El knows you too well

You lie in the dark and the quiet, feeling hollow inside. If only she'd said something.

Then out of the darkness comes Elsie's warm soft voice. "I can tell something is wrong Jesse."

She comes back to your side. Sitting up against the headboard she takes your head and rests it against her lap and stomach. She begins stroking your hair, running her fingers through it. She doesn't say anything knowing you would open up when you were ready. You let out a long breath. God...it just didn't matter. You loved her too much. If she wanted bigger and better than you...you would accept it. You would be a cuckold.

"Elsie..."

"Hmm?"

"I love you...more than anything."

"I know my love."

"I...I won't stand in your way...of your happiness."

"Ummm...okay...you are my happiness Jesse."

"I was talking to Fiona, she called. She explained things to me." You whisper.

"Uh oh." El says.

"No...it was good. She let me know how things are. I understand, really. I just want you to be happy."

"I am happy..."

"No. I mean what you were saying in the room, with Penny."

"I...I'm not following you baby."

Those stupid tears had come to your eyes once more. God! Man up! You take a breath. "If...if you don't want me...if you don't want my cock anymore...I understand. I can't compete with her. Maybe I can buy a big strap on to wear or something. Maybe sometimes we could still do it...just with my little guy...for old time sake...."

"Strap on? Little guy?"

You feel her belly convulsing...was she crying? No...she was laughing! Laughing at you and your tiny dick asking for sympathy sex no doubt! Talk about salt in the wound! She rubs her small soft hand across your face as she laughs. She then feels the wetness of your tears on your cheeks and her laughter immediately stops.

"Oh my god, you're serious! You're crying. Oh baby!" She hugs your head, bending down and kissing your forehead hard.

"Jesse! Don't..." She strokes your cheek. "Oh my goodness baby, what's gotten into you? What do you mean not want your cock? I love it, it's the one for me."

"I heard you!" You hiss up at her.

"You said that, I'm not sure you heard the whole thing. Oh my god. I told her hers was too big, that yours would always be my perfect one."

"Fiona said...women your age...at her club...they like the big ones." You explain.

"Fiona said....? Jesse, what kind of wife do you think goes to her club? Don't you think they might be the type already curious about such things?" Elsie kisses your lips softly and sweetly, her unique Elsie aroma filled your senses. "I am happy with you body and soul Jesse."

For a moment, just a split second, you consider the possibility that she is lying to you. You knew in your heart of hearts that wasn't true. You knew she was being honest with you. Boy you felt stupid.

Looking up at the ceiling you say. "I'm an idiot."

Elsie chuckles. "Yeah, sometimes. But you're my idiot."

"I don't deserve you."

"No, probably not." She begins stroking your hair once more, you are both silent a moment. Then she breaks the silence. "Jesse, do you remember that day. The day the condom slipped."

"Yeah, of course." You answer, it was the day that changed everything.

"Well...I pretty much knew that very day what we had done. I knew I was fertile that day, I could feel it, it was the right time of the month. I didn't...I didn't do anything because I knew the baby would be yours. I love you Jesse, I've loved you since I was old enough to know what that meant."

"You knew I knocked you up and you didn't do anything? You were 18, I was your brother. We weren't even a thing yet."

"I'm an idiot." She responds softly.

You smile in the darkness. "But you're my idiot."

Sitting up you embrace her and you both begin to laugh. As you kiss you knew all was right with the world once more.