Feelings, reciprocated

“Alex, I… I don’t know what to say. I never expected you to feel like this.”

My throat started **** up, ugly, depressed emotions threatening to rise in case I was rejected, not sure how I could handle it.

“But… I’m so glad you do. It feels so crazy saying out loud, I really thought I was losing it, starting to feel this way… yesterday’s date, the way we talked, how perfect you are as Ashley. It’s selfish of me, but at some point yesterday I found myself wanting you in her more than I even wanted her.”

Jimmy looked so mixed up as he said it, all this emotion he’d been silently struggling with being articulated, while a huge burst of love, relief, and an almost manic ecstasy broke over me, as he confessed he felt the same.

“Oh my God, Jimmy…”

Despite myself, I could feel tears of joy appearing in my eyes, my body betraying the depth of my emotion. I rushed forward and threw myself on him as we fell back onto the bed, the feeling of my breasts compressing pleasantly even as my lithe body snuggled against his.

“I really thought you were going to say no…”

His arms wrapped around me, holding me close as I buried my face in his chest as he comforted me, a happy surety in the way he treated me, like he wanted to keep me safe.

“It's okay, it's okay..!"

He laughed, relieved too, before continuing.

"I didn't know if you were just playing her role, not feeling it like I was. I felt so mixed up... I guess my heart just started realizing that I wanted you more than anyone else. I don’t know if I could never consider it before because we were both guys, but seeing you as a girl, a woman, it just opened all these feelings for me. You’re way too natural at it too, you know?”

He laughed a little, as I laughed too, recovering a little as the positive elation kept my happiness up in the clouds.

“So, you don’t mind if I keep being Ashley, do you? I think I’ve grown really attached to being her…”

“Alex… you make the best Ashley. And I’m not just saying that because I’m crazy attracted to that body.”

Jimmy laughed again, as I sat up on his chest.

“Mhmm, so. You’re crazy attracted to my body, are you?”

A flirty electricity sparked in the rich blue eyes I’d just claimed indefinitely, as I gazed deeply into Jimmy’s.

“Tell me more…”

I teased, as he rolled his eyes with a smile.

“Okay, okay… I love your blonde hair, the way it moves in waves down your back. I love your smile, and the way you flirt, and you looked so cute in that pink silk dress last night. Last night especially, you were really…”

He leaned into my ears now, so his deeper voice was right beside me, as his breath tickled the side of my cheek.

“… really, sexy.”

I found myself biting my lip now, a heat re-igniting in my pussy. It was like all the chaotic, nervous tension, the fear and anxiety of our mutual confession, was totally giving way into the chemistry of a certain kind of grateful, powerful sexual attraction. Hearing him praise me, hearing him say I was so sexy, and that I made such a hot girl, all of it was adding up until I didn’t think I could resist anymore.

“So, am I the girl of your dreams?”

I turned, my face only inches from his.

“You’re everything I’ve ever wanted”

“Right answer.”

I leaned in quickly, my tongue entering his mouth, as he kissed back hungrily. I could feel the tension and energy in my body, the soaring of the dopamine in my heart while my pussy almost ached to be filled with him. As we kissed, I found myself rubbing my body against his, before I slid out of Ashley’s clothes and let my cute, horny female skin out into the open air.

Jimmy couldn’t wait any more either, as soon as I was out of all my clothes except my panties, I felt his hands pull the fabric to the side while his cock rubbed against my entrance, just causing me to gasp and furrow my brow. A triumphant, cheeky grin graced his face as he lined it up just right, before he grabbed my hips and pulled me down onto it.

I couldn’t help but squeal at the sudden penetration, the rich burst of pleasure as my inner walls were spread and the hot, hard sensation of his length pushing deep inside me. My squeals turned to moans as he thrust deeper, a look of smug satisfaction at so obviously pleasing me taking his features.

“I won’t let you be the only one to feel good…”

I choked out, before I began to match his thrusts, tightening my insides a little to work him harder, while our motions synched up for maximum pleasure. Moving, writhing together on the bed, he spun me around so he was on top, my long blonde hair flying back as I sunk into the soft mattress, moaning in ecstasy as he fucked me.

He sped up the tempo as I reached for him, trading long, wild tongue kisses, before our fingers interlinked as he railed me. I could feel that tension building, that energy in behind my knees and in my elbows, that rich, potent heat and the emanating waves of pleasure in my vagina and even my womb. I knew I was getting close to orgasm, but knowing it still couldn’t prepare me for how powerful it felt as it burst through me, as I screamed his name and dug my pink tipped fingernails into his back.

Seeing me, Ashley, his gorgeous crush and his new girlfriend, moan his name while she came for him, was way too much for Jimmy. He came inside me, his hot sticky seed bursting into my womb as he came too, the rush of his own male orgasm blowing his mind just as Ashley’s female one blew mine. Spent for just a moment, we collapsed onto each other, the heat radiating off our freshly sweaty skins as a feeling of love cascaded all around our bodies.

Lying there, it wasn’t long before we started kissing again, cute little steals at each-other's lips, the trading of saliva and the feeling of his rougher ones on my soft, full girly ones making my heart soar. Lying together, just kissing, after being creampied by my best friend, I knew I was entering a new, unbelievable, chapter of my life; the happiest one yet…

Sunshine cascaded down onto the campus, the warm light of spring bringing hope after the dark drudgery of winter. The snow had subsided and thawed, and the fresh, radiant glow of spring flowers had begun to decorate the lawns and soil beds of campus, dying them in reds, and blues, and yellows, and pinks.

“Finally getting a little warmer…”

I mused, noting that even despite the greater heat in the air these days, my heart was feeling warmer still.

“It’s always hot when you’re around.”

“Jimmy, shut up…”

I blushed despite myself at his cheesy flirting, as we walked through the campus hand in hand. As we walked, I caught a glimpse of us in the reflection of a window, appreciating the view. Jimmy had started taking a little better care of himself, and was filling out a little. I had to admit, physically he was looking better and better each day.

The biggest change though, had been to his confidence. Although he’d never been totally shy, Jimmy before college had been a huge gamer, and even though he’d always made an effort to put himself out there, it was like he was more comfortable online than in person. These last few months though, dating the girl of his dreams, all the sex we’d had, all the dates and experiences… it had done wonders for him. He was so much happier in himself, and with life in general, that it translated to being so much more confident, sure of himself, funny and capable. He was paying more attention in class, and had so much more energy to organize things and achieve in his own life.

I was so happy for him as his bestfriend to see him doing so well, and even happier for him as his girlfriend. Our dates had been so magical, a mutual adoration and intimacy growing deeper, driven by our ideas being so in sync, while we grew much happier and more comfortable in our skins.

Well… it wasn’t entirely like I was growing more comfortable in “my” skin, I suppose…

It wasn’t like I’d actually been Alex in months, after all. Even despite leaving behind my original identity though, I was feeling much happier than ever before. I couldn’t help but feel in some kind of twisted way, that Ashley’s skin fit me so much better than my original one had. Being her, being a cute, affectionate and happy young woman, felt so much more natural and enjoyable for me than I’d ever felt before.

It was weird, but in a way since becoming a skinwalker I’d come to notice a discomfort in my life before. A pervading, formless gloom, a lack of coherent direction or passion, a subtle disconnect between my body and my personality. Or was it my soul? I couldn’t really be sure, but all I knew was how much more fitting Ashley’s life seemed to be than my own.

“Hey…”

My wonderings were broken by Jimmy, as he spun me to him, his hands on my waist.

“My class is down this way but… I’ll see you tonight?”

“Absolutely.”

I replied, leaning in as we kissed, the sensation of our tongues gliding into each other’s mouths that I could never get enough of. Breaking away, I waved him off before I walked to my own class, being reminded of another perk of Ashley’s life as I approached the building.

“Hey girls.”

I was all smiles as I came up behind Emmy and Lisa, sliding between them, as my arms joined theirs.

“Ohhh, looks like someone’s in a good mood.”

Emmy beamed, as I laughed in return.

“Yeah, well… you know. I just finished seeing Jimmy there…”

“You’re always so happy when you’re with him, when will it be our turn to fall in love!”

Lisa lamented, jokingly jealous as she joined in the laughter.

“That’s not the only reason why I’m happy! I get to see you two and spend time with you too! I love you just as much as Jimmy, just in a different way.”

“You’re way too sweet…”

Lisa replied, so affected, while Emmy scoffed a little.

“Okay, okay, don’t make me have to get out the tissues! You’ve always been too cute when you’re so sincere.”

I pulled their arms closer to mine, enjoying the feeling as I laughed with them while we walked to class together, as our chatting continued. I’d really meant what I said. Being Ashley all this time, feeling her emotions and experiencing her friendship with Emmy and Lisa each day had really made me fall for both of them too, in a way.

It wasn’t quite the immature crush I’d had on Lisa when I was still a guy, or the masculine lust it was easy to feel over a girl as sexy as Emmy either. Rather I really loved them now, as the best friends they were to me. Feeling the easy affection they shared with each other, the warm-hearted consideration and the thoughtful love and appreciation that moved between these girls, it made me so happy. In a way, becoming Ashley would have been worth it just for this, but knowing I had an amazing relationship and a gorgeous girl’s body and life too just made all of this perfect.

As we walked together into class, I couldn’t help but think;

I’m so, so glad I get to live this life… to have her friends, and my boyfriend… to be Ashley…