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Chapter 4
by
HereticalWorks
What's next?
Wake up with Nell
Alice's consciousness returned in fragments.
First came the headache.
A dull, throbbing pressure behind her eyes that pulsed with every heartbeat, reminding her that yesterday's decisions had consequences and those consequences were currently staging a revolt inside her skull.
Then came the warmth.
Something soft pressed against her side. Something breathing. Something that smelled faintly of old books and herbal tea and a hint of sweat that wasn't entirely unpleasant.
Alice's eyes cracked open.
Pink.
So much pink.
Her mother's bedroom ceiling stared back at her, painted in that soft rose shade Maria insisted was "sophisticated blush" and Alice insisted was "aggressively girly." Gauzy curtains filtered morning light into something dreamy and diffuse. The bed beneath her was impossibly soft, all down pillows and silken sheets that probably cost more than Alice's entire adventuring kit.
She was naked.
That realization arrived with a cold splash of awareness.
Completely, entirely, unmistakably naked.
Alice's breath caught.
She turned her head slowly, almost afraid of what she might find.

Nell lay beside her.
Also naked.
His slim body was curled slightly toward her, brown and white hair fanned across the pillow in messy strands. Without his oversized robes, he looked even more delicate than usual. Narrow shoulders. Soft skin marked with scattered scales along his throat and collarbone. Long lashes resting against flushed cheeks.
He looked exhausted.
He looked beautiful.
He looked like someone Alice had definitely, absolutely, without question done something with last night.
Oh no.
Oh no no no no no
The panic lasted approximately three seconds before the memories started flooding back.
Giggling.
So much giggling.
Alice couldn't remember the last time she had laughed this freely. The **** had stripped away all her usual guards, leaving her loose and warm and reckless in ways that should have terrified her.
They had stumbled up the stairs together, Nell's hand in hers, both of them shushing each other too loudly to actually be quiet. The hallway tilted and swayed, but Alice knew this path by heart. Maria's room. The fancy one. The one with the big bed and the soft sheets and the door that actually locked.
"Are you sure?" Nell whispered for what might have been the fifth time, his cheeks burning even in the dim light.
Alice answered by pulling him inside and kicking the door shut behind them.
Then she kissed him.
His lips were softer than she expected. Hesitant at first, barely brushing against hers like he was afraid she might shatter. But Alice pressed closer, deepening the kiss, and felt the moment his restraint cracked.
His hands found her waist.
Her hands found the clasps of his robe.
Clothing fell away in clumsy stages, punctuated by breathless laughter and fumbling fingers. Alice's shirt caught on her head and Nell had to help her untangle it. His belt refused to cooperate until Alice yanked hard enough to send the buckle flying somewhere behind the dresser.
"Sorry," she gasped between giggles.
"It's fine," Nell breathed back. "I hated that belt."
Then they were both naked.
Standing in the soft pink glow of her mother's bedroom, bare skin illuminated by filtered moonlight, staring at each other with a mixture of wonder and nervous anticipation.
Alice's gaze traveled down.
Nell's cock stood at attention, flushed and eager despite his obvious embarrassment. It was pretty, she decided. Smooth and clean, slightly curved upward, perfectly proportioned for his slender frame.
Her own arousal pressed against her stomach, achingly hard.
They were close in size, she noticed. Nell might have been a touch shorter, but the difference was minimal. Both of them hovering around average, nothing intimidating, nothing to be ashamed of.
"You're beautiful," Alice heard herself say.
Nell's blush deepened impossibly further. "I... you... that's..."
She kissed him again before he could spiral into incoherence.
They tumbled onto the bed together, a tangle of limbs and gasping breaths. The mattress caught them like a cloud, soft and yielding beneath their combined weight. Alice ended up on top, straddling Nell's hips while he stared up at her with wide, wondering eyes.
"Hi," she whispered.
"Hi," he whispered back.
She reached down between them, wrapping her fingers around both their cocks at once. The sensation made them both gasp. Warm. Hard. Pressed together in her grip, twitching against each other with every racing heartbeat.
Alice started stroking.
Slow at first. Experimental. Learning the rhythm that made Nell's breath hitch, that made his hips jerk upward involuntarily, that made those pretty snake eyes flutter closed in pleasure.
"Alice," he moaned. "That feels... oh gods, that feels..."
"Good?"
"So good."
She stroked faster.
Their cocks slid against each other, slicked with precum that leaked from both tips. The friction was incredible, electric, sending sparks of pleasure racing up Alice's spine. She watched Nell's face, drinking in every expression, every gasp, every moment his composure cracked a little further.
He was so responsive.
So sensitive.
Every touch made him tremble. Every stroke pulled another **** sound from his throat. He looked like he was falling apart beneath her, and Alice had never felt more powerful in her life.
"I want you inside me," she breathed.
Nell's eyes snapped open.
"What?"
Alice lifted her hips, releasing their cocks from her grip. She reached back, positioning Nell's shaft against her entrance. The slick folds of her pussy pressed against his cock head, hot and wet and ready.
"Inside," she repeated. "Please."
Nell made a sound that might have been agreement or might have been his brain short circuiting.
Alice took that as permission.
She sank down slowly.
The stretch was exquisite. Nell's cock filled her perfectly, not too much, not too little, just enough to make her feel complete. Her walls clenched around him as she bottomed out, drawing a broken moan from both their lips.
"Oh fuck," Alice gasped. "Oh fuck, you feel good."
Nell's hands found her hips, gripping with surprising strength. "Alice... I can't... you're so tight, I'm going to..."
"Don't hold back."
She started moving.
Rising up until only his tip remained inside, then dropping back down in one smooth motion. The rhythm came naturally, instinctively, her body knowing exactly what it wanted even if her **** soaked brain couldn't quite keep up.
She rode him.
Hard.
Fast.
The bed creaked beneath them, protesting each impact. Nell's moans grew louder, more ****, his hips bucking upward to meet her descent. Alice braced her hands on his chest for leverage, feeling his heart hammer beneath her palms.
"So good," she panted. "You feel so fucking good inside me."
"Alice," Nell whimpered. "Alice, I'm close, I'm so close "
"Me too."
Her own cock bounced between them, slapping against Nell's stomach with every thrust. The dual stimulation was overwhelming. Pleasure from her pussy, pleasure from her cock, pleasure from the friction and the fullness and the beautiful boy beneath her.
"Come with me," Alice demanded. "Come inside me, Nell."
He cried out.
His cock pulsed inside her, flooding her with warmth as his orgasm crashed through him. The sensation pushed Alice over the edge too. Her pussy clamped down around him, milking every drop, while her own cock erupted across his chest in thick white ropes.
They came together.
Shaking.
Gasping.
Clinging to each other as the pleasure peaked and slowly, slowly faded into something soft and warm and satisfied.
Alice collapsed forward onto Nell's chest, both of them panting, both of them sticky, both of them utterly spent.
"Wow," Nell breathed.
Alice laughed weakly against his skin.
"Yeah," she agreed. "Wow."
The memory faded.
Alice stared at Nell's sleeping face, her cheeks burning with a combination of residual arousal and profound embarrassment.
I did that.
I actually did that.
With my new party member.
In my mother's bed.
She groaned softly, pressing her face into the pillow.
Mom is going to kill me.
The memory faded, but another one rushed in to take its place.
They lay tangled together in the afterglow, Alice's cum cooling on Nell's chest while his seed leaked slowly from her satisfied pussy. The pink bedroom seemed to pulse with warmth, the gauzy curtains filtering moonlight into something soft and dreamlike.
Alice should have been tired.
She should have been done.
Instead, she felt her cock stirring again, hardening against Nell's thigh with renewed interest.
Nell noticed.
His snake eyes widened slightly, pupils dilating in the dim light. "Already?"
Alice flushed. "Sorry, I just... you're really pretty, and I..."
She trailed off, embarrassed by her own honesty.
Nell was quiet for a moment. Then, so softly Alice almost missed it:
"I liked it."
"What?"
"Being inside you." His blush deepened impossibly further, spreading down his neck to the scattered scales at his collarbone. "It felt... I've never... with anyone..."
Alice's heart clenched.
"Never?"
Nell shook his head, avoiding her eyes. "I always thought... no one would want..."
He didn't finish the sentence.
He didn't need to.
Alice understood. She understood the bone deep certainty that your body was wrong somehow, that no one could possibly desire something so strange, so different.
She'd lived with that feeling her whole life.
Something fierce and tender rose in her chest.
"Nell."
He looked at her.
"I want you," Alice said simply. "All of you. Everything you are."
His eyes went glassy.
"Alice..."
"Can I..." She hesitated, suddenly nervous. "Can I try something?"
Nell swallowed visibly. "What kind of something?"
Alice's gaze dropped to his hips, then lower. Her cock twitched with anticipation.
"I want to be inside you too."
The silence stretched.
Nell's face cycled through approximately seventeen different shades of red.
"Oh," he breathed. "Oh. You mean..."
"Only if you want to," Alice added quickly. "We don't have to. I just thought... I wanted to make you feel good too, and I've never done this with a boy before, but I want to try, with you, if that's "
Nell kissed her.
It was clumsy and **** and tasted like whiskey and want. His hands cupped her face, thumbs stroking her cheekbones as he pressed closer.
When they broke apart, both gasping:
"Yes," Nell whispered. "Please. I want... I want to know what it feels like."
Alice's cock throbbed.
They rearranged themselves on the bed, movements hesitant and exploratory. Alice grabbed a small bottle from Maria's nightstand her mother kept supplies everywhere, which was mortifying to think about but convenient in the moment and slicked her fingers with trembling hands.
"Tell me if it's too much," she murmured.
Nell nodded, spreading his legs wider.
Alice pressed one finger against his sphincter.
He gasped.
She pushed inside slowly, carefully, watching his face for any sign of discomfort. His expression shifted through surprise, adjustment, and then something softer. Needier.
"More," he breathed.
Alice added a second finger.
Nell's back arched off the mattress, a broken moan escaping his lips. His cock twitched against his stomach, fully hard again despite having come just minutes ago.
"You're so tight," Alice whispered, scissoring her fingers gently. "So warm inside."
"Alice..." Nell's voice cracked. "Please... I need..."
"I know."
She withdrew her fingers and positioned herself between his thighs. Her cock pressed against his asshole, slicked and ready, the tip nudging at that tight ring of muscle.
"Ready?"
Nell nodded frantically.
Alice pushed inside.
The sensation was overwhelming. Tight. Hot. Different from a pussy, but incredible in its own way. Nell's body gripped her cock like a vice, squeezing and fluttering as he adjusted to the intrusion.
"Oh gods," Alice gasped. "Oh fuck, Nell, you feel..."
She couldn't find words.
Nell was trembling beneath her, eyes squeezed shut, lips parted around silent gasps. His legs had fallen open wider, giving her better access, and Alice suddenly knew what she wanted to do.
She grabbed his thighs and pushed them up.
Up.
All the way up.
Until his knees were pressed against his shoulders, his body folded nearly in half, his ass tilted at the perfect angle for her to sink even deeper.
Mating press.
She'd seen it in porn but never tried it herself.
The position felt primal. Possessive. Like she was claiming him completely.
"Alice!" Nell cried out as she bottomed out, her cock buried to the hilt inside him. "Alice, that's... oh gods, that's so deep..."
"Too much?"
"No! No, don't stop, please don't stop "
She started thrusting.
Hard.
The new angle let her drive impossibly deep with each stroke. She could feel every ripple and clench of his ass, every **** flutter as his body tried to accommodate her cock.
"I'm trying to find..." Alice panted, adjusting her angle slightly. "There should be... if I can just..."
Her cock dragged across something inside him.
Nell screamed.
Not in pain. In pure, overwhelming pleasure.
"THERE!" he wailed. "Right there, Alice, please, again, please "
She hit that spot again.
And again.
And again.
Nell fell apart beneath her. His composure shattered completely, replaced by **** moans and broken pleas that grew louder with every thrust. His cock bounced between their bodies, leaking precum in thick streams across his stomach.
"Can you cum like this?" Alice gasped, hammering into him with increasing desperation. "I don't know if i can make a boy... I've never..."
"I don't... I don't know... it feels... Alice, it feels so good, I can't think, I can't..."
His words dissolved into incoherent whimpers.
Alice leaned down, pressing her body against his, folding him even tighter. Their faces were inches apart now, breath mingling, sweat slicking their skin.
"I'm sorry," she whispered.
Nell's eyes fluttered open, confused even through the haze of pleasure. "What?"
"I'm sorry, I'm not... I don't know what I'm doing, I've never done this before, I'm probably terrible at it, and you deserve someone who actually knows how to "
Nell kissed her.
It wasn't like the earlier kisses. This one was slow. Deep. His tongue slid into her mouth, impossibly long, forked and flexible, snake heritage, part of her brain noted distantly twining with hers in ways that made her head spin.
Drool trailed between their lips when they finally broke apart.
"You're perfect," Nell breathed against her mouth. "You feel perfect. Please don't stop."
Tears pricked at Alice's eyes.
She kissed him again.
This time she didn't hold back. She poured everything into it all her fear, all her want, all her **** hope that maybe, maybe, someone could actually want her the way she was.
Nell's arms wrapped around her shoulders, pulling her closer. His legs locked around her waist. Their bodies pressed together so tightly there was no space between them, no separation, just heat and need and the relentless rhythm of Alice's hips.
"I'm close," she gasped against his lips. "Nell, I'm so close, I'm going to "
"Inside," he begged. "Please, Alice. Inside me."
She came.
The orgasm crashed through her like a tidal wave. Her cock pulsed and throbbed, pumping rope after rope of cum deep into Nell's ass. She felt him clench around her, milking every drop, his own cock twitching untouched between their bodies.
And then
Nell came too.
Without anyone touching his cock at all.
His release splattered between them, hot and thick, painting both their stomachs white as his body shook with the **** of his orgasm. His inner walls spasmed around Alice's cock, prolonging her own climax until she thought she might pass out from the intensity.
They clung to each other through it.
Shaking.
Crying.
Alice didn't realize she was sobbing until Nell's hands cupped her face, wiping away tears she hadn't known were falling.
"Hey," he whispered. "Hey, it's okay. Why are you crying?"
"I'm sorry," Alice choked out. "I'm sorry, I know I'm weird, I know my body is strange, I know you probably didn't want... I have both, and a lot of people think that's disgusting, and I should have told you before we... before I..."
She couldn't finish.
The words tangled in her throat, all the old fears rushing up to strangle her even in the aftermath of something beautiful.
Nell stared at her.
Then he kissed her again.
Soft.
Gentle.
Like she was something precious.
"I know," he said simply when he pulled back.
Alice blinked. "What?"
"But..."
"Alice." His voice was quiet but firm. "You're beautiful. All of you. Everything you are."
She stared at him.
He meant it.
She could see it in his eyes, in the gentle curl of his smile, in the way his hands kept stroking her hair like he couldn't bear to stop touching her.
He meant it.
Alice buried her face in his neck and cried harder.
Nell held her through it.
Patient.
Warm.
Present.
Eventually the tears slowed. The sobs faded into hiccups, then into quiet breathing. Alice's cock had softened inside him, but neither of them moved to separate.
"Thank you," Alice whispered against his skin.
Nell pressed a kiss to her temple.
"Thank you for trusting me."
The memory faded.
Alice stared at Nell's sleeping face, tears prickling at her eyes again.
He'd accepted her.
Completely.
Without hesitation.
Beside her, Nell's eyes fluttered open. He blinked sleepily, confusion giving way to recognition, then to a soft, shy smile.
"Hi," he whispered.
Alice's heart clenched.
"Hi," she whispered back.
For a long moment, they just looked at each other in the soft pink light of her mother's bedroom.
Then Nell reached out and gently wiped a tear from her cheek.
"You're crying again."
"Shut up," Alice said, but she was smiling.
Nell's smile widened.
"Okay."
He kissed her.
The silence should have been awkward.
Instead, it felt warm.
Comfortable.
Nell shifted slightly, wincing. "I'm... sore."
Alice's face flushed crimson. "Sorry."
"Don't be." His shy smile made her chest ache. "It's a good sore."
They looked at each other for a long moment.
Then Alice's lips twitched.
"You have bedhead."
Nell blinked. "What?"
"Your hair." She gestured vaguely. "It's everywhere. You look like a bird that got caught in a windstorm."
Nell's hand flew to his head, patting at the wild tangle of brown and white strands. His feathers had fluffed out during the night, adding to the chaotic effect.
"That's... you're not much better," he protested weakly.
Alice grinned. "I'm always a mess. You're supposed to be the put together one."
"I am not put together. I'm barely held together."
"By what? Anxiety and spell circles?"
"...Yes, actually."
Alice laughed.
The sound surprised her. Light. Easy. Free in a way she hadn't felt in longer than she could remember.
Nell watched her laugh with something soft and wondering in his eyes.
"You're pretty when you smile," he said quietly.
Alice's laughter stuttered.
Her face heated.
"Shut up," she mumbled, but she couldn't stop the smile spreading across her face.
"Make me."
The words were so unexpected coming from Nell's mouth that Alice stared at him for a full three seconds.
Then she lunged.
Her fingers found his ribs.
Nell shrieked.
"ALICE " he wheezed, writhing beneath her attack. "Alice, no, stop, I'm ticklish, I'm extremely ticklish "
"That's the point!"
She dug her fingers in harder, finding every sensitive spot she could reach. Nell twisted and squirmed, breathless laughter spilling from his lips as he tried desperately to escape.
"Mercy!" he gasped. "Mercy, please, I yield "
"Say I'm prettier than you!"
"What? No! You're you're equally ALICE "
She tickled him harder.
Nell's composure shattered completely. He laughed so hard tears leaked from the corners of his eyes, his body convulsing beneath her as she exploited every weakness she could find.
"Fine!" he shrieked. "Fine, you're prettier, you're the prettiest, please stop "
Alice relented, grinning triumphantly down at him.
Nell lay panting beneath her, flushed and breathless, his chest heaving with each gasping breath.
"You're evil," he managed.
"You started it."
"I complimented you!"
"Exactly."
He stared at her with mock betrayal.
Then his hands shot up.
Alice yelped as his fingers found her sides, retaliating with surprising speed. She tried to squirm away, but Nell had apparently decided that turnabout was fair play.
"No fair!" she gasped, laughing despite herself. "You're supposed to be shy!"
"I am shy," he said, tickling harder. "This is ****."
They wrestled across the bed, trading attacks, neither willing to concede defeat. The sheets tangled around their naked bodies. Pillows went flying. At some point, Alice ended up pinned beneath Nell, both of them breathless and flushed and grinning like idiots.
Their eyes met.
The laughter faded into something else.
Something warmer.
Nell's hands had landed on her chest during the scuffle. His fingers brushed against her nipple accidentally, maybe, or maybe not so accidentally.
Alice's breath caught.
Nell froze.
"Sorry," he whispered. "I didn't mean to "
"Don't stop."
The words slipped out before Alice could think better of them.
Nell's eyes widened.
"Really?"
Alice's face burned, but she **** herself to hold his gaze. "Really."
His fingers moved.
Tentatively at first. Brushing across her nipple with featherlight touches that made her shiver. Then more deliberately, circling the sensitive bud, watching her face for reactions.
"Like this?" he asked softly.
Alice nodded, not trusting her voice.
He pinched gently.
She gasped.
"You're sensitive here," Nell observed, a hint of wonder in his voice. He pinched again, harder, and Alice's back arched off the mattress.
"Most people are," she managed.
"I know. I just..." He ducked his head, embarrassed. "I like learning what makes you feel good."
Alice's heart clenched.
She reached up, cupping his face in her hands.
"You're too sweet for your own good."
Before he could respond, she pulled him down and kissed him.
The kiss started soft but deepened quickly. Their bodies pressed together, skin against skin, warmth building between them. Nell's fingers continued playing with her nipples, pinching and rolling and teasing until Alice was squirming beneath him.
She wanted more.
Her hands found his chest, smaller and flatter than hers but just as sensitive. When her fingers brushed his nipples, he whimpered into her mouth.
"Fair's fair," Alice murmured against his lips.
She rolled them over, pinning Nell beneath her. Her mouth left his and trailed down his jaw, his neck, his collarbone. She paused at the scattered scales along his throat, pressing kisses to each one.
Nell trembled.
"Alice..."
She continued lower.
His chest was pale and smooth, nipples small and pink and already hardening under her attention. Alice circled one with her tongue, and Nell made a sound like he'd been struck.
"Good?" she asked, glancing up.
"Y yes," he breathed. "Please don't stop."
She took his nipple into her mouth.
Nell's hands flew to her hair, gripping tightly as she sucked. His hips bucked involuntarily, his cock hardening against her stomach. Alice could feel the heat of it, the **** twitch of his arousal.
She switched to his other nipple, lavishing it with the same attention. Her tongue swirled and flicked, her teeth grazing gently, and Nell fell apart beneath her.
"Alice," he gasped. "Alice, I can't it's too much I need "
She released his nipple with a wet pop.
"What do you need?"
His face was flushed scarlet, his eyes glazed with want. His mouth opened and closed several times before the words finally escaped:
"I want to taste you."
Alice's cock throbbed.
"What?"
"I want..." He swallowed hard. "Last night, you... in my... but I never..." He was stammering, tripping over his own words, too embarrassed to say it clearly but too **** to stop trying. "Please let me."
Alice stared at him.
Her cock ached with want.
"Are you sure?" she asked, her voice coming out rougher than intended. "You don't have to. I know it's... I know some people think it's weird, having both, and you already "
Nell kissed her to shut her up.
When he pulled back, his eyes were steady despite the blush still staining his cheeks.
"I want to," he said firmly. "I want to make you feel good."
Alice's throat tightened.
She nodded.
They rearranged themselves on the bed, Alice propped against the headboard with her legs spread while Nell positioned himself between them. Her cock stood at attention, flushed and eager, a bead of precum already glistening at the tip.
Nell stared at it with something like reverence.
"It's pretty," he said softly.
Alice choked. "What?"
"Your cock." He reached out, wrapping his fingers around the shaft with gentle curiosity. "It's pretty. Like the rest of you."
No one had ever called her cock pretty before.
Alice didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
Nell leaned forward.
His tongue emerged.
It was long. Longer than a human tongue should be. Forked at the tip, the two points flickering independently as they tasted the air. Snake heritage, Alice remembered distantly. He had a snake's tongue.
The implications hit her approximately half a second before the tongue touched her cock.
"Oh fuck "
The sensation was unlike anything Alice had ever experienced.
The forked tips wrapped around her shaft, sliding up and down in ways a normal tongue couldn't manage. They flickered against the sensitive underside, teased the ridge of her head, dipped into her slit to taste the precum leaking steadily from her tip.
Alice's head fell back against the headboard.
"Nell," she gasped. "Nell, that's oh gods, your tongue is "
He took her into his mouth.
The wet heat engulfed her, and his tongue kept moving. It wrapped around her shaft inside his mouth, stroking and squeezing while his lips provided suction. He couldn't take all of her she wasn't huge, but she wasn't small either but what he could take, he worshipped.
"Fuck," Alice whimpered. "Fuck, fuck, fuck "
Her hands found his hair, gripping the brown and white strands as pleasure sparked through her entire body. Nell moaned around her cock, the vibration adding another layer of sensation that made her toes curl.
He started bobbing his head.
Slow at first. Learning her rhythm, her reactions, what made her gasp and what made her moan. His tongue never stopped moving, that impossible forked length sliding and stroking in ways that short circuited Alice's brain.
"So good," she babbled. "Nell, you feel so good, your mouth is so hot, your tongue is oh gods, right there, don't stop "
He didn't stop.
If anything, he intensified his efforts. His head bobbed faster. His tongue flickered harder. One of his hands came up to cup her balls, rolling them gently while his mouth worked her shaft.
Alice was overwhelmed.
She had to lean back, one arm coming up to cover her face as pleasure threatened to drown her. Her hips bucked involuntarily, pushing deeper into his mouth, and Nell took it without complaint.
"I'm sorry," she gasped. "I'm sorry, I can't you're too good, I can't control "
Nell pulled off with a wet pop.
"Don't apologize," he said, voice rough. "I like it."
Then he dove back down.
This time he took her deeper. Alice felt herself hit the back of his throat and nearly screamed. His tongue wrapped around her base while his throat constricted around her tip, and the dual sensation was so overwhelming she thought she might actually die.
"Nell," she whimpered. "Nell, can I ask you something?"
He hummed in acknowledgment, the vibration making her twitch.
"Doesn't it... doesn't it gross you out?"
He pulled off again, confusion evident in his flushed face. "What?"
"My cock." Alice couldn't look at him. Her arm stayed pressed over her eyes, hiding her expression. "Doesn't it gross you out? That I have... that I'm not... normal?"
Silence.
Alice's heart pounded.
Then Nell spoke, his voice genuinely puzzled:
"It's a girl's cock. Why would it be gross?"
Alice went still.
"What?"
"It's your cock," Nell said, like he was explaining something obvious. "You're a girl. So it's a girl's cock. I don't understand why that would be gross."
He sounded genuinely confused.
Like the thought had never even occurred to him.
Like Alice's body being exactly what it was had never registered as anything other than natural.
Something cracked open in Alice's chest.
Tears spilled from beneath her arm, hot and sudden, flooding down her cheeks before she could stop them. A sob tore from her throat, raw and broken and full of years of shame she hadn't known she was still carrying.
"Alice?" Nell's voice shifted to concern. "Alice, did I say something wrong? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to "
She moved without thinking.
Her hands found his head.
She pushed him down.
All the way down.
Her cock slid into his throat, and Nell made a surprised sound but didn't resist. His tongue wrapped around her shaft, still working even as she buried herself to the hilt in his mouth.
Her legs came up.
Wrapped around his head.
Locked.
"Stay there," Alice sobbed. "Please, just stay there, I need I need "
She came.
The orgasm tore through her with devastating intensity. Her cock pulsed, pumping cum directly down Nell's throat as her entire body shook with the **** of her release. She cried and came at the same time, emotions and pleasure tangled together until she couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
Nell swallowed everything.
His throat worked around her shaft, milking every drop, accepting everything she gave him without hesitation.
When the orgasm finally faded, Alice lay panting against the headboard, tears still streaming down her face. Her legs were still locked around Nell's head, keeping him in place, his nose pressed against her mound.
"I'm sorry," she gasped. "I'm sorry, that was I shouldn't have "
Nell made a muffled sound that might have been reassurance.
Alice loosened her legs slightly, giving him room to breathe but not releasing him entirely.
"Nell?"
He looked up at her, face flushed, lips swollen, eyes bright with something soft and patient.
"Be my boyfriend."
The words spilled out before Alice could stop them. Raw. ****. ****.
"Please," she added, voice cracking. "I know we just met, and this is crazy, and you probably think I'm insane, but I've never no one's ever you make me feel like I'm not broken, and I can't I don't want to lose that, I don't want to lose you, please"
Nell made another muffled sound.
Right.
Her cock was still in his mouth.
Alice released his head completely, pulling back enough that he could speak.
Nell gasped for air, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His face was crimson. His hair was a disaster. He looked thoroughly debauched.
He also looked like he was trying very hard not to smile.
"Yes," he said.
Alice blinked. "What?"
"Yes." His smile broke through, shy and bright and impossibly sweet. "I'll be your boyfriend."
Alice stared at him.
Then she burst into fresh tears.
Nell climbed up the bed and gathered her into his arms, holding her against his chest while she sobbed. His hands stroked her hair. His lips pressed gentle kisses to her temple.
"It's okay," he murmured. "I've got you. It's okay."
Alice clung to him and cried.
For the first time in longer than she could remember, the tears weren't from pain.
They were from relief.
The week before the dungeon run turned out stranger than Alice expected.
Nia delayed it.
Not canceled. Not abandoned. Not even really postponed in a dramatic way. She simply announced, with the absolute certainty of someone who expected reality to adjust around her, that Company of the Coin would not be entering the dungeon for another week. There were supplies to confirm, route data to update, and team compatibility to observe. Mako complained for exactly twelve seconds before realizing a week of lazy downtime. Nell looked relieved so visibly that even he seemed embarrassed by it.
Alice expected to be annoyed.
She wasn’t.
Not really.
Part of her still felt raw around Nia. The bathroom panic had not vanished just because everyone pretended they were very professional adventurers with scheduling conflicts. Every time Alice remembered Nia’s voice, that quiet maybe whisper in the hall, her stomach tightened and her heart did something stupid. She avoided thinking about what Maria had done with Nia in the private booth, because every time her mind brushed against that subject, jealousy and embarrassment and something even more humiliating curled hot under her skin.
So the delay should have felt like ****.
Instead, it gave her Nell.
At first, their holo calls were practical. Or at least, they pretended to be. Nell messaged about spell structures. Alice sent him a messy sketch of a revised mana circle drawn on a napkin while sitting at the Velvet Bottle’s counter. He corrected the angle on a stabilizing rune. She told him he was overthinking it. He politely informed her that overthinking was how people avoided exploding. She said exploding was only embarrassing if you did it wrong.
Then the calls got longer.
Then less practical.
Then frequent enough that Alice caught herself checking the system panel before bed with the kind of stupid anticipation she usually associated with loot drops or horror movie announcements.
Nell was easy to talk to in a way that kept surprising her. Not because he was smooth. He was not smooth. Nell could make saying hello sound awkward. But he listened. Properly listened. He did not treat her like a puzzle to solve or a mistake to politely ignore. When she rambled about old horror movies, he asked actual questions instead of nodding through it. When she showed up on call wearing a torn black crop top, half zipped jacket, messy hair, and eyeliner smudged from a nap, he did not make some weird comment about her body or whether she was trying too hard.
He just smiled shyly and said, “That looks like you.”
That ruined her for about six full minutes.
It was the little things that got past her defenses.
The way his eyes never dropped somewhere awkward and stayed there. The way he treated her lazy punk tomboy mess like a style instead of a failure to be feminine correctly. The way he accepted that she could love horror movies, awful convenience store snacks, technical spell theory, and sleeping until noon when nobody dragged her out of bed.
He never made her feel like she had to explain the shape of herself before she was allowed to exist.
That was dangerous.
That was why, by the time she talked him into going to the movies with her the night before the dungeon run, Alice had already spent far too long pretending it was not a date.
It was absolutely a date.
She knew it the second she found herself waiting outside the theater twenty minutes early, hands shoved into her jacket pockets, boots tapping against the pavement, trying to look casual and failing so badly she wanted to throw herself into traffic.
The theater sat in one of Ikos’ older entertainment districts, wedged between a noodle shop and a vintage arcade that still used physical tokens instead of system credits. The sign above the entrance glowed in faded red and gold letters, half old world nostalgia, half mana repaired stubbornness. This place did not show modern holo features or system enhanced immersive dramas. It rotated through classic films, the kind pulled from salvaged archives and restored by obsessive nerds who treated pre collapse cinema like holy scripture.
Alice loved it immediately.
The posters outside were printed instead of projected. Actual paper behind glass, edges slightly curled, colors preserved by protective charms. Tonight’s screening was a Korean monster horror movie from the old world, one of those films Alice had heard about more than she had actually seen. The Host. Creature feature, family drama, river monster, classic disaster vibes. Perfect date movie.
Probably.
Maybe.
Nell might die.
Alice checked the time again.
Then pretended she had not checked the time.
Then checked it again.
(He’s not late. I’m early. That is a different kind of pathetic.)
“Alice?”
She turned so fast she nearly slipped.
Nell stood a few steps away beneath the glow of the theater sign, wrapped in his a oversized hoodie despite the warm evening. His feathered brown and white hair was neater than usual, which meant he had clearly tried very hard and still lost a small war against his own biology. His glasses caught the theater lights, briefly hiding his eyes before he pushed them up with a nervous finger.
He looked painfully cute.
Alice’s brain, which had spent the entire walk here rehearsing at least six different greetings, immediately threw all of them into a fire.
“Hey,” she said.
Nell smiled softly. “Hi.”
Silence.
Not bad silence.
Just charged enough that Alice suddenly became aware of her hands, her mouth, her hair, her jacket, her entire body, and the fact that she was standing in public trying not to look like she wanted to crawl out of her skin.
Nell glanced at the poster.
“So this is the horror movie.”
Alice followed his gaze. “Technically monster horror. Also kind of a disaster movie. Also maybe political satire. I haven’t seen it in years.”
“You said it was funny.”
“It is.”
“You also said that about the movie where the man’s head opened and spider legs came out.”
Alice grinned. “That was hilarious.”
Nell looked deeply unconvinced. “It was not.”
Alice laughed, and some of the tension loosened.
They went inside together.
The lobby smelled like butter, carpet dust, sugar, and old air conditioning charms that hummed faintly from vents along the ceiling. A bored attendant scanned their tickets while barely looking up from a handheld system panel. Rows of candy boxes lined the concession counter at prices that bordered on criminal, which meant Alice immediately wanted all of them.
“Popcorn?” she asked.
Nell looked at the menu board. “A small seems reasonable.”
Alice stared at him.
He blinked. “What?”
“We’re at the movies.”
“Yes.”
“You don’t get a small.”
“I don’t?”
They ended up with a large popcorn, two sodas, and enough overpriced candy to financially wound a small household. Alice got Cherry Pepsi because it was objectively superior movie fuel. Nell chose Cherry 7UP after staring at the drink options like they were asking him to make a life altering pact.
“Cherry 7UP?” Alice asked, amused.
“It light seems less aggressive.”
“It’s soda.”
“Some sodas are aggressive.”
“You’re not wrong.”
They found seats near the middle of the theater, not too close, not too far, with enough empty space around them that Nell visibly relaxed. The room was dim and old fashioned, with actual seats instead of full sensory immersion pods. Alice loved that too. Real armrests. Sticky floors. A massive screen. No system overlay. No interactive voting. No scent simulation unless the popcorn machine counted.
When the lights lowered, Nell stiffened.
Alice noticed immediately.
“You okay?”
“Yes,” he said too quickly. “Just preparing.”
“For the movie?”
“For being startled.”
“That’s not how being startled works.”
“I know. That is the problem.”
Alice smiled into her soda straw.
The movie began.
For the first few minutes, Nell did fine. He watched with intense focus, both hands folded around his drink, shoulders slightly hunched. Alice could see him trying to understand the rhythm of it, the pacing, the family dynamics, the strange mix of ordinary life and looming disaster. When the creature first appeared in the distance, his feathers shifted slightly.
When it moved properly into chaos, he nearly launched the popcorn.
Alice clapped a hand over her mouth to keep from laughing too loudly.
Nell stared at the screen in horror. “Why is it running like that?”
“Because it’s a monster.”
“It looks wet.”
“It came from a river.”
A few seats over, someone shushed them.
Alice sank lower in her seat, grinning.
The funny thing was, Alice did find the movie funny. Not because it was bad. It wasn’t. It was actually great in that frantic, ugly, emotional way old horror could be. But the monster effects, the sudden tonal shifts, the screaming chaos of people making terrible decisions under pressure, all of it hit Alice in the part of her brain that processed fear by laughing at it. Horror had always done that for her. It made terror visible, gave it teeth and slime and a shape she could point at.
Nell did not process fear that way.
Nell jumped at every sudden movement.
Every single one.
Sometimes before the scare even happened, which Alice found deeply impressive.
The first time he grabbed her arm, he apologized immediately, face burning in the screenlight.
“Sorry.”
Alice looked down at his hand wrapped around her sleeve.
Then back at him.
“It’s fine.”
“I didn’t mean to.”
“I know.”
“I can let go.”
“You can also not.”
Nell went quiet.
He did not let go.
A little later, when the movie’s tension rose again and the sound design went low and awful, Nell slowly shifted closer. Alice pretended not to notice, because if she acknowledged it too directly he might evaporate. The next scare made him flinch so hard he turned into her fully, arms coming around her in a reflexive hug.
Alice froze.
her brain briefly stopped functioning.
Nell realized what he had done a second later.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, mortified. “I’m sorry, I just, the creature and, and I can move, I’m sorry.”
Alice’s hand lifted before she could overthink it.
Her fingers settled in his hair.
Soft.
Feathery.
Warm.
She stroked gently through the brown and white strands, feeling the delicate feathered pieces shift beneath her touch.
“You okay?” she whispered.
Nell looked up at her from where he had half buried his face against her shoulder.
His glasses had slid down his nose. His cheeks were red. His amber eyes were wide and embarrassed and still fixed partly on the screen like he feared the monster might notice him personally.
“I’m okay,” he whispered back.
“You sure? We can leave.”
He shook his head quickly.
“No. I’m having fun.”
Alice looked down at the way he was still holding onto her.
“Are you?”
“Yes.” His blush deepened. “This part is very nice.”
“The monster?”
“No.” His voice went tiny. “Being held.”
Alice’s heart tripped over itself.
She forgot the movie for a moment.
The screen flashed blue and gray across Nell’s face, catching the curve of his lashes, the faint scales near his throat, the soft nervous set of his lips. He looked embarrassed by his own honesty but did not take it back.
Alice’s fingers moved through his hair again.
“Well,” she whispered, trying to keep her voice steady, “you can keep doing that part.”
Nell’s arms tightened around her slightly.
“Thank you.”
Alice swallowed.
“No problem.”
The movie continued.
Nell survived it, barely.
By the final act, he had become a strange mix of terrified and invested, flinching at the creature but leaning forward whenever the family drama hooked him. Alice kept quietly explaining bits when he looked confused, mostly because the old world cultural context was a mess and partly because she liked the excuse to whisper near his ear.
He whispered questions back.
Sometimes about the plot.
Sometimes about why anyone in an old world movie ever thought splitting up was reasonable.
Sometimes about whether all horror movies had so much screaming.
Alice told him yes, mostly, but the quality of screaming varied.
That made him laugh softly against her shoulder.
By the time the credits rolled, Nell looked emotionally drained.
Alice looked delighted.
They sat there while the theater emptied around them, the half finished popcorn bucket between them, candy wrappers scattered like evidence of poor financial choices.
“So,” Alice said, trying not to smile too obviously. “Thoughts?”
Nell stared at the screen, then slowly exhaled.
“It was terrifying.”
“Good.”
“And sad.”
“Also good.”
“And I think the monster was a metaphor.”
Alice grinned. “Look at you.”
“I am not sure I enjoyed the fear part.”
“You jumped like eight times.”
“Twelve,” he corrected automatically. “Possibly thirteen, depending on whether the bridge scene counts.”
“It counts.”
“Then thirteen.”
Alice laughed.
Nell looked at her, still slightly shaken, but his expression was warm.
“I think,” he said carefully, “I will need to watch many more horror movies with you.”
Alice went still.
Her heart kicked so hard she felt it in her throat.
“Yeah?”
Nell nodded, blush creeping back into his cheeks. “To get used to them.”
“Right,” Alice said, trying and failing to sound casual. “Exposure therapy.”
“Yes. That.”
“Very scientific.”
“Extremely.”
They left the theater under the glow of the old marquee, stepping into the cool desert night with the movie still lingering around them like a shared secret. The street outside was quieter than before, Alice carried the last of the candy in one hand. Nell held his empty Cherry 7UP cup because he seemed unsure where to throw it away and too polite to just abandon it.
Alice glanced sideways at him.
He glanced sideways at her at the same time.
Both looked away.
Then both laughed.
“This is stupid,” Alice muttered.
“What is?”
“This.” She gestured vaguely between them, face warming. “Us being awkward.”
Nell looked down at his cup. “I don’t know how not to be.”
“Yeah,” Alice said softly. “Me neither.”
The honesty settled gently between them.
Not heavy.
Just real.
They walked a little farther beneath the theater lights, shoulders almost touching. Alice could feel the place where his sleeve brushed hers every few steps. Each little contact sent a ridiculous spark through her, which was embarrassing because she had fought monsters and talked back to guild officers and once eaten a fried thing from a street vendor that might have legally counted as a biohazard.
But Nell’s sleeve touching hers?
Catastrophic.
Eventually, she stopped walking.
Nell stopped too.
He looked at her.
Alice’s mouth felt dry.
“I had fun,” she said.
Nell smiled. “I did too.”
“You were terrified.”
“I was terrified with you.”
That was unfair.
That was so unfair it nearly knocked the breath out of her.
Alice stepped closer before she could lose courage.
Nell’s eyes widened slightly, but he did not step back.
She kissed him.
Soft at first.
Careful.
A simple press of lips beneath the faded theater sign, with Ikos glowing around them and the taste of cherry soda still lingering sweet between them. Nell made a small sound against her mouth, surprised and happy, and his hand lifted uncertainly before settling at her waist.
Alice’s heart melted into something warm and terrified.
She deepened the kiss just a little.
Not enough to overwhelm him.
Enough to feel him lean into it.
When they parted, both of them were blushing.
Nell blinked, then touched his lips like he was confirming the kiss had actually happened.
Alice smiled, breathless.
“You taste like Cherry 7UP.”
Nell’s blush got worse.
“You taste like Cherry Pepsi.”
“That’s better.”
“It is not better. It is different.”
Alice grinned. “So what, we’re a cherry yin yang?”
Nell stared at her.
Then laughed.
It was quiet, shy, and so genuinely delighted that Alice felt it down to her bones.
“A cherry yin yang,” he repeated, like the phrase was ridiculous and precious at the same time.
Alice’s chest warmed.
“Don’t judge me. I just watched a monster movie and consumed twenty credits of candy. I’m operating at peak romance.”
Nell smiled at her, soft and impossibly fond.
“I like your peak romance.”
Alice looked away, face hot.
“Dangerous thing to say.”
“I meant it.”
That made her look back.
The street noise softened around them. A car passed. Somewhere down the block, someone laughed outside the arcade. The theater sign buzzed faintly overhead.
Tomorrow they would enter a dungeon.
Tomorrow there would be danger, blood, system prompts, monsters, and whatever mess Nia had been delaying for a week.
But tonight, Nell’s hand was still at Alice’s waist.
Tonight, he had watched a horror movie with her even though it scared him senseless.
Tonight, he had said he wanted to watch more.
Alice reached up and gently fixed his glasses.
“There,” she murmured.
Nell’s breath caught slightly.
“Thank you.”
Alice let her hand linger near his cheek a second too long.
Then she smiled.
The next morning, Candara smelled like sugar trying very hard to hide a **** scene.
Alice stepped through the Rose Portal and felt her body dissolve into soft petal light, then reform on the other side with a dizzy lurch that left her boots sinking slightly into warm, sticky ground. For a second, the world blurred around her in pink and gold. Then the dungeon settled into focus, and Candyland unfolded before them in all its horrific cheer.
The floor was not really floor. It gleamed beneath their feet like caramel pulled thin over stone, tacky enough to tug faintly at every step. The walls rose in glittering crystalline sugar formations, translucent and sharp edged, catching the false pastel sky above and breaking it into colors too bright to feel natural. Somewhere in the distance, carnival music drifted through the air, tinny and mocking, as if a children’s parade had gotten lost on the way to hell and decided to stay. Every breath tasted faintly of burnt marshmallow, hot syrup, and something underneath that sweetness that made Alice’s skin prickle. Candara looked whimsical until her brain adjusted, and then it looked hungry.
“Great,” Jen said behind her. “We’re finally here.”
Alice did not have to turn around to hear the venom in her voice.
Jen had been pissed since dawn.
Actually, Alice was pretty sure Jen had been pissed since birth, but the one week delay had given her attitude a fresh polish. She stalked through the portal after the others with her arms crossed, eyes narrowed, and expression sharpened into something aggressively unimpressed. The pastel light did nothing flattering for her mood.
“A whole week,” Jen continued. “One easy starter run delayed a whole week because some people needed emotional processing time.”
Mako, who had appeared beside Alice with a half eaten breakfast stick still in his mouth, glanced over. “You say that like emotional processing isn’t important.”
Jen stared at him.
Mako chewed slowly.
“…I withdraw my statement.”
Alice kept her face forward, jaw tight.
She knew the comment was aimed at her.
Of course it was.
The bathroom. Nia. The awkward week. The calls with Nell. The fact that Nia had avoided looking at Alice for longer than three seconds at a time, then immediately announced additional preparation time in the most leaderly voice possible. Everyone knew something had happened, even if nobody had all the pieces.
Well.
Maria probably had too many pieces.
Alice shoved that thought violently into a mental box and set the box on fire.
Nia stepped through last.
The moment her boots touched Candara’s sticky caramel ground, something in her changed.
It was subtle but immediate. Her shoulders squared. Her breathing slowed. The restless, hungry tension that had hovered around her all week tightened inward and locked behind discipline. The wild rabbit ears, usually betraying every flicker of emotion, stilled. Her crimson eyes swept across the terrain, cataloging sightlines, cover, monster movement, possible ambush points. The private chaos that made her dangerous outside the dungeon folded into something colder and more reliable.
Leader mode.
Alice hated how attractive that was.
Nia took one deep breath through her nose.
Then another.
“All right,” she said. “Company of the Coin, formation.”
Everyone moved.
Even Jen, though she rolled her eyes while doing it.
Mako drifted toward the left flank, already checking something mechanical at his wrist. Nell took position slightly behind Alice, hands half raised, spell circles flickering faintly into shape around his fingers before dissolving again. Jen stayed on the right with all the enthusiasm of someone volunteering at her own execution. Alice stood near the front because Nia had put her there and because, despite everything, Alice wanted to prove she could handle it.
Nia’s gaze moved across the group.
It reached Alice.
Stopped.
For one fraction of a second, all that cold leader focus cracked.
Alice saw it. The hesitation. The flicker of memory. The effort it took for Nia to look at her and not look at her body, her mouth, her face, her everything.
Then Nia looked away too quickly.
Alice’s stomach twisted.
“Objective is simple,” Nia said, voice steady except for the smallest roughness around the first word. “Starter quest requires ten Chocogoo eliminations. Chocolate slimes. Low tier, but don’t get careless. They’re ambushers, not fighters. If one gets full contact, it can start sealing over your body like wax. Don’t let them engulf you.”
Jen snorted. “It’s a slime.”
Nia’s head turned slightly.
Jen shut up.
“Chocogoos don’t kill by tearing you apart,” Nia continued. “They capture. Preserve. Transmute. The dungeon likes turning adventurers into resources. Stay mobile. Don’t let the cute aesthetic lower your guard.”
Mako raised a hand. “Question.”
“No explosives near sugar glass terrain.”
He lowered his hand.
“I didn’t even ask.”
“You were going to.”
“…Yeah.”
Alice flexed her fingers inside her new gloves.
They were beautiful.
Not flashy in the way Maria usually liked gifts to be. They were matte black, fitted close to Alice’s hands and wrists, with faint silver seams running along the knuckles and palms like hidden circuitry. When Alice moved, the gloves adjusted with her, tightening and loosening perfectly around every joint. The enchantment inside them hummed softly against her skin, not overpowering, but present. Dense. Balanced. B rank, martial artist gear, designed to reinforce impact, protect bones, and convert clean technique into **** that hit far above the user’s raw strength.
Maria had given them to her with a kiss on the forehead and a very serious warning not to punch anything she was emotionally attached to.
Alice had immediately asked if that included people.
Maria had said, “Especially people.”
Then paused.
Then said, “Unless they deserve it.”
The first Chocogoo came wobbling out from behind a gumdrop boulder ten minutes into the run.
It was almost cute.
Glossy, dark brown, semi transparent chocolate mass with a golden caramel core glowing warmly inside it. It quivered as it moved, bouncing along the caramel ground with childlike enthusiasm, making wet little plopping sounds that would have been funny if Alice did not know it wanted to turn someone into a conscious dessert statue.
It paused when it saw them.
Then trembled with what looked horribly like excitement.
“Aww,” Mako said. “It thinks we’re snacks.”
“It is also a snack,” Jen said.
Nia pointed. “Alice.”
Alice moved.
Her boots stuck slightly on the caramel floor, but she adjusted fast, leaning into the tacky pull instead of fighting it. The Chocogoo sprang toward her, its body stretching into a glossy ribbon midair, chocolate surface spreading wide as if trying to wrap around her face and shoulders.
Nell’s spell circle flashed.
A thin ring of pale gold mana formed beneath the slime and snapped upward like a restraint band, pinning its lower mass to the ground.
“Held!” Nell called.
Alice punched it.
The glove flared.
Just a clean, dense pulse around her knuckles as the enchantment caught the motion and sharpened it. Her fist sank into the Chocogoo’s surface, met resistance like thick pudding, then broke through the golden caramel core.
Pop.
The slime burst apart in a splatter of enchanted chocolate and steam.
Alice blinked.
Mako whooped.
Jen looked mildly offended.
Nia stared at Alice’s hand for half a second too long.
“Good strike,” she said.
Alice’s cheeks warmed. “Thanks.”
Nia immediately looked away. “Keep moving.”
The next nine went quickly.
Not effortlessly. Candara did not allow effortless. The dungeon seemed to notice after the third Chocogoo that the party was not stumbling around like total idiots, and the terrain responded with cheerful malice. Caramel patches softened into ankle deep syrup without warning. Sugar crystal walls reflected false movement in the corners of Alice’s vision. Candy colored wind carried little whispers of giggling from somewhere deeper in the dungeon.
The Chocogoos ambushed from puddles, from behind striped candy cane roots, from holes in spongecake hills. One dropped from above and nearly landed on Jen’s back before Nia blurred forward and kicked it aside hard enough to splatter it against a rock candy pillar. Another split into three smaller blobs after Mako hit it with a pressure charge, which earned him a flat glare from literally everyone.
“What?” he said, hands up. “We learned something.”
“We learned you made more slime,” Jen snapped.
“Technically, smaller slime.”
Nell, who was holding two of the smaller blobs in place with overlapping rune circles, looked strained but calm. “Please argue after Alice destroys them.”
Alice did.
The gloves made it almost unfair.
One punch to crack the core. One elbow when a slime tried to slip around her guard. A knee strike empowered by the glove enchantment’s secondary pulse that made the eighth slime burst so violently it painted Mako from shoulder to goggles in warm chocolate.
Mako slowly wiped his face with one finger and tasted it.
Nia stared at him. “Don’t.”
He swallowed.
“…Too late.”
Nell looked horrified. “That was a monster.”
“It was also chocolate.”
“That doesn’t make it sanitary.”
“You sound like my sister.”
“You have a sister?”
“Everyone has a sister when they need one for a joke.”
Alice laughed despite herself, and the sound bounced strangely off the candy glass walls.
Nia’s ears twitched toward it.
Then away.
Nia tried to explain the dungeon as they moved. She really did. She pointed out distant pits where black licorice vines twisted lazily from holes in the ground and warned them to stay far away from anything that looked like it wanted to hug them. She described Gumbarks as canine gummy horrors with elastic jaws. She warned them about Cornettes, tiny candy colored pests that swarmed and shredded gear more than flesh, which made Mako immediately clutch his tool belt like it was sacred.
But every time Nia’s explanation brought her gaze near Alice, her words stumbled.
“Licelash pits are spawners,” Nia said, pointing toward a dark opening half hidden behind peppermint reeds. “They restrain prey and implant, uh, candy spawn. Don’t get close. Don’t let them touch your, um, limbs. Or anything.”
Jen looked at her.
Mako looked delighted.
Alice found the candy horizon suddenly fascinating.
Nia coughed. “Moving on.”
A few minutes later, near a set of frosting slick stepping stones, Nia tried again.
“Wispuffs look harmless. Cotton candy clouds. They clog the lungs with sugar vapor if you inhale too much. So if you see pink fog, don’t breathe. Hold your breath and move out of the area immediately.”
Nell nodded seriously.
Alice nodded too.
Nia glanced at Alice’s mouth.
Stopped.
“…Immediately,” she repeated, slightly hoarse.
Jen groaned. “Gods, this is painful.”
“Focus,” Nia snapped.
“I am focused. I’m focused on how weird you’re being.”
Nia’s eyes narrowed.
Jen looked away first, but not before muttering something unpleasant under her breath.
The tenth Chocogoo was larger than the others.
It waited in the center of a shallow chocolate pond, pretending to be part of the terrain until the group was almost on top of it. Then the entire pond rose at once, glossy surface bulging upward into a wobbling mound with three golden cores rotating inside like yolks.
“Oh,” Mako said. “That one’s chunky.”
“It has multiple cores,” Nell said quickly, spell circles already forming. “Alice, if you only hit one, it may reform around the others.”
“Got it.”
Nia stepped forward. “I’ll take lead.”
Alice moved at the same time.
They almost collided.
Both stopped.
For half a second, they stood too close.
Alice smelled Nia then. Not strongly, not like in the bathroom, but enough. Heat, musk, danger, that faint wild sweetness that made her body remember things she was trying very hard not to remember.
Nia went still too.
The slime lunged.
Jen swore.
Nell’s spell snapped out, three circles unfolding in a triangular pattern beneath the Chocogoo. Golden bands shot upward, catching the mass mid pounce and stretching it awkwardly between restraints.
“Nia!” Nell called.
Nia reacted instantly, leader mode slamming back into place. “Alice, center core. I’ll split the outer mass.”
She moved like **** given shape, slashing through the slime with a heavy strike that tore the chocolate body open without quite scattering it. Alice stepped into the opening and drove her fist forward.
The glove flared brighter than before.
Her knuckles struck the center core.
Pop.
She twisted, slammed her left palm into the second core.
Pop.
The third core tried to sink back into the slime mass.
Nell tightened his fingers, spell circle trembling. “Now!”
Alice launched herself forward, boots skidding through chocolate sludge, and punched straight down.
The final core shattered.
The whole Chocogoo collapsed in a steaming wave of enchanted chocolate that splashed across the caramel floor and dissolved into glittering motes.
For one heartbeat, everything went still.
Then the system chimed.
Alice froze.
A bright panel opened in front of her, edged in red, blue, and gold. The letters arranged themselves with that infuriating theatrical sparkle she had known since childhood.
[Ding ding ding!]
[Congratulations, Alice! You have officially reached Level 1 without becoming artisan chocolate, dungeon decor, or a deeply unfortunate birthday confection.]
(Against all odds, you punched pudding until destiny noticed. Inspirational. Sticky, but inspirational.)
Alice stared.
Her pulse jumped.
Mako leaned over her shoulder immediately. “Oh, class options?”
Jen crossed her arms. “Finally.”
Nell’s eyes widened with genuine excitement. “Alice, this is important.”
Nia said nothing.
But Alice could feel her watching.
The panel shimmered again.
[Class Options Generated.]
[Influence Factors: Prior Training, Combat Behavior, Magical Affinity, Psychological Preference, Trauma Flavoring, and that adorable little thing where you pretend you don’t desperately want spooky powers.]
Alice’s breath caught.
The first option unfolded in dark violet script.
[Necromancer]
[“Finally. The bone nerd agenda wins.”]
[Primary Growth: +Magical Strength, +Magical Control]
[Class Features: Basic **** aspected mana manipulation, minor spirit perception, corpse thread handling, beginner undead familiar compatibility.]
[Pros: You get the spooky aesthetic, the forbidden power fantasy, and the ability to make enemies deeply uncomfortable after they stop being alive.]
[Cons: People will assume you’re either evil, broody, socially unstable, or all three. In your case, they may not be wrong.]
Alice stopped breathing for a second.
Necromancer.
Her class.
The one she had wanted since she was old enough to understand what classes were. Not because it was edgy. Well, not only because it was edgy. Because **** magic fascinated her. Because spirits, bones, corpses, and lingering mana all followed patterns people were too afraid to study properly. Because everyone else looked at necromancy and saw horror, but Alice saw structure. Memory. Continuity. The refusal to let endings endings.
Her fingers trembled.
The second option appeared in ink black letters that seemed to blur at the edges.
[Shadow Monk]
[“For when punching things isn’t enough and you also want to appear behind them like a bad decision.”]
[Primary Growth: +Agility, +Strength]
[Class Features: Stealth based martial arts, short range shadow step, silent movement, pressure point strikes, darkness assisted repositioning.]
[Pros: Excellent synergy with your new gloves, your dramatic wardrobe, and your habit of running away from emotionally difficult conversations.]
[Cons: Teleportation abilities may encourage even more avoidance. Which is funny for me, but probably bad for your relationships.]
Alice winced.
Mako made a small sound like he was trying not to laugh.
Nell very carefully looked away.
Nia’s ears flattened.
The third option opened in clean silver gold text.
[Paladin Initiate]
[“A classic. Reliable. Respectable. Tragically lacking in skulls, but nobody’s perfect.”]
[Primary Growth: +Constitution, +Charisma]
[Secondary Growth: +Willpower, +Magical Control]
[Class Features: Defensive combat foundations, oath channeling potential, armor proficiency, party guard techniques, beginner taunt resistance.]
[Advanced Path Potential: Personal Oaths, self imposed restrictions, entity contracts, divine bargains, dungeon god negotiations, and other very healthy ways to let supernatural beings get involved in your emotional problems.]
[Pros: Durable, team centered, socially respected, and one of the strongest base classes for people willing to make binding promises for power.]
[Cons: Oaths require meaning what you say. Contracts require reading what you sign. Both are historically difficult for dramatic idiots.]
Alice stared at the word.
Paladin.
Not Knight.
Paladin.
That changed things.
Knight would have been easy to dismiss. Solid, respectable, a little boring,
But Paladin was different.
Paladin was one of the best base classes in the entire system. Everyone knew that. Not because it was flashy at Level 1, but because of what it could become. Paladins built power through Oaths, restrictions, vows, ideals, promises, and contracts with powerful entities. A simple Paladin might swear to protect civilians and gain defensive boosts. A more specialized one might make bargains with spirits, dungeon gods, saints, monsters, or stranger things, trading limitations for unique abilities.
Honestly, Alice had always thought Contractor would have been a better name.
Paladin made people think of holy armor, glowing swords, and someone yelling about justice while being extremely annoying. Contractor was closer to the truth. Power through agreements. Strength through structure. Magic written into promises so deeply the system itself enforced them.
Still, it was melee focused enough to matter. Durable enough to survive. Flexible enough to become almost anything if she was clever and careful with her wording.
And Alice was very good with wording.
The thought made her stomach twist.
Because Shadow Monk was right there too.
Her eyes flicked back to the second option.
[Shadow Monk]
[“For when punching things isn’t enough and you also want to appear behind them like a bad decision.”]
That one felt almost unfair.
It reminded her of Maria in a way she did not know how to explain. Not literally. Maria had never been some stealth monk teleporting through shadows. But the class carried the same feeling Alice associated with her mother. Fast, slippery, impossible to pin down, all movement and instinct and reckless charm. The kind of person who could dance through danger, laugh too loudly, and somehow survive situations that should have swallowed her whole.
And teleportation.
Alice’s eyes lingered on that word longer than she meant to.
She knew exactly how powerful teleportation could be.
Even tiny movement abilities changed everything in a fight. A short range shadow step could bypass defenses, dodge fatal blows, reposition behind enemies, escape restraints, set up ambushes, and make an ordinary martial artist feel impossible to touch.
Shadow Monk almost seemed tailor made for her.
Her gloves hummed faintly around her hands, as if agreeing.
Martial arts. Stealth. Teleportation. Darkness. Mobility. The ability to hit, vanish, and reappear before anyone could properly understand what had happened.
It was practical.
It was powerful.
It fit the way she had just fought.
And gods help her, it was cool.
Alice swallowed, then looked back to the first option.
[Necromancer]
Her heart did the same stupid thing again.
Necromancer was not practical in the same clean way. Not at first. It would make people stare. It would make paperwork worse. It would make certain guilds categorize her as a liability before she even had a chance to prove herself.
But it was her dream.
The class she had wanted since she was old enough to understand what **** magic actually was. Not just skeletons, corpses, and dramatic graveyard nonsense, though she absolutely liked all of that too. Necromancy was memory. Residue. The shape mana left behind after life ended. It was structure after collapse. Pattern after loss. It was the study of what remained when everyone else looked away.
Horror had always made sense to Alice.
**** magic did too.
The panel pulsed brighter.
[Bonus Unlock: Dice Cash Shop Access Granted.]
(Because nothing says “coming of age” like spending precious stat points on questionable life upgrades. Don’t worry, I made the interface pretty. Predatory, but pretty.)
[Unspent Free Points: 10]
[Reminder: Attribute points are rare, precious, and tragically easy to waste while panicking.]
(Choose carefully, rookie. Necromancer gives you the dream. Shadow Monk gives you the escape route. Paladin gives you legal documents with smite damage.)
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