Interview

Splashing water on his face Aiden looked into the mirror trying to wake up and come to grips with his way of life once again. His reflection showed his long red hair a mess from sleeping, the large breast forms still stuck to his hairless chest. Pointing at himself in the mirror with his long nailed finger he tried to get back into the right mind set. “You are Amber, you are a woman, you are Amber, you are a woman.” leaning forward Aiden put his forehead to the mirror. “What the fuck is wrong with my life that it has come to this. If.. if.. Fuck. I’m Amber.. A woman about to go to an interview for a secretary position, I need this job to get my life on track. I want this job to get my life on track. I will get this job otherwise I can’t get my life back on track.” Leaning back from the mirror Aiden cupped some water in his hands, splashing it over his face again and looked in the mirror. “I’m Amber, I’m like excited for the day.” he said, trying to put on a fake smile before turning from his reflection as it steamed over in the mirror as the shower heated up.

It seemed Vicki was more than happy to let him, her he corrected himself mentally. Allow her to pick out the outfit for the day to impress the interviewer. Looking through the options Amber pulled out a bodycon dress that had a beige pencil type skirt, the sleeves were long and black with the chest white. It was tight fitting and conservative, or as close to it as Amber’s closet would allow it, with the dress’s front being low enough to show off the tops of the fake breasts. With the dress on, Amber looked at the collection of heels. Reaching for some of the lowest heels Amber had at four inches, he stopped and then grabbed a pair of the tallest heels. Sitting in the computer chair at the desk Amber slipped on the six inch single sole black peep toe shoes. Looking between the heels on his feet and to the ones he almost grabbed Aiden let out a sigh, thinking Vicki might have him change into something that covered much less if he tried to push it. Standing up he felt the strain on his ankles right away from the extremely tall heels and all the weight on the balls of his feet. Looking in the mirror he saw the lovely Amber once again and closed his eyes. ‘I’m Amber, not Aiden. Aiden went to work in Spain. I’m Amber.’ Opening her eyes Amber moved back to the desk to apply her makeup.

Part way through putting on her makeup the door opened to Amber’s room and Vicki walked in wearing a red bodycon dress, a black blazer and a pair of four inch pointed toe heels. “Look at you Amber, you are just going to impress Howard with the way you put yourself together for him, but I think we can do a little better.” This was what Amber was trying to avoid and tried to think fast to stop where this was going. “Oh, like don’t you just love the outfit I put together.” Amber said standing up and turning to the side to show off her profile. “It hugs me just right, leaving much to the imagination and with these cute heels my legs and ass look amazing!” Nodding Vicki walked over to Amber. “I agree and no need to change at all, but I think we can get maybe half an inch more out of your corset. Amber wouldn’t you just love to look just a little skinnier?” reaching up to the top of the dress Amber started to pull down the zipper. “Oh, like of course. I love living with my bestie where she can help me out like this!” Vicki was able to get close to another half an inch off with a long of pulling on the laces, and with each tug Amber felt as if she was going to be cut in half or suffocate from lack of air. “Sorry Amber, we got close. You are just going to have to work harder at that diet. Don’t worry though, I’m here to help and I will put out your breakfast smoothie before I leave for work.”

Zipping up the dress Amber looked back to Vicki. “Umm, ahh I’m going with you to the office right?” shaking her head Victoria smiled at her feminized ex-husband. “Afraid not dear, I need to be there before you. So you will have to go on your own, and until you get your driver's license you will have to take the bus.” A feeling of dread and helplessness came over Aiden. His grasp on his character was shaky today and the idea of having to take public transport the say he looked now, not even being allowed to drive his own car was just another blow in a series of blows that just seemed to never end. Victoria patted the redhead on the shoulder. “You will be fine, plenty of women ride the bus every day and if you leave to catch the bus right after I leave you should make it with plenty of time for your interview.” seeing the expression on Amber’s face Victoria continued. “Think of this as an incentive to get your own driver’s license. After relying on your ex-husband for so much, I bet it feels empowering to be a self-reliant woman, doesn’t it?”

Biting back the snarky reply to Vicki he said. “You have, like no idea how great it feels to not rely on that man anymore. Being here like with you is changing my life.” mentally he added the ‘bitch’ to the end. Amber smiled vapidly to her friend and went back to doing her makeup humming a soft melody while thinking. Before leaving the room he saw Vicki scowl and it made the smile a bit more genuine. ‘Look at that, Amber is happy as can be. No satisfaction for you… and just suffering for me.’ Finishing applying eyeshadow he saw the pretty reflection of a redheaded woman looking back. ‘A few months of this, that is all. I can do this and get my life back. For now I’m Amber… man it is hard to stay in this mind set. I’m Amber and love makeup, I love to look pretty, I’m Amber a pretty woman.’ the mantra was not perfect, but he repeated it in his head to try and head in the the right frame of mind, and after finishing his makeup Aiden was back into character forcing his mind to use female pronouns for now.

On the kitchen table was a large black leather purse with a little leather bow and Amber’s morning smoothie. Sipping the horrible drink Amber opened up what she would be carrying. Inside was a few copies of the fraudulent resume with little to no experience, except as a nanny and a single written job recommendation from Vicki’s sister, a wallet, a small makeup bag and a pair of keys. One was to the little red car that now bellowed to Amber, the other she guessed was to the apartment. “At least Vicki is allowing me that little bit.” Pulling the resume out of the purse Amber read over what was said.

To Whom this may concern,

My name is Heather Demir and I’m proud to offer my recommendation of Amber Lynn Aurum, to whom I have personally known for years as an employee. For five years she was a nanny to my two children.

During my relationship with Amber I have experienced an individual who shows up earlier than asked, who works hard, and carries themselves with poise. In addition I have to add, while working as a nanny may not be most people’s idea of working in a real workplace. I have to explain the types of skills required to raise two small children at once. Comprehensive knowledge of child care, including nutrition and safety. The ability to cook and prepare food for some of the most demanding people. Then lastly the ability to stay in an upbeat and compassionate personality. Those few things show that Amber has the ability to think on her feet, adjust rapidly to a changing environment or to those that have a habit of changing already decided decisions. It shows she has strong time management skills and the ability to stay calm even when a customer is angry.

If you have any questions, do not hesitate to call me.

-Heather Demir

“Staying calm, yeah considering my life now I do a great job at that, time management skills, have that after running a department for years. I just hope Vicki didn’t read this and think up how I now need to learn child care and how to cook.” Letting out a long sigh Aiden looked at himself in the mirror and again had to remind himself, that he was Amber, and it was herself. Opening the purse Amber pulled out some lipstick and touched up her lips. They didn’t really need to be done, but the training Vicki had put her through told her if she can see herself in a reflection she should be checking to make sure it was all perfect. Putting the purse on her shoulder Amber headed for the door, already feeling the strain of the incredibly high heels and the day was just starting.

The bus ride wasn’t to bad at all though Amber had to change busses twice to get to the destination. Standing in front of the skyscraper Amber looked up at Mega Corp and gave a hard swallow looking up at the intimidating sight and feeling the wind blow through the city streets and across her bare legs and up the dress. “Time to become a career woman.” then headed inside to the large lobby. Walking with a wiggle Amber went up to the reception desk and saw the pretty woman with light brown hair. She was beautiful with her smile on her pink stained lips, just another woman Aiden would have loved to spend time with. The name plate said her name was Tiffany and gave no last name. The girls large brown eyes met Ambers and she had a hard time not looking down the cleavage of her large D cup breasts as she looked up. “Thank you for coming to Mega Corp today, how may I assist you?” Amber was sure this girl said that to everyone, and yet she said it like she really wanted to be of help.

Amber’s eyes slipped down to Tiffany’s chest and tried to recover. “Yes, I mean like I hope you can. I wanted to like know where you got that blouse, and oh and like I’m here for an interview with ahh Howard…” Amber trailed off realizing he never asked Vicki what the man’s last name was. “Umm I like all I know is his first name, but like I’m here to interview as a secretary, and I’m totally excited.” Typing away at her computer Tiffany turned back to Amber. “Yes I can absolutely help you! Over on third street is a boutique that has European inspired clothes, I got the blouse there and oh I would spend my entire paycheck at DIGS if I could afford it.” she ended the sentence with a little giggle. Playing along Amber replied “OH, I will have to like check them out. I have spent more than I can afford to many times, I’m like such a shopaholic for clothes and shoes.” Aiden hoped he was playing into the role and not making some caricature. “If you end up getting the the job, let me know if you are headed to DIGS I would like love to come. Now your interview is on the seventeenth floor with Mr. Howard Jones. Howie is a sweetheart, if you are nice to him you will get the job like fer sure. Now like let me get a photo for your visitors pass. Smile for me!”

Turning to head to the elevator’s Amber ended up having to stay for a few more minutes, as it seemed Tiffany was not done talking about. The topic turned to shoes and how she just loved her’s and how her best friend recently got a pair. Doing his best to keep up and add a bit to the conversation just enough to find the most polite way to end it when Tiffany was the one to do so. “Oh, like you need to get going before you are late. I will ring Howie and let him know you are on the way.”

Finally free of the talkative girl Amber minced her way to the elevator and headed up to the seventeenth floor. Stepping onto the floor Amber was met by a pudgy man in his mid forties. “You must be Miss Aurum, Howard Jones. A pleasure to meet you.” he said shaking the feminized man’s hand and patting it with his other. “Oh umm, yes a pleasure to meet you too Mr Jones. You can call me Amber if you like, all my friends do.” the disguised man said trying to give the best charming smile and remembering what Vicki said about how he was mean, but the job would be his if he gave him a blow job. The man seemed nice enough and Tiffany did say he was a sweetheart, but the bubbly girl might have meant the same thing as Vicki when she said be nice to him. “Well we all could use more friends. Follow me to a small quiet room. For most interviews we use a conference room or our own offices, but they are booked up for today. And my office is not in any shape for company, my wife says I’m a bit of a slob and I imagine you would think so too if you saw my office. Paperwork ever where, but that is what happens when you are doing three audits at once. No time for cleaning up, but enough about me here we are. Head on in here please.” he said, holding open a solid wood door to a tiny room with a half desk, one chair behind it and one in front. “The rooms are for if you have an important call and can’t afford any distractions, but I think it is big enough for an interview.”

Smoothing out the dress as he sat down Amber smiled at the heavy set man across sitting across the small desk and thinking this is exactly what he would have done if he wanted a blow job from some pretty girl. Howard pulled out a laptop and typed a little on it while Amber pulled out the resume and attached letter sliding them on the desk. “Here we are, it looks like you do not have a lot of experience. Of course this is a junior position. Amber I’m not going to lie to you or sugar coat what this job is. You will be working in the administrative pool, most of the women float from one manager to another as needed, or work the various reception desks. It will allow for you to make friends and contacts in different departments, but it will not give you a lot of time to solidify them as you are moved around. I have seen some of the admin staff moved around twice in one day. Even if you are low on ladder it will be hard, demanding work. With time you could be moved up to a personal admin or PA, or if you are lucky someone might decide to keep you if you impress them and they have an opening and you temp for them. Do you think you can handle that?”

Hearing the key phrases, like hard followed by demanding work and the word impress, the mental character of Amber was cracking as Aiden knew Vicki was right. This guy was just beating around the bush to not get in trouble as he asked for a blow job to show Amber wasn’t afraid of working on something hard. “I’m like not afraid of proving myself sir, to get this job I will happy take anything hard in hand.” Howard nodded, happy the young woman was so eager even after the reality of the position was laid out for her. Picking up the paperwork she had put on the desk he started to read it while talking to her. “Now the pay isn’t great, but still more than above minimum wage.I couldn’t imagine someone trying to live on what we pay starting in the city, let alone anyone working for minimum wage. Though in the first ninety days here at Mega Corp as an hourly employee you have a chance to grow your starting wage if you impress your supervisors. In the pool you will have extra chances to do that with reporting to a few different people, while the personal assistance only has one person they can focus their efforts on.”

Far as Amber was concerned he just kept dropping hint after hint that any bimbo would pick up on. The last thing Aiden wanted was to look at another man’s dick, let alone put it in his mouth, but Amber. She needed this job, if she didn’t get this job Aiden wouldn’t have a future beyond living on the streets with his best hope of a position being working at fast food. Fuck even this fat guy knew minimum wage wasn’t enough to live here and if he messed up the interview chances were good Vicki would throw Amber out… it would take forever to look like a man again and Aiden couldn’t imagine what life would be like for Amber out on streets of the city. Slow Amber slid from the chair to her knees and crawled under the desk while the man before her read over the letter. Placing both hands on his thighs Amber slid her long nailed fingers up his legs towards the man’s groin. “What! Amber… Miss Aurum. What are you doing!?” he cried as Amber rubbed through the pants at her target’s crotch, while unzipping his pants with the other. He was trying to play innocent, but he didn’t need to after all the hints he dropped. “Like I said, Mr. Jones.. Or can I call you Howie? Just taking something hard in hand, I do want to make sure I impress you.” the words sounded sultry, something Aiden might have heard when he did something like this to a girl, or maybe it was a porno. The words sounded sexy, telling a superior she was willing to do anything to get his approval, and each extra word made Aiden whimper mentally. Amber had gotten the belt unbuckled and the pants fully open before the man before Amber slid the chair back and stood fighting to hold his pants up.

“You.. you.. No. Amber no, you don’t have to do something like this.” Biting his briefly to look sexy Amber couldn’t believe he was playing this hard to get. He.. Aiden couldn’t believe he was having to work this hard to just to suck another man off. “But I want to Howie.” As quickly as he could Howard fastened his pants and put his belt back on and tried to adjust his growing member. “Miss Aurum, please get back in your seat. You are a beautiful woman, and if I were not married I would.. I would love to take you on a date and get to know you. But.. as we are here to conduct an interview, let us get back on track. Please…”

On his knees before a man, Aiden couldn’t believe what was happening. He as Amber was actively trying to seduce this married overweight man, looking like a sexy woman and he turned it down.He was sure Howard had said hint after hint to lead Amber down this path, was he.. As Amber really such a slut. With mouth hanging open Amber climbed back to the seat and sat down with almost a pout on her face. Not because she was denied a man’s cock, but because she was battling internally while trying to keep composure. He didn’t want to do that, Vicki had told him too, he thought Tiffany might have hinted at it and he was sure Howard was saying too. Amber the character, who he was now. She was a sexual woman and being in that frame of mind might have colored how she heard things. No.. Amber wouldn’t have done this if it wasn’t for Vicki, that woman wanted to punish Aiden while she had him under her control. The only way out of this was through victory, the better Amber did the sooner Aiden could come back. “Umm, like I’m sorry. Could, could we like. Umm could I have another chance?”

Miss Aurum, I know woman have to do things to get ahead in the world. I am sorry if I gave you any impression that you could not have this job if you didn’t perform for me. You clearly want this job and are willing to do anything for it. How about we do not tell anyone, and I mean anyone what happened here and I will put you forward for the job. With your attitude and willingness I’m sure not only will you make it here at Mega Corp you will get more than one raise within your first ninety days.” Howard didn’t mean the double intandra, but there it was. The last thing he needed was a friend of Victoria’s saying how he asked for a blow job in an interview. This girl had the ear of someone in HR and he did not want an review from Mrs. Gunther, of this getting back to his wife. Holding his hand out to the pretty woman across from him, he waited as she reluctantly took his hand before he shook it. “Not will get that chance as an employee here, so long as everyone knows you got this job because of this glowing recommendation.” A sense of relief washed over Aiden, Amber got the job and he didn’t have to swallow any cum, this was better than he could have expected. Amber succeeded, the only thing that tempered that excitement was the knowledge he practically just begged to suck another man off and was told no.

As Amber sashayed to the elevator Howard watched her go. In one sense he felt good that some beautiful woman came on to him. It was a boost to his ego and as much as he would love to brag to Jackson or Max about it, he truly didn’t want his wife to hear about it. He wasn’t so sure she would be happy with what happened even if he turned it down. He could hear her now yelling about how she couldn’t believe their marriage meant so little that he let her open his pants before he turned her away. Pulling out his cell phone he called up one of the other managers on the floor. “Hey Max, I just interviewed a new girl for the pool. She might be the perfect person to take over for that last girl you chased off. No she isn’t experienced at the role, but she seems like the type that will not flee after spending time with you. Yes of course Max that was meant as a subtle insult. Oh you really will owe me a beer when she works out, I’m surprising myself for even making the call, but honestly I think she is a good fit.”