Lunch with Chloe

As soon as you enter the room El could sense the serene happiness coming off of you.

She smiles. "What is it?"

You look at her. "I'm...I'm just so damn happy Elsie." You set the box down on a clear patch of floor then go to sit next to her. You take her in your arms and hold her tight. "I'm just so happy." You look at her twinkling eyes. "I know you miss the old Jesse...but I don't."

El laughs gently. "He was very handsome. And she was so beautiful. It is kind of weird making out with myself." She laughs a little louder. "But then I look in your eyes and I see you. And I feel you, I just feel you when we're together."

You kiss each other sweetly...then again. Before you know it you are making out. Your petting hot and heavy. Your kisses deep and wet. You are running fingers through each other's short hair and grasping at each other's body.

You break apart with a loud gasp. You both look at each other with wide excited eyes, your chests heaving up and down. You both break out laughing. As much as you wanted to take her there and then you had some stuff you wanted to get done today. This would have to wait.

"You're heading to Chloe's?" Elsie says, quite literally reading your mind.

You nod. "I'm pretty sure she's told me she goes home for lunch. I thought I'd catch her then." You look at the clock. "I should be getting ready to go."

Elsie nods. You could tell she was about to offer to come with you but thinks better of it. You had to keep working on this being apart thing. "Don't be gone too long, okay? And call me if you need...just anything."

You take her in your arms again. "Trust me, I'll be back as soon as I possibly can."

She kisses you. "I'll start boxing your old stuff up while you're gone." You nod appreciatively.

You get ready and dressed, long family dress with a blue Chun Li t shirt of El's, then come back to say goodbye to your sister. You take a moment with her just to bask in her presence and ready yourself for the separation to come. As you leave you feel the tear to your soul once more, it never got easier.

You grab one of Elsie's jackets and were on your way. El didn't mind one bit you wearing her clothes, in fact she considered them shared property at this point, but you are reminded that another shopping trip should be in your near future.

Getting into your car was a strange experience. Everything was all wrong. You had to move the seat up, adjust the mirrors, etc. Everything felt just a bit off. You start it up and pull out. You soon discover driving was probably the easiest activity to keep your mind occupied. There was always something to stay attentive to. Brake, see that pedestrian, check blind spot, notice the light ahead go yellow, etc. If anything this mindfulness made you a better driver.

You head downtown. Chloe lived in a big apartment building right in the city center. While the rent was high Chloe said it was nice to be able to walk to work or any other amenity she may need. She owned a Vespa but rarely used it. You suspected her poor eyesight made her a bit gun-shy of driving. This would be a big hurdle in convincing her to stay with the rest of the family.

It takes a while by you eventually find some parking not too far away. As you turn off the engine your mind relaxes. It hits you like a tsunami. You grunt in pain as if you'd just been stabbed in the chest. This was a mistake! This was too much too soon. ELSIE!

You almost turn the engine back on and head home but you **** your way through it. Focus! It was harder than before but you manage it. You open the door, deliberate in your every motion. You walk to the parking meter and dig out some change. You were settling back into the groove.

As you walk down sidewalk you weave through the crowds of people heading out of their work buildings and heading out to lunch. You can't help but notice that you were drawing a lot of attention from the men around you. It was simultaneously a bit disconcerting and flattering.

You get to your Cousin's building and approach the front door just as someone was heading out. They hold the door open for you and you head on in. You focus. You wait at the elevator. It was these quiet moment that were the worst. You could feel the ache, that deep existential loneliness. You grit your teeth and pinch your arm to give you something to focus on. The elevator arrives and you enter and hit the button.

You get to Chloe's floor and rush out of the elevator. You desperately hoped that she was home, you needed a distraction.

You knock on her door. There is a pause and you hear from the other side. "Who is it?"

"It's me, Jesse." You respond.

You hear the lock click. "Come in!"

You open the door and let yourself in. Chloe was standing to your left, just inside her small kitchen. She didn't have a stitch of clothes on. Her tiny pale thin frame on full display. Her big brown eyes peering at you through her thick glasses. In her left hand was a half eaten microwave burrito and her right hand was furiously pumping away at her rock hard cock.

A smile across her mousey face. "Well, this is a surprise!"