ingrained into your psyche's very sexual identity. Mom was mom, Elsie was your closest friend and confidant, but Fiona... She was pure powerful female sexuality. Fiona, to your mind, had always represented all that was woman on a sexual level. And she still did. What other woman could possibly measure up?

Fiona's exquisite groaning interrupts your cock sucking reverie, the lustful sounds the sweetest music to your ears. "Gaahhh...holy shit Jesse...you sure you never did this before? Fucking...fuck....ohhhhh....mmmmm mmmm..."

You might not have had experience but you had passion. Your sister would never find a more loving and eager partner. You redouble your efforts, your head moving in a strong steady rhythm, the rim of her massive knob popping in and out of your tight lips as you went. You suck and slurp and swirl your tongue, doing all you could for her. You could feel her slick warm precum coating your tongue, it had almost no taste but it may as well have been sweet ambrosia. You slurp it up hungrily, lapping the tip of your tongue against her opening to tease more from her.

You suck her off for many long minutes. You take note of every sensation. The texture and warmth of her hard flesh in your hands, the taste of her plunging wet tip, the vanilla laced smell of her perfume mixed with raw animal aromas of her balls and recently fucked and creampied cunt, the breathy sounds she was making, her tall body standing over you, the blissful look in her eye as she stared back down at you. You take a million little snapshots in your mind, you wanted to remember this moment forever.

"Fuck...fuck...Jesus Fuck. You're really fucking good! Nnnggg." She gasps again. Bending down she clasps a hand on your shoulder to help her support herself, her other hand still gripping your hair She was breathing hard, she was close. You remind yourself of her instructions. Not one single drop would touch the beautiful coat she got for you, not one single drop would escape your lips. You would see to that!

She suddenly grabs your head in a powerful grip from both side, your nostrils flaring for breath you ready yourself.

Fiona tightens up, everything getting still just for a moment, before letting out a low gutteral growl. "GUHHHHH..." Her hips jut forward and her fingernails dig into your scalp as she grasps at you.

Your eyes widen as your gripped hands feel the first pulse course up long thick shaft toward your waiting maw. Despite knowing it was coming you aren't prepared for it. Her first blast fills your mouth to the brim in an instant. It erupts into the back of your throat and your cheeks swell with her warm creamy wad. You cough and snort without letting go your lip lock on her cock, jizz shoots your your nose and down onto her shaft and your cheeks.

You **** yourself to concentrate. With a mighty gulp you swallow this first shot only to have your mouth filled with the second white hot burst, then another. You don't even have time to think about the taste or texture or savor Fiona's sounds of orgasmic pleasure as you try to power down the jizm as fast as it's ejaculated. You are **** to gulp...gulp...gulp her enormous viscous load as fast as you could... It was too much, it was just too much.

You swallow as much as you can but that first one had got you coughing and sputtering and you couldn't stop. Despite your best efforts you could feel her cum leaking from your lips, streaming down your chin and cheeks, oozing along your face...you feel as a few small drops drip, as if in slow motion, off of your chin and down onto your jacket. The jacket SHE got for you. The coat SHE told you not to mess up. You are hit with a thunderbolt of guilt and disappointment, disappointment in yourself.

You continue to swallow though now tears began running down your cheeks as well. You had failed. You had ruined everything. It was irrational, but rationality was powerless against the inferno of your inflamed emotions.

Fiona was simply enjoying her climax, unaware of the torment you were going through. You berate yourself even more for not being able to enjoy this moment with her.

She eventually opens her eyes slowly and sighs a happy sigh. "Ohhh my god Jesse! That was fucking amaz..." She looks down to see your weeping eyes as you suck and swallow the last that you could from her. "Jesse?"

You couldn't meet her gaze. Allowing her spent cock to fall from your mouth you slump to the ground. Your head bowed at your shame, you see the couple little milky droplets on your perfect new coat. The wracking pit of your despair as deep as the feelings of love just moments ago.

You look back up at her and show her the spot on your coat. You show it to her as if it was a moral atrocity. "I'm sorry." You blubber. "I tried but I couldn't. I'm sorry Fiona!"

Your insides were a mess. This last day had been a turbulent confusing emotional roller coaster and you'd hit a breaking point. The true power and depths of the feelings you had for your big sister had blindsided you. And now...she'd asked ONE thing of you...and you let her down. Even as you cried you knew you were blowing it completely out of proportion but you couldn't hold it in. You felt like you'd betrayed her love.

Fiona slowly kneels down beside you. You look up to her, ashamed, your quivering lip pouting out. You'd failed and all you could do was hope for mercy.

She places one hand on your shoulder. Taking a clean rag from a nearby stack of them she tenderly begins to wipe off your face of her mess and your tears. She had the most patient and understanding smile, as if she knew exactly what was happening to you right now.

"It's okay Jesse, you didn't do anything wrong." She says soothingly. She then dabs off the couple drops that had hit your coat, wiping them away like they were never there. "There, can't even see it. We'll get it dry cleaned later, okay baby."

"But...I failed... I failed you."

That kind smile just widens as she shakes her head. "It's powerful isn't it? Giving yourself to someone. Submitting to someone." She strokes your hair. "Almost as powerful as...as falling in love."

And what if both were happening at once? You think.

You nod. "Uh huh..."

She replies in a hushed tone. "You wouldn't believe the things some men and women have said to me after they've truly submitted. The promises they've made. It is a powerful bond, submission. So much trust involved." She strokes you. "And your not just some man...you're my man."

You nod. You put your hands on her thigh and sidle a little closer to her.

"Jesse, listen to me right now. Something you need to know about masters and their subs. If you fail Jesse it is because I failed you. As your mistress and your woman it is my responsibility to know your limits. If you did your very best and you fell short, that's on me baby. Not you. Your failures are actually my failures. Do you understand Jesse?" She says softly.

You are looking into her face, not really comprehending. "No." You whimper and sniffle.

She continues to clean your face even though she'd gotten it all. "Imagine a jockey that enters his horse into the Indy 500. Then blames the horse for losing the race. That is a piss poor jockey." She chuckles. "If that makes any sense at all. Anyways, I was a piss poor mistress just now. I was being playful but...I chose a bad time. I'm sorry baby, I'll do better next time. Forgive me?" She smiles.

You nod. Of course you did, you still felt like you were the one who had done wrong. "I forgive you." You say.

Her smile slowly fades, her expression gradually transitioning from one of comfort to one of...pain. Her voice suddenly a soft whisper. "Say that again Jesse."

You look her in the eyes and repeat. "I forgive you Fiona."

She looks off to the side, not able to maintain eye contact with you for more than a few seconds, and she takes a shuddering breath. "Whoo...I think we're both a little emotional right now. Hey. Need a hug?"

You nod and lean toward her. She embraces you, holding you to her. "You okay?" She asks. "You want me to take you home?"

"I'm okay Fiona. I'd like to stay with you today."

She cups a hand round your neck and plants you with a kiss. "Hey, that was one hell of a bj by the way. You did really good!"

"I'll do even better next time." You grin proudly.

Her smile returns as she kisses your forehead. "I know you will."