Boyfriend Introduction

Before I introduce my Asian boyfriend, I'd like to talk about how my first sex with Alex affected my relationship with him. I texted him to meet me at my favorite boba tea cafe because I wanted to clarify what happened last night. When he arrived he gave me a nice kiss on my lips which made me blush as public display of affection is not common in China. Not to mention that as a white guy, he stands out in a relatively homogeneous country. I asked him if we were dating already. He replied that he honestly not looking for a relationship but we agreed that maybe we try to see how it goes.

Everybody on campus thought that we were a perfect couple, typical straight-A shy student dating a popular handsome guy. He's the type of guy who doesn't care about what other thinks of him so he'd always try to kiss me in public. At first, I didn't feel comfortable, but as time went I started enjoying it. Especially when there were girls around us, I'd always lean for him to kiss me and make eye contact with girls around who seemed to be jealous.

The first few months of the honeymoon period were fun. We would have sex like a rabbit not caring about location. Sometimes he'd text me to meet up at his car and have a quickie mid-class. I was obsessed with him and I wanted to spend all day and night with him. I even sleep more at his place than at my apartment. Unfortunately, he thinks our relationship limits his social activity. I started realizing as well that our relationship is only based on sexual pleasure. I've always been into sweet caring K-drama boys, not masculine alpha guys. We also share different values. He doesn't want children, I do want. He isn't religious, I am. He doesn't want commitment, I do. My love language is quality time, he is not. My parents are also supportive but I know deep down they prefer me to date Asian guys because they're usually more secure.

We dated for a couple of months but our relationship is getting worse because he thinks I was too controlling and I'm upset all the time because he doesn't spend enough time with me. That's when he started introducing me to an open relationship. It was the first time I'd heard those words because I don't think it makes sense to have multiple partners. I had to disagree with him and so we broke up. I tried to move on but he would still treat me normally every time he passed me on campus.

It only took a day for him to meet someone else finally. I was agitated. Or maybe more of jealousy. I don't get any attention from him anymore. At least when we were dating I got my sexual pleasure fulfilled. Now I don't get both. He still messaged me from time to time asking me if I missed him. I don't miss him, but his dick. I wish I dared to replied him but I ignored him instead. Until one night he texted me that he had broken up with his new girl and wanted to meet me. Naive innocent girl in the middle of the night with my sexual frustration doesn't think twice that maybe I could be his girlfriend again. I quickly took a shower, shaved my pubic hair, went to my wardrobe to pick his favorite black lingerie, and wore a trench coat on top of it.

I pressed the doorbell. I quickly unbuttoned my trench coat from top to bottom, holding each side with my hand to show my black lingerie underneath. Alex open the door topless and it seems like he was expecting me to be like a whore. He knows exactly that I missed his white cock. I tried to give him better sex than her ex-girlfriend. I spent the whole night dominating him. Woman on top, reverse cowgirl, squat on top, blowjob, rimjob. I was angry at him that I tried to show what he had been missing out on.

I asked him if I was better than her, and it turned out that she was not even his girlfriend. He told me she was only her fuck buddy and they separated because she had to move to another city. He was trying to play a mind game so that I compete to give him better sex than her. Even until now, he was good at manipulating me or maybe I'm just unconsciously like being submissive. He would bet that I can't make him cum three times in a row and told me he lost after I spent hours of blowjob and rimming. I win in pride of defeating him with my hurt jaws meanwhile he loses with drained balls. He would bet that I can't cum through anal and that there was a time that we only had anal sex until I could do it just to prove him wrong.

The next morning after my sexual frustration goes and think with a clear mind instead of my pussy, I realize that I don't want to be his girlfriend. I said to Alex that I want to be his fuck buddy. He asked me if I like to have sex with him or satisfy him. He asked me again if I liked to have sex with him, and why I spent the whole night doing things that didn't pleasure me. He was talking about rimming and anal. This is where he starts introducing me to the Dom/sub dynamic. Well, technically he has always treated me like a slut during sex but now it's getting to where it affects my daily life. When I was in public, I was seen as an independent college woman. But when I'm with him, he always puts me down to earth to balance my ego. It's very humbling that a woman can dress and act elegantly in public while being on her knees with a collar around her neck in the bedroom.

My life has gotten exponentially better since he became my sexual partner instead of my boyfriend. I'm always sexually satisfied and I start enjoying sharing him with another woman. But I'm still looking for my missing piece. I want a man who can always give me attention and caring me. A couple of months later I meet a guy, who soon become my boyfriend. He is the most sweet and caring guy that I can ever think of. A complete opposite of Alex.

I told Alex that I needed space from him because I wanted to get serious with my boyfriend. He never seduced me to have sex with him, not even once. I was probably only one out of many Asian fleshlights that he's been with. He said that he knew that soon or later I'll come back to him. He's arrogant, but he's not wrong. My boyfriend was a virgin so I thought it was only a matter of time until his performance could be improved. Size wise he is average, maybe Asian average, but his oral is decent. I'd say that he eats me better than Alex. Or maybe because Alex rarely eats me though. I'm a very loyal girlfriend so I've never had sex with Alex when I officially date my boyfriend. The last time I had sex with Alex was one day before I officially dated my boyfriend.

The experience of having sex with Alex and my boyfriend are two very different things. I would not say one is better than the other. When I have sex with my boyfriend, it's usually a very loving emotional moment. When we have sex we spend most of it with cuddle and foreplay. His kisses are soft and intimate. He never cum on my face because he respects me. My boyfriend and I make love. But there is part of that missing all the dirty rough sex that Alex and I used to have. I tried to introduce him to anal sex with him but sometimes he can't get fully hard so it makes it difficult. I tried to give him a rimming but he thinks it was too gay.

Having intimate sex is amazing but I missed all the adventurous sex that Alex likes. It's two different things. Alex always says our relationship is like an Olympic where we push our sexual limit. He hates regular dry kisses. If the kiss was dry, he'd spit on my mouth just so that I always put effort into making it sloppy. Forget about after-sex care, after we finish the first time he always pushes my head to give him a rimjob before going to the second round. He said that his cum deserve respect and that every drop should always be swallowed. I like to be treated like a queen but sometimes I want to be a submissive slut.

Back then I didn't know the idea of cuckolding. The first time I read about it was when I caught my boyfriend reading a hentai. I still remember that he had two favorites; Chitose by Seto Yuuki (https://nhentai.net/g/283046/) and Karami Zakari by Katsura Airi (https://nhentai.net/g/253611/). Writing this made me realize that it was not me nor Alex who introduced the cuckold relationship, it was my boyfriend. My boyfriend doesn't know Alex personally but he knows that he was my first. He sometimes feels insecure but I always told him to not look at him as a threat since Alex and I are not emotionally compatible. One time he asked if Alex was better than him during our intimate moment. As I talk more about Alex I can feel his cock gets more excited. I gave him a handjob while telling him about my first time having sex with Alex until he ejaculated on my hand.

Since then I keep teasing him about cuckolding. The first idea of cuckolding was from my boyfriend's browser history but it was me who kept pushing him towards doing it. He doesn't have erectile dysfunction by any means, but without talking about anything related to cuckolding his cock was having a hard time being fully hard. I started asking him if I were to have sex with another man who he would like to see me with. My ex-boyfriend Alex? His college friend? Or a stranger from a dating app? He suggested anyone who won't get caught feeling with me and whoever can be trusted. I give him a handjob but before he cum I immediately stop. He was frustrated and I told him we'll continue tomorrow. He was trying to masturbate with his hand but I was not letting him. We slept together with his cock poking while cuddling me humping like a horny dog as he was dreaming about me having sex with another man. The next morning I told him to dress up because I made an appointment with someone in a nearby cafe.