Free yet trapped

I opened my eyes and saw that I was in a girly room, Sayaka's room...

I stood up and held my forehead, confused. "W-what was that? A dream? It seemed far too real…”

The sun was starting to rise as I remembered everything that happened yesterday and during the night. I tried to focus on the other part of me...

"She's starting to slowly wake up..."

When Kira's body woke up, I noticed that I was in a room made of concrete. I also wasn't tied up or gagged anymore. The room only had a heavy steel door as the only way in or out, it was the kind that I wouldn't be able to slip under even if I were to leave my current body.

"Finally awake?" The voice of Liliana, the chief of security, was coming from a speaker on the top-left corner of the room, right next to a thick ballistic glass window.

Behind that glass were Liliana and Harper, both grinning menacingly at me. Liliana was casually sitting on a chair with a gun in her hand, while Harper was standing next to her, her hands behind her back.

"How was your little nap?" She asked with a smirk.

"What's the meaning of this, Liliana, Harper?!” I tried to keep acting like Kira, hoping that they'd buy it.

Liliana grit her teeth. "Disgusting creatures aren't allowed to call me by my name."

"What are you talking about?!"

Liliana snickered. "Still playing dumb? We know you have entered Kira's body and are controlling her."

How the fuck did you know…

It was Harper’s turn to speak, a proud grin on her face. "After you left me, I went to check the security room and watched the camera footage, as I didn't believe I could just forget how I ended up in Kira's office.”

Cameras? "But there's no camera inside the office!"

"I installed one without Kira knowing. I've been pretty disappointed by her lack of results, and decided to observe how she works." Liliana explained. "When Harper came to see me, wondering how she came back from the forest and what she did in Kira's office, I told her about it and we watched the footage together."

"I paid close attention to when I} was in her office, and caught a glimpse of a green thing leaving my mouth and entering Kira's when I kissed her." Harper continued. “I then remembered that I got attacked by a young woman in the forest, and that I felt something entering my mouth back then, and warned the chief."

Harper... You smart bitch…

Liliana and Harper were smirking at me. "Judging by your facial expression, we were right.” Indeed, I was grinding my teeth without even noticing… "Now, I have a few questions for you… Are you a friend of that demon we captured? Did you come here to try to save it?"

I was scared, I was shivering, but I had to hide the truth from them… They couldn't know what happened, they would clearly **** it should they learn about all my abilities and how I was transformed.

“And why should I answer you?" I asked defiantly, before suddenly feeling electricity running all over my body, instantly making me fall to my knees. “Argh!” I felt electricity running all across Kira’s body.

"Ahhhh! It hurts!" I let out a loud yelp of agony in Sayaka’s room too, I even felt it as her...

"Did you like that?" Liliana cackled sadistically. "You didn't even notice the electric collar we put around your neck?"

I was too preoccupied by where I was to notice it until now...

"Now, do you want to answer my question? Or do you want more?" Her tone was cold.

If I answered, what they could gain might be even worse than having this part of me dying… I couldn’t let them discover how to make more of my kind.

"F-fuck you..."

Liliana grinned at me. "Wrong answer."

"Argh..." The collar activated again, twice in short bursts. As Sayaka, I was kneeling on the ground, sobbing. As Kira, I already felt that my neck was getting more and more burnt.

Liliana was snickering. "Ah, it's been a while since I last had fun like that."

"You... call that... fun?"

"Why, yes. It is quite entertaining to watch a person's spirit slowly breaking."

"You're... fucking... disgusting..." I muttered through the pain. The collar activated again. "Hurgh..."

"A filthy demon is one to talk." She said disdainfully.

"I'm not... a fucking... demon..."

She raised an eyebrow, noticing what I said. "And what are you then?"

Shit… I realised my mistake and tried to deflect. "D-don't you care... about Kira?"

"We planned to give her one last chance, but she might not get it, after all. If anything, you being there is finally making her useful. We now have a fascinating new test subject to experiment with."

I spat out blood. "And... I am... the monster? You're... just... sickening!" Another even stronger shock. This last burst brought my Kira body close to unconsciousness… "Ahhhh..."

I fell to the ground, breathing heavily. Kira wasn't a doctor, but she still knew that shocks like this were extremely dangerous for a human's heart.

Liliana glared at me. "This is all for mankind's benefit. But filthy demons can't understand that." I could smell that the air suddenly became strange... "Time to take another nap, for now, since you're in no state to continue. We'll resume our discussion later."

My Kira body fell ****, and the pain stopped for now...

"Ah..." Despite my Sayaka body not being physically hurt, I was still panting and quivering frantically, and my face was covered in tears... "W-who the fuck... are these guys… W-why would anyone do that..."

I clenched my fists, trying to catch my breath. "I... I need to get rid of that other part of me… I won't be able to take more pain… Having that part of me dying will most likely hurt, but I should survive, since most of me is in Sayaka, right?"

I remembered what Harper said, suddenly. "Wait… She saw Tori! Fuck! If they manage to identify her, they might be able to find me at school! And if they had cameras, maybe they could identify me as well!"

I didn't know how much power these guys had, but considering they had **** rooms and were able to keep a demon contained, it was probably a lot… Maybe I was getting paranoid, but after what I’ve been through, I couldn’t help it.

"I... I need to lay low and keep using Sayaka for now, and warn Jane and Sophie..."

I hated having to use other people like that, but I was too afraid…

"I have to hope that they won't **** Kira any further before I manage to kill the part of me in her… I'll see after school if I can do something..." I didn't have the heart to go to school, but I had to play the part of Sayaka. I needed to act normally.

I walked to the wardrobe and grabbed a clean school uniform. I dressed and quickly brushed Sayaka's hair before tying it into two low twintails, similar to how Sophie usually wore her hair. I of course didn't know how to tie my hair, never having hair long enough for that, but Sayaka obviously knew, and I instinctively used her knowledge to guide my movements. This style was more convenient, as I didn't feel like doing all of Sayaka's routine right now, even if it wasn't a style she personally liked much.

"I hope Kira's nap will be long enough... They mostly work during the night, so I might be fine for today." I slapped my cheeks, trying to calm myself down. "It would be weird if Sayaka looked so gloomy in public… I need to focus… I am Sayaka..."

As I was focusing on how to perfectly play the part, I felt my real body sinking deeper inside her brain. It was as if my sense of self changed… I wasn't just possessing Sayaka and had access to her memories anymore...

We opened our eyes, surprised. "W-what the?" We immediately realised what happened, and clenched our fists. "You fucker… Being possessed like that… I fucking hope that you'll leave my body soon! It's so humiliating..."

Knowing that a man was controlling me, and that there was nothing I could do to prevent that, made me depressed...

We quickly regained our composure, though. "We have to get ready for school and deal with Katrina, if she wants to have anything to do with me again… And hope to be left in peace for the day..."

We left the room, thinking about our situation. He did something, and that led to my ego overwhelming him. It was a really peculiar feeling, as if we weren't sure of who we were anymore.