A toy, to cherish or destroy as you see fit.

Let’s be honest; you are not the nicest of people. Although you wouldn’t class yourself as a monster, you have been known to be exceptionally cruel and merciless. When you want something, you take it, and woe betide anyone who stands in your way. On the flipside, when the mood takes you, you can be attentive and caring. Your mercurial mood and subsequent actions have destroyed many a young thing; unable to predict whether you’ll kiss or kill them and knowing their life is in your hands, some have taken their own lives, some merely broke and a few went mad.
Doe will probably end up like all before him. How soon he becomes so depends on how entertaining he proves to be.
You leer at thoughts of pale gold flesh laid out beneath you, trembling at your touch. His eyes had glared at you, hard with defiance, and you wondered how long you would take to break him thoroughly. Take that wild spirit and crush it into a servile slut.
On the other hand, his skin was remarkably smooth and unmarked for a soldier, his features aristocratic and beautiful. Maybe you could transform him into your puppet, a pretty doll to show off at social gatherings.
Or you could do your cruellest and make him fall in love with you. Have him trust you with everything he has and then tear him down, piece by piece. The tears of absolute despair always tasted the sweetest.