Everyone knows!

‘Everyone….’ The word echoed around my head. Everyone knew. The guy next to me poring over his spiral notebook, the girl in front of me with her hair in a bun, the guy in the back of the room with the AirPods in his ears nodding his head back and forth to whatever he was listening to … ‘Everyone’… Every single student that crossed my path knew, old and familiar faces alike. They all knew that I was the guy who could enter into the women's locker room and shower with the girls. They all knew, and none of them thought it odd. While there did appear to be a bit of envy on the part of others over my unique privilege, there did not appear to be any anger or disgust over the activity. It was just totally normal for me to be acting this way.

Professor Katz had started his lecture almost immediately following Justin’s revelation, leaving me without an opportunity to ask my friend any questions. And now, for the second class in a row, I found myself unable to pay any attention to what was being taught. I was far too busy replaying the last few hours in my mind. Entering the locker room without resistance, showering with Lisa, Mark’s utter acceptance, Dre’s proposition and Justin’s proclamation. It was so much to take in.

As of the moment I had not even attempted to utilize my newfound powers since initially twisting things to allow me into the locker room. I had been too nervous to do so. Until I figured out how this reality functioned, I did not want to try and make any other changes. I needed to learn the rules of the game first. If I truly held absolute power, there would be plenty of time to play with it later on. That is if I wanted to risk altering things further.

For now I couldn’t help but wonder how many girls I had showered with in this twisted reality. And what else had I done while in the women's locker room? Justin had alluded to ‘other things’. Since I had no knowledge of what those ‘things’ might be, I had no idea what he was referring to. Was I also sleeping with those girls? Had I actually had sex with Lisa? Clearly she was still dating Mark and only saw me as a friend, but in this world where friendship included jerking me off, did it also include having full out intercourse? I was getting hard just thinking about it.

I also still didn’t know if my privileges were limited to the four walls of the locker room. If not, was I permitted to walk into the female dorms and have my way with them there as well. Lisa had invited me back to her room later to help her pick out an outfit for Mark’s party tonight. What were the actual expectations of me if I dared to show up for that?

And, I couldn’t help but wonder, exactly how long had I been doing these things. Had I started in college or did it extend all the way back to high school? Had I been able to just walk into my high school’s girl’s locker room and make out with the seniors? The possibilities were limitless and my brain was hurting.

As I sat here in history class, it was kind of ironic that I was pondering my own history, which for me at the moment was far more perplexing than anything the class was learning. Unfortunately I couldn’t just raise my hand and ask Professor Katz for answers. In fact I wondered whether it would be safe for me to ask questions of anyone. Were my activities considered to be so ‘normal’ that inquiring about them would lead others to think I was the crazy one? I had to be careful.

Or did I? What was I so worried about? If I truly had absolute power, none of this really mattered. I could do anything I wanted without consequence. Maybe I should just take Justin’s earlier advice and let things happen ‘naturally’. It was all too much to handle and making sense of everything seemed unlikely at best. If I did have these powers, I needed to stop being so uptight about them and just have fun with it. Let my imagination go where it wanted to go.