What's next?
Seb tries to move on, Liz tries to salvage something from this.
Seb's POV:
It hurt to do, but I had to end things.
I'd almost convinced myself to change my plans on the drive back.
Liz did have a point.
But so did I.
Seeing Kris still getting fucked when I came back, eyes pleading for another orgasm from Sarah, even when looking at me, hardened my resolve.
To my shame, after rattling out my spiel I hid in the bathroom, I needed a shower, but I needed the noise more.
I couldn't take hearing the girl I thought I loved getting railed by someone with all feminine traits I hated and the one masculine trait I still lacked, still coveted. Even nominally locked in a cage.
It felt poetic when I told Sarah she could unlock herself last night, now it felt like a self inflicted curse.
It shouldn't have but it felt so different from when Liz or another Dom fucked Kris at our parties.
At first I thought all my anger, frustration, and hurt was because of what Kris did to the poor girl, and there was some from that.
In the shower I realized the truth, while picking over all my faults and short comings, something I hadn't done since Alice and Liz took me to the club and taught me how to Dom and assert my masculinity.
I realized what really hurt was Kris bringing a girl that was everything I wasn't, into our relationship.
It brought back feelings from when I was still early in my transition, old insecurities I thought long dead.
Sarah could be feminine in the way Kris wanted from his partners before our 'deal' and Masculine in the one way he learned to crave from our time together, only more so.
With all my work and surgeries, Sarah dwarfed me when her caged cock was released.
Kris was already planning to leave me for Alice, how long would it have been before she realized she didn't need me in the interim anymore.
I looked at my top surgery scars and the older self inflicted ones nearly hidden by the procedure.
Liz Saved me from having to fight myself over adding more when she finally took both of them from the dorm.
'I need to get out of here too, can't deal with memories right now.'
(Group chat)
[Hey anyone up for hanging out? Need to get my mind off some stuff.] - S
A string of [Sorry, can't], [Wish I could, prof has me slammed rn.], ect.
Until the one person I wasn't expecting to say yes, responded.
[Sure, text me where, I just got done with my plans for the day and could use someone to shoot the shit with.] - A
[Here]
[Inside, lane 4, already paid, got two beers coming.]
It wasn't my first time throwing axes with a friend after a break up, but it was my first with her.
She never came anywhere I invited or planned, too worried I'd let Kris tag along for another failed attempt.
Oh, she'd invite me to places and outings but rarely did she not let me know who Not to bring.
We were 3 games in and 2 beers deep before Alice decided to poke the elephant in the room.
"Alright, so what's eating you?"
"Nothing, just need to blow off some steam." I throw my axe a bit harder than need, missing my target but burying the head fully in the soft target wood.
"Nothing, right...." she stares meaningful at the game losing throw I'd made. "You wanna keep lying to me I'm gonna need more beer. So you're wallet or the truth big guy."
She's kind but no push over, she'll pressure me about the truth but not force me.
Between her looks and personality I could see why Kris liked her.
I'd date her if we didn't have the same taste in women.
"You act like I can't do both, grab me one too and I'll give you the cliff notes." I quip back as I hand her my card to give the bartender for our tab for the night.
Several more beers deep, our game forgotten, I finish my abbreviated version of events.
"So then I dumped her, took back my collar, and left her to her new girl."
"Ok, so when do we TP this bitches place and slash her tires?"
I can't tell how much is a joke, "Can't, she moved already. Besides not worth the charge." I joke back, glad I was able avoid telling her who I was dating, sure I was hurting but I didn't want to make things worse for Kris just out of spite. "Thanks for coming and letting me bitch, it really helped.
"No problem, what are friends for, besides I still owe you for talking some sense into Chris, it's been a weight off my shoulders."
"Eh, was something someone needed to do. A bit think headed that one."
We both share a small laugh and part ways for the night. Making plans to hang out again, and maybe have Alice as my wingman when ready to date again.
The wound is still there, but I feel better and can try to deal.
Still plan to avoid Liz for awhile though, plan to avoid Kris and Sarah like the plague.
Liz POV:
Six weeks.
That's how long I had to undo this mess or I'd have to scrap my plan to get Kris and Alice together.
Would have preferred to be preparing for it with Seb's help and after getting Kris and Seb sorted as I had planned.
Now it was just me, not able to tag in any help.
God help her but Sarah was not any help, oh the girl tried, but she was unsuited for this.
So I was effectively trying to fix two broken girls.
The only solace was the comfort and stress releaf of both girls doing their best to serve me at all times.
I don't know if I could ever go to sleep again without a massage while getting eaten out. Nor without a pet at my feet and a toy in my arms.
I wonder if I can keep Sarah when I get Kris with Alice. Or maybe both if the plan falls through.
I'd still do my best but I wouldn't cry if it failed.
We're at the end of the first week and it's looking like failure might be more likely than I wanted.
Couldn't send Kris out to the game store or other events like this, and even when she's ready I won't be sending her alone until she's ready.
It took way too long just to get her to sleep anywhere besides the trunk.
The first two days I found her In their after sending her to bed, the next two days she went to the bed but stayed awake the whole night, kneeling 'ready to serve.'
When she looked ready to pass out I dragged her to my bed cuddling her, even then it was only my order to sleep that made it happen.
Kris had still not spoken any words besides "Yes ma'am."
I thought I was just losing my touch when it came to dealing with her.
Until I came home from shopping, more quite than usual, incase they were still sleeping, having snuck out early not wanting to wake the peacefully sleeping girls.
What I saw and heard made me angry and releaved. Releaved because I now knew what was causing the slow progress.
Angry it was Sarah sabotaging it!
I was peaking in bedroom door because I heard Sarah talking and Kris sobbing round broken words.
"That's right fucktoy, she left, just like Master Sebastian, just like you make them all leave, you need to be punished, maybe if we're lucky I can convince her to come back while you're stored away and she won't have to see you." the wicked smile on Sarah's face worries me, as I see Kris shut down, tears suddenly gone, now blank face, one foot in the trunk.
I heard the most emotion out of Kris since she got here, and now she had been reduced to this again.
God I wish I had gotten rid of that trunk, but Kris would NOT sleep in a room it wasn't in.
I now assume it was partially due to something this bitch had told Kris behind my back.
"What the hell are you doing?!", noticing me Sarah froze while Kris immediately tries to drop to her default knelling position. Somehow managing to ignore the pain from trying that halfway in the trunk.
Unexpected, high speed, Full body weight on caged balls and plug can't feel good no mater who you are.
I walk over to them, wanting to check on Kris and get my answers, only to notice Kris shaking like a leaf the more I got closer.
What ever Sarah has been telling her has got the blank 'toy' scared enough that something of a human mind is poking through again.
I think I can use this.
"Well are you going to answer me Sarah?! Because it looks like you were trying to break my favorite toy and hide the evidence!"
That gets the response I want. Kris stops shaking and Sarah starts babbling in fear at finally being caught.
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AN: Tell me what you think and who you want Kris to be with, I want to know if I've been building things up the right way.
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