I am too afraid to kiss Nami

Even though the prospect of Nami kissing me is turning me on, a cold shiver runs over my body which almost feels as if someone has poured an ice cold bucket of water over my head. I know it isn't really happening but I can hear a siren going off in my head. I am too afraid. I am not ready for this. I moved this fast with Rei and look what happened. I got a proverbial knife shoved into my heart for my trouble. I do not want that to happen again. At the last possible second, I put my hands over my mouth which causes the blonde in front of me to kiss my hand.

"NO!" I protest sharply.

"I'm sorry," Nami pleaded while moving back to her original position on the couch. "I lost my head."

"It's not that I don't want to kiss you. I am attracted to you. It's just that..." I tried to explain.

"You don't have to explain," Nami said with a forgiving smile. "I should have realized that you would be scared because of the way Rei cheated on you."

"It's not just that I am scared," I firmly spoke. "I want to do things smartly this time. I want to get to know you first. I want to do a better job of protecting my heart. I want us to have a proper relationship."

"That makes a lot of sense," Nami agreed while patting my left shoulder.

I looked down for a second because I noticed something that almost made me reconsider taking things slow with my current love interest. I can see a bulge in Nami's pants which means that she has the same equipment that Rei does. Nami is a futa as well. I would have been freaking out about this discovery if I had not already discovered in swim class that there are a few other futas in my class besides Rei. Now that I know that Nami is a futanari like Rei, I must say that I am getting a little excited. I am tempted to change my mind about cooling off Nami's advances for the night.