I want to see the stars.

“Well, I guess what I really want is to do what I came here to do. I want to join Nova Securities, get on their exploration or reclamation divisions so I can travel the galaxies and discover new things and meet new people.”

“Oh, then I guess you should do that.” She says with a little frown.

“I don't think I can anymore, I messed up and missed my interview yesterday while we were playing.”

“Then why did you stay with me?”

“I don't know, I liked making you happy, I liked feeling wanted. I liked being the center of attention. I'm so stupid. I might as well just become a stripper.” You say and feel yourself tearing up.

She wipes them away with her thumbs, “Silly girl we just met, I love breaking men down into little girls and Frank loves what I bring to him, broken little sluts with big fat tits ready to shake their asses and fuck the clients with no chance of ever getting pregnant. Oh and way less bitchy than real girls. But they do that eagerly, they want the attention, they love being on stage. I could tell you were different when you came home with me and called me mommy. You are a little sissy girl, but you really want to make me happy don't you?”

“Yes mommy.”

“Oh no, you think this is love don't you?”

“I do love you mommy.”

“Oh, you are all messed up, I am sorry.” She hugs you hard. A minute or so later she says, “Okay, I've got it. Frank is a great criminal, forges documents all the time, we have him set you up with a new identity, someone that didn't fuck up their dream job interview, and get you that job. Then you can go explore your heart out and whenever you are back here I can fuck you silly. Sound good?”

“Oh yes.”

“Well then we don't really need to change you at all, you look cute just like this.” She says with a smile.

“But didn't you want me to have a pussy?”

“Well yes I happen to be a lesbian, truth be told, but what I want doesn't matter as much as what you want. Besides what they do here won't make you a real woman, just physically look like one.”

“Oh, is it possible to become a real woman?” You ask.

“Not here, I've heard rumors that the Penellans can do all kinds of alterations to your DNA they helped to gay men I knew have a kid together, like for real, no surrogate or anything and the kid is great, perfectly healthy little girl. Why?”

“I was thinking about still getting a pussy so you will like me better.”

“No, don't do that for me. Come on, let's just go.” She holds out her hand.

“But.”

“Look I don't love you, not like you want, and I doubt I ever could, I know I am a bitch, and I set this in motion, but you don't really want this.”

“How do you know!” You yell crying.

She hugs you, “I'm sorry. I didn't have any idea you were this fragile. Just take a deep breath and ask yourself. What do I really want. Then we do that, okay. I guess it's not like the stuff they do can't be reversed anyway.”

You take a deep breath and decide.