Dinner and a movie

Tessa Brooks Belief, the idea of wearing a wedding dress excites you, things that remind you of that give you a sense of relief and euphoria

So where to take Kat? Fuck. This might be worse than a play date. No wait, playing with a barbie. No that was worse. I didn't want the date to be a lesbian date. And nothing in the deal said it had to be. I'm sure Kat will only fall deeper down the rabbit hole from this but what else could I do? This only gave me a brief reprieve but it was at least something. I realized something else too. If Samuel used a book to control me while I had a book, that mean he had at least two. Maybe more. I didn't know why my command for him didn't work. Lisa's command clearly worked.

Wait, fuck. I had to think of this stuff later. If I didn't take Kat on a date tonight, I would get a penalty game, which I didn't want to think about. I guess just the basic of basics of dates would probably work. I sent her a text.

Hey Kat. I was thinking, dinner and a movie tonight? Call it a date?

That sounds fun!

Cool. Meet at Clara's when your free?

Sure!

I made my way back there. I was going to be **** to eventually and I was tired as all heck anyhow. I figured I could find something in her fridge to heat up as dinner and we'd watch netflix or something.

Kat took a while but eventually she came in and she... fuck. She was dressed up. Not a dress or anything fancy but I could tell. She was wearing a pretty blouse and a skirt. This was definitely her in flirt mode. Why Kat. Come on you know he is making you crush on me. Resist it girl.

"So where are we going?" she asked.

I pointed to the couch. Clara was still doing work so we had the place all to ourselves. No way to be **** to act like lesbians. It was the perfect plan.

"I kind of thought we were going to like the movie theater when you said going out," she said looking down. "I had been wanting to see this romance movie for a while actually. Before any of this craziness began."

God damnit! Like, why did she have to make a good point. It was my fault that Kat was in this mess. Fine, I guess acting like a lesbian in the movies were not the worst thing that could happen. "Okay let's do it."

"We eat her all the time. Why not eat at the ramen shop nearby while waiting for the showtime," she said.

I just nodded. I was too tired so we could a cab. And in the presence of the public I had to be a freaking lesbian. This better be good ramen I thought, cuz the entire cab ride I was holding Kat's hand. Gah I could feel her touching my engagement ring.... which.... felt nice. Wait what! That.... wasn't normal was it? Maybe it was a thing from the fear trigger? God I can't even tell when things like that are changing me. I tried to just ignore it.

Actually, when just closing my eyes and feeling the sensation of Kat's hand rubbing my ring. I felt... calm. God I missed calm.

We arrived at the shop and of course it was packed. There was only room for us up at the sushi bar near the belt that carried orders around. Sushi actually sounded better to me than ramen. So I just grabbed the occasionally plate as she ordered ramen.

"Can I have a piece?" Kat asked.

I moved my plate closer to her. She pushed her chopsticks off the table.

"Oops. Well, I mean. I don't mind you giving me a bite," she said as she opened her mouth.

I giggled like a gosh damn moron as I grabbed a piece of sushi and fed it to her. Kat.... please god tell me your own girlfriend orders made you do that and not you just wanting me to feed you.

The waiter brought another set of chopsticks.

"I love you Tessa," Kat said as she opened her chopsticks and grabbed a piece of sushi.

"I love you too Kat," I said nuzzling against her shoulder. God! Why! How does this magic work. Why does it make me do shit like that.

"My turn," she said as she raised the sushi she picked up to my lips.

I ate it without even the glimpse of resistance. "Better, but you got a taste of me with the bite I gave." God! Anyone that overheard me must think I am downbad for this woman!

She leaned in. "I can fix that." We kissed. She grabbed my hand while kissing. Suddenly I thought of a wedding kiss and felt myself blush a bit. I... what was happening to me? This isn't real? This... this can't be real? Samuel! What did you do? Why... does that thought feel so good. I... tried to hold on to the anger and the hate. This wasn't me, but for a moment. I just wanted to forget about all this and just embrace that feeling. I felt my hips twitch.

He must have did a belief trigger. I think. Gah it's like my mind rebels at the idea that anything is different but something clearly is. Is this is how it felt for Kat. No wonder she gave in. But I wasn't Kat. Even though my body helplessly acted like an eager girlfriend. I doubled my efforts. This wasn't me. This was that twisted fuck Samuel and I would get my ****! One way or another!