18.3 Contemplation

A somewhat cloudy expression covers the man's typically calm face. Frowning softly, your eyes shift over to the hand that remains on your shoulder. Warmth radiates from his palm and through the material of the shirt to your skin. You find the sensation to be an unwanted distraction. You'd like to step away but feel somewhat compelled to remain in place. Instead, you shift your weight to the side nervously and try to think of something to say.

"Are you okay?" You finally question rather timidly, unsure what else to ask.

Kai swiftly straightens up and clears his expression. A rather **** smile flickers across his face before he nods in affirmation. Though you're skeptical of his response you offer him a small smile back. Deciding to change the subject you hastily mumble some thanks for your new clothes. You catch his eyes briefly glance over your form before returning to your face. The next smile that passes over his face appears to be far more genuine.

"It's no problem." He remarks softly, his eyes still fixed on your own. "I'm only sorry I didn't offer it sooner. I'm sure it's been some time since you've been able to change."

You nod back rather sheepishly as you had tried your best to remain clean and presentable. Though you've had plenty of opportunities to bathe since arriving here, without other garments, washing your clothes hasn't been possible. Dismissing this thought, you glance over your shoulder towards the exit and note the storm is showing no signs of relenting anytime soon. When your gaze returns to the man you're slightly startled to see he has moved closer. A shaky breath leaves your lips as you find yourself mere inches from his face.

"You're shivering." He muses softly, running his hand down your shoulder and along your arm.

"I'm fine." You barely manage to squeak out, suddenly unable to move.

You're still slow to react when Kai swiftly leans forward and presses his lips against yours. Your eyes widen in surprise while he continues moving his mouth against your own. A moment later he seems to become aware of his action and quickly pulls away. His face looks slightly flushed and a somewhat abashed expression covers it. Despite this, his hand remained wrapped around one of your arms and the other around your waist. You regard him carefully, unsure how to feel about the action. Though you were caught off-guard, you can't say you were completely opposed to it. You feel your own face growing hot as you realize you might have actually enjoyed it somewhat.

Kai raises an eyebrow softly, seeming to silently ask if you want him to stop. Biting the inside of your lip, all you can offer back is a timid shrug. The fact that you don't immediately pull away seems to be all the man needs. A moment later coarse stubble is brushing against your cheek after his mouth returns to yours. You can't help but relax slightly into his embrace as he continues. The arm around your waist pulls you in closer, causing your torso to brush against his. Though your blush increases you're still **** to move away. When his hand slides down and grazes your bare thigh you startle slightly. However nice the moment might be, you're not sure if you're willing to go too far. Sighing softly, you reach your own hand down to intercept him. You quickly jerk it back in surprise when it brushes against something firm.

Mistaking your action as intentional, Kai's movements grow more fervent. You startle again when his hand continues moving down along your thigh. He takes a step forward, closing what little space remained between the two of you. You're pinned against his broad chest, unable to pull back or speak as his mouth remains pressed against yours. Squirming lightly, you feel his hand move back up your leg before sliding between it. A soft gasp escapes your lips, allowing his tongue to slip past them. You're far too distracted by the movements of his hand to mind this. Tensing, you close your eyes in anticipation of his next action. Shortly after, a jolt of electricity courses through you when his fingers reach your clit. Your muscles unexpectedly relax at the new sensation.

Sighing gently, you can't help leaning against the man slightly. His tongue continues moving around your mouth for a moment before he finally pulls away. You feel flushed and completely breathless as you dazedly stare up at Kai. His cobalt eyes look down at you somewhat smugly, seemingly pleased by the look on your face. You try to speak but find yourself distracted when his touch becomes more intense. Gasping again, you lean against his frame further as you try to remain stable. The more he continues moving, the less inclined you are to ask him to stop. Biting your lip tensely, you blush furiously as you feel yourself nearing the edge. It's not long before you're writhing slightly against his embrace, overcome with pleasure. Panting softly, you hesitantly pull away but are unable to look back up at him. Your face remains completely flushed as you feel his hand move away and liquid runs down your inner thigh.

Before you can react, you're being pulled over to the cot that's off to the side. Your brow knits in concern as you realize the implications this brings. Unfortunately, you've already let yourself get too far. Your rational thoughts are clouded by the needing ache your body is experiencing. Silently, you lay back on the somewhat stiff surface. You continue looking away nervously when Kai moves over you. Apprehension runs through you when his large figure presses down against your slight form. His hand runs along the side of your body, slightly pulling up your shirt in the motion. Your eyes half close when you feel his hand brush against your breast. Though you appreciate the attention, your thoughts are focused on the hand that is sliding beneath one of your thighs. You relax, allowing him to pull it over to the side before removing his hand.

You're slightly disappointed by this until you see him begin removing his shirt. Your eyes widen slightly before quickly looking away. Though your body is more than eager, your mind is still slightly hesitant. Trying to distract your thoughts, you cautiously glance over at the man's now exposed torso. Anticipation begins building when you're reminded of just how fit the man is. You feel slightly flustered by this and wish that he would both move quicker and slower. You catch his hand moving down to the waistband of his jeans and hurriedly look away again. Biting your lip, you turn your head to the side and glance over to the partially open tent flap. Rain continues pouring outside, making it nearly impossible to make out anything. You shiver softly when Kai's weight presses down against you. A nagging feeling of desire pulls your thoughts back to the man's actions.

An unexpected moan emits from you when his large shaft begins slipping past your entrance. Stiffening slightly, you inhale deeply as the action brings slight discomfort. After a moment, you finally relax and begin growing accustomed to the feeling. Kai groans under his breath as he begins moving in and out of you rhythmically. You let out another soft moan, now more than welcoming of the motion. You feel his hand return to your thigh before your leg is raised up. Shifting your weight, you allow him to place it over his shoulder. Your eyes drift closed as the new position lets him slide in deeper. You're tangentially aware of the steady flow of liquid running down your inner thigh. You arch into him slightly, eager to maintain the pleasurable sensation. Pressure continues building in your lower half until you finally gain your release. Exhaling slowly, you slowly lower your leg before wrapping it around his lower half.

When your eyes lazily flutter open, you see Kai looking down at you hungrily. Your heartbeat increases as you feel his pace grow more forceful. Despite your slight concern, you can't help but enjoy the new motion. One of your arms hesitantly drapes across his shoulder, hoping to help keep you steady. A moment later it's gripping him tightly as you feel another orgasm threatening to overtake you. Squirming lightly, you press yourself against him when intense pleasure courses through you. You've hardly had time to recover when you find yourself somewhat roughly being flipped over. You gasp in surprise when Kai's hand wraps around your arm and pulls it behind your back. Your lower half is pushed down towards the bed where he uses your arm to keep you in place. You struggle to turn your head to the side, just barely able to see as he moves forward. You gasp out when he quickly shoves himself back into your slick entrance.

To your annoyance you're unable to suppress a loud groan when you become engulfed again. More liquid runs down your legs as he begins roughly thrusting into you. Immense ecstasy washes over your body, distracting you from other thoughts. You can hear his breath grow slightly ragged as he continues his fervent actions. You try to fight your feelings for as long as possible, however, eventually find yourself unable to hold back. Moaning deeply, you reflexively lean back into him as you're overwhelmed by a final orgasm. Kai pauses for a moment before swiftly pulling away from you. Hot liquid splashes against your back before running down the sides of your leg. The grip around your arm loosens, allowing you to slip it away. You slowly roll over, breathing in deeply as you look over at the man.

His piercing gaze is already on you, observing you thoughtfully. Your blush returns as you suddenly feel a mix of concern and awkwardness. You can only assume how this will affect your relationship going forward. While you're somewhat drawn to the man, you hardly know him well enough to have done something like this. Kai, on the other hand, appears to be quite content with his actions. A small, pleased smile rests across his face as he continues gazing down at you. You finally give him a small smile back, hoping this at least might help you gain some information from him.