He is, and Sarah doesn't blame him

Unable to hold himself back any longer, Tom admits it. "I...I'm the one who needs to apologize. When I made the initial wish, there was something I added that I didn't tell you, I made your libido stronger and that you'd rationalize it as wanting to be a young slut." She was still crying, but the tears were slowing down. "And when you were at the club, I was interested to see what you'd be up to, so I wished that you would enjoy sending me pictures of what you were doing."

He still had to wait a little bit for her to finish crying, but when she pulled out of his embrace, Sarah looked up with reddened eyes that showed no traces of anger. "Thank you for telling me, Tom, but..." It looked for a moment as if she would start sobbing again, but she held herself back. "You didn't make me do those things. You...tweaked my personality a little, but I was conflicted. I had a choice and I chose..." She couldn't even say it out loud.

Hugging her close, Tom said, "Why don't we just agree that neither of us are at fault? We'll be more careful in the future. No harm done." Then something occurred to him, and he asked, "Wait, at least...did he...?"

Seeing where his mind was going, she shook her head. "She...I...the me I was then didn't want to get pregnant either, so she made him wear a condom." Thinking about it, she blushed a little. "Why does...I hate what I did to you, but it still..." She was clearly conflicted.

Taking a deep breath, Tom decided to admit something else. "I liked it too." That shocked Sarah, her mouth falling agape as she stared at him, stunned. "It was...hard to watch, and hurtful, but it was also really fucking hot?" It didn't really make sense to him either. "I think...I might enjoy the idea of you fucking other men, and me getting to watch? But the way we did it was also really rough, I don't really want to go through that again."

She nodded her head. "I wouldn't want to. I mean...I, as I am now, as I truly am, would never want to hurt you that way. But...I do think it's hot too. We could try to find a way to indulge in that, without it being so bad?" The second the question left her mouth, she shook her head. "No, that's...it wouldn't be right. I don't want to take the chance of hurting you again. We should just...consider this a failed experiment, and be sure to play around in different directions next time."