Is this really happening?

Lilly was frozen in place, unable to speak, her mind probably going 100 miles a minute.

All of a sudden Lilly jumped out of her seat "I'M SO SORRY I BROUGHT THIS UPON YOU GUYS. You're the first people that ever been this nice to me..."

A tear escaped her eye.

"and I can't believe I've ruined everything, again... Just because of..."

Lilly points at her crotch.

"THIS STUPID THING!"

I chimed in "what do you mean with "again"?

Lilly sighed "I guess you do deserve to know..."

She gave a quick summary of why she was, what she was again, and then went in detail what that really means for her.

"I'm a freak, ever since I turned "1#" years old, (Ud note :" just covering my basis here, sorry for that, ^^° enjoy the rest of the chapter. ") I've had these urges... It's a side effect of the treatment my Bà gave me... I needed to... Do..."it" at least 5 to 10 times a day... But at some point just doing "it"... With my hands just wasn't enough anymore... "

She gripped down hard on her hoodie "it was hard on my family, my Bà just looked at me as a personal failure and my Māmā was kinda scared. She still loved and cared for me but I've seen the weird looks she gave me. The only one who understood was my 7 year older Mèimei (sister) Yu Yan... She... Helped me with my urges... Used... Her hand to... You know... And because of that we ended up having a real close relationship.

I didn't go out much, we owned a lot of land and lived some way up in the mountains. My father often said it was because "nobody disgraces his research with petty ethics".

I soon realized that I give off an aphrodisan like substance through my... Sweat... And... Semen... " she looked really uncomfortable stating that.

She went on "soon my sister wanted more than just using her hand and used her mouth... And... Other parts..."

I looked over to Amber she almost drooled out of her mouth, her cheeks turned red and with every word Lilly said, Amber got more and more into it. Her twirling around with her flip flops got more and more overt, as if she's trying to compensate her obvious arousal.

Lilly went on "my mom always cleaned my sheets, sometimes multiple times a day... I always wore a condom when I went to bed just in case I had a... Dirty dream and "relief" myself in my sleep. That still happens almost every night...

And when I went to the toilet one night... I saw my mom... Masturbating... while sniffing on my used sheets and drinking my... Filled condoms... I threw in my Private dump through out the day... "

I couldn't quite believe what I was hearing. How was something like that even possible? I noticed Amber having her orgasm face, did she just cum from listening to the story alone? I couldn't help but get a aroused after seeing that expression. 'what is wrong with me?' I thought, is it because of Lilly's "side-effect? It felt so wrong... But I couldn't help it.

Lilly didn't notice and elaborated on her story. While being still embarrassed, she seemed to be more comfortable and less nervous than before

"I couldn't help myself and went ahead to 'relief' myself with her all night. My Yu Yan joined in soon after... It wasn't much of an issue to keep it from father, he was barely there to begin with. I was alone with my sister and mom for weeks or month at a time...

I inherited my dad's intellect and was planning to leave for the states for further research and maybe... Make him proud... To earn my title as "daughter" and make up for my failings...

But...

He found out about my doings with sis & mom because they got pregnant soon after. I do get carried away sometimes and didn't use a condom every time.

So he banished me from the estate and threw my mother and sister into mental clinics... "

Lilly choked up and tried her best to keep her tears in her beautiful eyes.

" I've been flying over here in the states and live here for almost a year now all by myself... I thought I was better than this... *sniff* I thought I could control it better... *sniff* and you are such good people..."

Amber was obviously on fire right now but tried to hide it as good as possible. I noticed that I've grown hard myself... I needed to do something here.

Lilly wiped her eyes with her sleeves and sat on the ground and bowed all the way down.

"I ALSO ACCEPT ANY PUNISHMENT, PLEASE PUNISH ME!"

I stood there a moment, thinking... I've only now realized that my boner was more than obvious, I was so hard that it felt like I'd rip my shorts.

Amber and Lilly looked at me with anticipation.

After that I declared calmly "Alright Lilly, I want to fuck you." Lilly's eyes lighted up with shock and... Something else...

I looked over to Amber

"And this time, you have to watch."

(Ud note: thanks for reading, I've already written some more chapters I'm going to release when I've had the time to polish them. I really enjoy this path and there will be new characters in the upcoming chapters. So hope you're looking forward to that. Peace

-Ud)