Of Course. Hear Isobel's plan [Cypher's Tales]

Later that night, I hyperventilate thinking about my conversation with Izzy and reading through the extremely long message she sent me in the afternoon detailing the most complicated and thought-out plan to have me—her best friend—find myself in bed with her husband. Her husband that she cheated on and is hoping to even the playing field. The only problem I can see is, I have no idea whether Owen even thinks about me in that way. This whole plan depends on it. Izzy seems convinced though, but this plan is so crazily dependent on it, it has me worried still.

Apparently, Owen has been trying to get Izzy to go with him to see this band that is on tour. Izzy hates their kind of music. It just so happens that she knows they are literally my favourite band. She has heard me talking to Owen about them before. Her plan is to surprise him with 2 tickets when they come through the city closest to us—2 hours away. She’s booking a hotel room, which in my opinion—she sent me pictures—is the kind of room you get on your anniversary or honeymoon. She is going to cancel on him right before the day and stage an argument with him… after teasing him for days before. And then I am apparently supposed to just 'happen' to run into him and tell him how much I wish I was going. And Izzy is convinced that all of this, playing out in that way will prompt him to invite me without telling her.

I feel so guilty for agreeing to this. I like Owen. He is a great guy and doesn't deserve any of this. I suggested that she just give him a free pass if he forgives her, but she is too scared that it won’t be enough. She thinks there needs to be some element of intentionally breaking her trust—like she did to him. I feel horrible for it. But not only is Izzy my best friend and I would do anything for her but—and very selfishly—I really want to fuck Owen; I’ve wanted to for years. I keep telling myself that once I do, I’ll ‘get it out of my system’ like Izzy said, but the constant fantasies that play in my head of Owen breaking up with her and fucking me every night make me feel like both: a shit friend; but also feel like this is going to end up completely derailed.

Having no plan for after we travel to the city—if we even get to that part—stresses me out immensely. Izzy is somehow confident that if I end up at that concert with him, I’ll also end up at the hotel with him and then she has no doubt that he will make a move. She has also said that even if he didn't make a move, just doing that behind her back and taking me to that hotel would be enough to make him feel just as guilty as her. What I will never tell her is that if he doesn't make a move… I will. I love Izzy but she has already cheated on him. If she wants to emotionally **** him, then Owen should at least get the benefits of being called a cheater.

Izzy seems a little hesitant and she has mentioned, a few times, that I don’t have to go overboard, it just needs to be sex. I, however, am lowering my moral standards to help my friend with this so I feel like I also need some type of compensation out of all this.

What do I want…? I want to see Owen's face as he loses it… hard… for me. I want Owen to moan my name as I drain him. I want him to enjoy me… conquer me and wish he could do it again… I want him to remember the way I look when I cum… I want him to imagine me when he fucks Izzy… I want Owen to smile when he thinks about what he did to me… I want Owen to say my name when his buddies ask him which girl was his best fuck… guys talk about that right?

I am in deep. This is going to come crashing down horribly. I just know it.