Having the talk

Lilly opens up and still can barely look me in the eye, I'm overflowing with emotions and need a second to gather my thoughts...

Lilly seems confused and waits nervously for me to say something.

I say, as calm and diplomatic as possible "okay, could you come over please? Amber and me want to talk this out and since you were involved, I think it's only logical to include you in this conversation, given the circumstance..."

Lilly notices the now present lack of warmth and distance in my words and quietly speaks "I'm... Okay... I'll come with you." she throws over a big hoodie, baggy sweat pants and some cute, white, Yeti slippers and walks behind me with her head slumped and her dark hairs acting as a veil to hide her expression.

We arrived back in my flat and Amber wore her hair in a pony tail, got dressed with a turtle neck pullover and long, tight Jeans and flip flops. She didn't look like she was part of a 12h gangbang anymore. Although her Intention was quite obvious to me, I do thought it was rather considerate of her. Since she still couldn't walk or stand, she was sitting at the edge of the bed. She greeted us and a wave of guilt, fear and something else sparkled in her cute face.

After Amber greeted us she gestured towards the 2 chairs she had prepared, adjacent to her. There was a cup of tea for Lilly and me on the floor, in front of the seats. Lilly quickly grabbed her cup with both arm sleeves to cover her hands from the heat. She seemed glad to have something to hide behind, even a small mug.

Lilly sat with both feet on the chair, her whole body seemed to be stressed in this moment. I sat down my arms crossed.

Amber took a deep breath and spoke up with as much confidence and innocence as humanly possible "Well, that happened '^_^."

After nobody jumped on her statement she continued "Lilly, Sash told me about what happened last night, is it true? I don't remember much... Besides... You know..."

Before Lilly could answer, she continued "so my goal with this conversation is to see where everyone is at... Feel free to say something as soon as either of you has gathered their thoughts."

Lilly was sipping on her tea and she didn't seem to stop anytime soon.

I looked at them both. I've always been good at reading people and their feelings but wasn't the best on expressing my own. I was angry, I kinda felt sorry for both of them, Lilly seemed like she was miserable and that the whole thing was really just a drunk accident. And while I was mad at Amber and how our latest intimate moment went, she essentially was ****, or was she? She seemed to have enjoyed it... And this gave me a really weird feeling, something I've never felt before.

Lilly started to look back and forth between us.

Since nobody said anything, Amber went ahead and opened with "alright, I woke up when I felt someone licking my butthole."

I choked on my tea when she said that. I knew that Amber wasn't very subtle and rather direct but I didn't quite expect this kind of detailed description.

Lilly turned red and sunk even deeper into her hoodie and behind her hair.

Amber noticed our reaction and tried her best to defuse the situation and was more careful with her words.

Amber added with a nervous laughing tone "obviously I thought it was Sash and I couldn't blame him after all the teasing I did to him."

Now I got a little embarrassed and covered the left side of my face, where Lilly sat, with my hand.

Amber reassured "if I'd known it wasn't you, I'd never went with it! You know me Sash..."

She was right, I knew that she'd never knowingly done something like that.

Amber looked for a reaction from any of us but nothing happened, so she went on "so anyway, after I was slowly coming to my senses, I felt that someone tried to... enter me..."

This choice of words was so unusual for her, she really tried her best.

"and I was on my belly anyway, facing away from the other side of the bed... And then it kind of happened..." she described.

Amber now guilt ridden looked down on her feet, which started to nervously play with her flip flops.

"I noticed... the... difference... after a while, I chalked it up to us not having it done in a while because of the move-to-a-different-country-stress and all that...:(

Look Sash, I'm so sorry that I did this to us... To... You... But I really thought it was you... I love you more than anything and I accept any punishment... "

I looked over to Lilly "care to add anything to that?"