Stupid fucking bitch

JANICE

What the fuck?

He had that… thing… in his backpack? All this time?

Was he a fucking psycho?

“Excuse me!?”

That’s all I could say.

Excuse me. That’s all.

I was so angry and overwhelmed… I couldn’t get more eloquent words out of my mouth.

He wanted to treat me like an animal. Like a ****.

And all I could say was “excuse me”. Like taking out that thing was a failure in etiquettes.

I wanted to strangle him with that chain.

But I already tried strangling him. Somehow the fucker had more willpower than I gave him credit for.

And I needed him alive.

Not that I would actually kill him, but… sometimes… I really, really wanted to.

Like right now.

He threw the collar and chain at my feet. It made a nasty, awful, metallic sound against the marble floor.

He was still rubbing his throat, trying his best to breathe properly again. Hopefully I gave him a life-long affliction. But, he still managed to stand up. Even though that looked painful as well.

“Janice… Let me be… blunt, okay? I’m not going to say anything neither of us don’t know already.” He was still trying to clear his throat. Haha. It looked so painful. “What happens next… Is completely up to you. You want me to pinch your nipple? I will. But only if you do as I say.”

He got that nasty, arrogant smirk on his face.

“And right now… I want you to get completely naked and but that collar around your neck. You’re going to be my literal doggy bitch tonight.”

…

…how… dare… he-

“You decide. Either you do this… or not. This only a matter of your will, Jan. Let’s see how **** you truly are.”

I should have just sent the email. I should have just sent the email.

I could feel my body actually shaking from anger.

No… it wasn’t just because… of anger.

My body… no, my breasts…. They were still… tingling… they needed to be-

Fuck. Fuck. I was shaking… because I needed… the… pinch…

I needed it so bad.

I needed my fix. Like a fucking junkie.

And there was only one source.

…I’d never, ever used ****… My body was a temple… I took perfect care of it, laughed at all those who didn’t, the druggies, the fatties, the lazies… And my body never betrayed me.

It had gotten me everything I wanted in life.

And now it was stabbing me in the back.

Oh yeah, I had cravings… for cookies… sometimes even for a taste of hamburger… And one time I dreamed of stuffing my face full of cake. Yeugh.

But… This thing… It was all those cravings… but a hundred times worse.

I couldn’t stop pinching them. Not even now, with him looking down on me with such… undeserved fucking arrogance.

It wasn’t natural. It abso-fucking-lutely wasn’t.

He did something to me. Somehow.

All those orgasms I got when he… pinched my nipples two days ago… sure, I… I mean, by definition, orgasm always feels nice, but…

I… I couldn’t… Did I really… crave that again?

It didn’t make sense, I wasn’t a disgusting pervert and-

I caught a glimpse of the chained collar on the floor again.

The absolute human scum.

I looked up, bearing all of my fangs at him… like I was a crazy beast, about to chew him to ****.

“You fucking piece of-“

“No no no, Jan. No. Dogs don’t speak human words, do they? Do that mistake again, and I’m out of here.”

…

…You fucking piece of human garbage!!!!!!

…

…I didn’t say that out loud.

I couldn’t.

Why… can’t I… say… ANYTHING?? (JANICE: +7SP) (-19SP)

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

It was because I was actually afraid.

Afraid he might leave.

And not pinch my nipples.

…

I was so pathetic I wanted to cry.

…SO WHAT NOW?

All I could was stare at him angrily.

Not true.

I could still **** him to ****.

…No I couldn’t.

I couldn’t even curse at him.

I was insanely ****.

And he knew it.

Of course he knew it.

Using those clothespins, dropping that heavy box on them, physically forcing him to pinch my nipples…

It was obvious. I needed this more than anything. Anything at all.

And that meant that… that… that…

…

He could do… basically… anything… he wanted with me.

And he knew it.

Did I have… any… I mean just one… at least one…

What about the email ****?

…My phone was still broken. Yeah, I could still run up to my computer… Start it up… and then… try to, somehow, with increasing desperation… start this night over again?

…

The computer was so… far away…

And it was getting harder and harder to think… Or move.

All I wanted was those slimy little Jack-fingers around my areola and-

Nigh…. Stop it, stop it….

What… What if he said… That…. “dogs” shouldn’t be allowed to use computers?

…And… And… Just leave?

I… couldn’t… bare… it…

…

…

…

So…

This is it then, Janice?

…

…

You are about to throw all the dignity…

You have gathered…

All through-out your life…

Out of the window?

Just for a fix?

…

Oh, but what a heavenly fix…

No, no it wasn’t! IT WAS SOMEONE HURTING AND SQUEEZING YOUR NIPPLES!!

…

But it was going to feel so gooooodd…..

NONONONONONONO!!!! NO IT WASN’T!!!! yesitwas NO IT WASN’T!!

“So… how long is this mental battle of yours going to take? I’ve got other business to take care of tonight as well. You can have one more minute to decide.”

SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPPPPPPP!!!!!

…

I crouched into a fetal position.

I… I…

Look, it’s just this one time, right?

…

He can have me. This one time.

This one night he won. By putting some evil curse on me.

It wouldn’t destroy me as a person.

…

Yes, I know, I always say that cheating on your diet or your exercise EVEN ONCE means that you don’t have the willpower to succeed.

That’s basically my life motto!

But then again, I, never, I never felt…

“Ten… Nine… Eight…”

Fuck it. Fuckit. Fuckit.

I hastily threw off my bathrobe. (JANICE: +12SP) (-7SP)

The bastard stopped counting right there and then.

I wouldn’t even look at his grinning face.

He had to be grinning.

It was a rare gift for anyone to see the absolute work of art I had turned my body into. My toned abs, my lean waist, my stunner tits…

He really didn’t deserve the privilege.

He didn’t even deserve seeing my sister naked… But now he had seen the both of us.

At least I knew I came off better in that comparison.

…Why was I thinking that kind of shit?

…Maybe I was just **** to think about anything else than what I was doing right now…

I quickly pulled of my high heel shoes… and my socks…

Like this was some kind of speed stripping.

He wasn’t even counting anymore.

Still… I was scared… that he continued counting in his head.

Then… for my panties, I…

I could feel my cheeks burning.

Like I was… embarrassed. Like some virgin teenager.

I had taken off my panties plenty of times in my life. For many men.

….But never like this. I was always in the power position.

I made them beg.

This was… so completely… different.

…But I had to do it.

No matter how humiliated I felt.

I slid them off my legs. I tried my best to make it look non-sexual.

That was probably a foolish hope. I could hear the fucker exhale like a pervert.

Yeah, okay, now…

I was completely naked.

Completely humiliated, ****, sad, naked woman.

At his feet.

I sat, hugging my knees, doing my best to cover my private parts from his eyes.

I finally had the courage to look up.

His eyes were definitely taking in every inch of my body.

…Perhaps…

He was so overwhelmed over my beauty…

That he’d forget about that… awful fucking… collar?

Maybe …I think I could… possibly… help, with that overwhelming?

…Was I actually thinking this…?

Oh God…

…I was about to do something…

Well, if I was lucky… I wouldn’t throw up.

Here goes.

I slowly let go off my knees, letting my legs open up and slowly descend on the floor.

He could see my tight, pink little pussy. His eyes widened.

I wasn’t done.

I also uncovered my tits, as I took a more… seductive pose on the floor.

This was what the fucker wanted, right?

Me in all my naked glory?

I knew he must’ve been lusting after me for years. The pervert.

I put on my most alluring smile.

Oh yeah…

I could see the wheels were spinning in his head.

His jeans had a… disgustingly… big… bulge in them.

…

If this had to happen…

It would be with my rules.

He wasn’t going to treat me like a-

“Put on the fucking collar already, you stupid fucking bitch.”