Days 301-352

Day 315

My visions have started leaking back into my dreams. I don’t sleep well because of them. I want to tell Axel and Xion about them but, they’ve stopped coming to the clock tower. Even with Xion back everything is in shambles. It’s partially my fault too. My life used to only get better but now… I wish things could go back to how they were.

Day 321

I’ve started crying in my sleep. Whether that’s because of my situation with Axel and Xion or the dreams, I don’t know. I went on a mission with Xion. We still work well as a team but it was exhausting. I’ve been feeling really weak lately. Xion was concerned but I put on a brave face. After the mission we headed to the usual spot. It was nice spending time with Xion again.

She turned to me and said. “Are you sure you’re ok?” I try laughing it off. “Ok, this is getting weird.”

“What is?”

“Since when do you ever worry about me? I’m the one always worrying about you. I don’t ever think it’s been the other way around before.”

“Roxas, of course I worry about you.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, I guess I just don’t show it the way you do.”

I smile, it feels good to know we still care about each other. “I’m glad you’re back, Xion. Even if it’s been rough for you.”

“Is Axel coming today?”

“Who knows.”

“You didn’t fight, did you?”

“How could he attack you like that?” My anger starts coming back to me.

“But if he hadn’t then, I wouldn’t be sitting here with you. He loves you, you know.”

“I know but, I love you too.”

She smiles. “It’s just not the same without the three of us.”

Yeah, she’s right.

Day 351

More dreams of the man from my visions. Axel and Xion haven’t been coming to the clock tower. I want to be able to hang out with them again.

Day 352

I was sent to that weird world, Halloween Town, for today’s mission. I was sent to dispatch a particularly difficult Heartless. However, Axel intervened in the fight.

Axel stood between us. Blocking both our attacks with his chakrams. “Stop, both of you!”

“Xion?” I look across from me and notice the Heartless is gone. Xion in its place. “Roxas? What are you doing here? I was fighting a Heartless. Was that you?” She asks. “The mission was a setup.” Axel interjects. “It was rigged so you two would fight each other.”

“Xion and I? Why…?”

“...Would they do that?” She finishes my sentence.

After Axel saved us we returned to our usual spot, eating ice cream. Xion takes a bite of hers and shivers. “Brain freeze.” She giggles. I smirk at her clumsiness. I turn my attention to my ice cream and say. “It’s been awhile since we hung out like this, hasn’t it?”

“We have had our share of drama lately.” Axel replies. “By the way, I just remembered, You should be checking your ice cream sticks. Once you finish your ice cream, see if the stick says ‘winner.’ Not that I’ve seen one myself.” He takes a bite of his ice cream.

That reminds me of the WINNER! stick I got so long ago. I was going to tell them about it but i decide against it. When I tell them about it I want to have two WINNER! sticks. One for Axel and one for Xion. “So, what happens when you win?” I ask. “I have no idea. But it’s gotta be something nifty if you’re a winner, right?”

“I guess so.”

Xion rests her head on my shoulder. “The sun’s beautiful, isn’t it?” Axel and I look at the sun and admire its beauty. Xion continues. “I know we’ve seen a lot of sunsets, but today’s puts them all to shame. If only things could stay like this forever.”

She’s right. The sun’s so beautiful because we’re here, watching it together. There’s no telling when we’ll be together like this again. We should really make the most of it.

I nudge Xion and she lifts her head, looking at me. I lean forward and plant a kiss on her sweet lips, made all the sweeter by the ice cream. Her hand cups the back of my head as our tongues intertwine in her mouth. I shift my weight forward so that Xion’s lying on the ledge of the clock tower and I’m on top of her.

“Careful you two.” I hear Axel comment on our precarious situation. I look over my shoulder and change position so I’m lying on my side, next to Xion. I make a “come here” gesture at Axel. He takes the hint and scoots closer to us. I grab him by the back of his neck and pull him onto a lustful kiss. Xion brings her lips to my neck while I’m preoccupied with Axel. I can feel both of them clutching at my body, working together to remove my cloak and shirt.

I change targets to Xion. Her cloak already gone. She positions herself on her back and begins taking off her pants. I reach for her shirt and slip it off her slender body. Axel positions himself behind me. His hands gripping my hips before gliding to the front of my pants, undoing them. Xion opens her legs, readying herself for penetration. I give her one last kiss as I position between her legs and slide my way into her wet slit.

“Oh Roxas, that feels so good.” Xion’s sexy moans fill my ears as I continually drive my erection into her. I feel Axel grab my hips again, holding me in place. Then I feel something poking at my ass. I realize Axel has his cock out and he pushes his way into me. Now I’m moaning as Axel slowly rocks his hips against me. I regain my composure and thrust my hips, matching Axel’s rhythm. The feeling of ecstasy from being pleasured by both of my lovers at the same time is without words. I could never be complacent as had been before. I need both of them in my life if I ever want to be complete.

Xion’s face looks enraptured as I feel her orgasm beneath me. She grabs the back of my head pulls me into a kiss. I can no longer hold out and blow my load inside her. Xion doesn’t break the kiss. My dick still inside her as Axel continues to fuck me at a passionate pace. It’s doesn’t take much longer before Axel thrusts into me one last time, cuming inside me, causing me to moan into Xion’s mouth.

Seconds pass as I feel Axel pull out of me, allowing me to pull out of Xion. I roll over, lying down next to Xion, Axel comes over and lies down next to me. I have no concept of time as lay between my two lovers. I hold both of their hands enjoying the afterglow of our actions.

A thought occurs to me as I’m staring up at the sky. I have to know what Axel and Xion think about it. “What if we all took off?” The two look at me, surprised at my sudden question. “If we ran, I bet we could always be together.”

“We don’t have anywhere to run.” Xion says, a dejected expression replacing her surprised one. “But we have to do something, right?” Axel interjets. “What’s important isn’t that we see each other everyday.”

“As long as we keep each other in our thoughts, we’ll never be apart, right?” Xion says, finishing for him. “That’s right.”

Is that really enough? I’m not so sure. Xion continues. “I’ll have these memories with me for a long time. Forever.”

“Yeah, forever.” I say hoping these words will ring true.