made with love

Sunday had finally arrived. The last day you would have to deal with tom. You spend half the morning trying to find the perfect outfit to wear. Kyle tried to help of course, he thought your spider-man shirt and basketball shorts would dress to impress. "Do you think tom will stay and play after dinner?"

"I don't think he will."

"Oh, what about tomorrow?"

"You know I don't think he'll come by anymore."

"Why not?" he whined. "I like tom."

"Me too." You settle on a black dress shirt with no pictures and dress pants.

"Then why not?"

"It's complicated."

"That's what people say when they don't know the answer either." he pouted before leaving your room.

You walk downstairs and see your mom in the kitchen preparing the dinner. You anxiously sit on the counter and watch your mother cook and you catch her smiling. "What?"

"I was just thinking how you used to do that when you were little and couldn't wait for me to finish with your birthday cake." Your mom was right, despite yourself you were excited to see tom again. "Do you wanna help?"

"Sure." you hopped down from the counter.

"You can help me with the zucchini." You spend the next half hour helping your mother prepare food before tom arrives. "Okay he should be here soon so why don't you go get cleaned and dressed."

You nod and run upstairs and run a shower. Try as you might your mind drifted once more to the loft. "Do you think you can stay away forever?" tom asked rubbing his hands all over your wet body.

"I have to. I like girls."

"Name one." you felt him kiss the back of your neck as he ran his hands lower and lower on your chest. "If you liked girls would I be here with you now?" his left hand played with your nipple while his right stroked your cock eliciting a moan from you.

"I'm supposed to-" you were cut off When you hear the bell causing your heart leaps out of your chest. You quickly dressed and nervously checked yourself in the mirror before rushing downstairs to meet tom who was talking to your parents. There was no way to hide your smile when you saw tom. "Sorry I was in the shower." you whispered to him as you both sat at the table.

"Sorry I missed it." he winked.

You blush as you again feel him take your hand. _[No! That's only going to make it worse.] _You squeeze his hand and lose yourself while tom answers questions from your parents. He told a much tastier version of the party, obviously leaving out the sexual acts, instead telling how you had your first dance to a song you couldn't even remember. The conversation turned to tom's future plans and how he wanted to go to college which just so happened to be the same one you were planning on going to. "So we could room together." you gasped excitedly until you saw the look on your parents and sister's face. Your sister grinned wickedly while your parents were clearly shocked picturing the two of you being a lot more adult than they wanted to imagine. Kyle had no clue what else you could mean so he was eating his lasagna blissfully. "I mean cause I would be glad to know someone." [Well that was terrible.]

"Obviously." tom said smiling at you laying his hand on your lap. [Wait, obviously what?]

After dinner you and tom go onto the back porch sitting on the swing in the warm night air. "I can't believe you actually have a porch swing." he laughed while snuggling close to you.

"Yeah. It's really relaxing."

"Especially with you next to me." You gaze into tom's beautiful eyes and can not resist kissing him. His soft lips against yours intoxicated you. He frantically kissed you back. Finally being able to kiss him after days of not drove you wild. [God I never want this to end. I lo]

You push him away "I have to go." and quickly try to run away but tom still being faster than you grabbed your hand and wouldn't let you go. "Please."

"Just tell me why. Did I do something wrong?"

"No."

"Do you not like me?"

You wanted to say you didn't knowing this would no doubt end it here and now but looking into his eyes you couldn't hurt him that way. "No."

"Then why?" you could hear the pain and worry in his voice.

"I..." you hesitated the cold sweat all over your body freezing you "I like you a lot." you finally admitted.

"Well so do I." he smiled at you confused.

"It scared me. I never liked anyone this much. Let alone a guy." Tom pulled you into a hug holding you tightly. "I told you it was stupid." you mumbled into his chest.

"Believe me when I say I understand but at least you have me. If you don't run away again that is." he teased.

"I wont. I never want to leave you again."

Later that night you found yourself back on the couch with tom in your dream . "I told you you couldn't stay away."