*Sniff* these are manly tears... fuck off

Gina stuttered out a few excuses and tried to rationalize what exactly I was seeing right now. "How long has this been going on?" That was all I could say while feeling my heart shatter on the spot as I looked between Gina and this random that was currently half-naked in her room. Gina tried to say something but was cut off by the douchenozzle that was behind her. "Babe, is he harassing you?" He said while loosening his hands up like he was about to fight someone. "This is between me and Gina," I said in a threatening tone while giving rando a glare. After that comment, he started to walk towards me but was stopped by Gina. "No you guys shouldn't fight..." Gina said before pushing him and walking outside while closing the door behind her. "Gina, what happened to us?" I asked again feeling that I now had more control over my emotions that the jock was gone. "I meet him about 4 months ago," Gina said while holding her left arm while looking at the floor. Gina always did that when she was nervous or had a lot of pressure on her. "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked her while crying a bit remembering all of the time we spent together.

"I didn't know how to break it to you," Gina said. "Did I do something wrong?" I didn't even mean to ask that, it just came out. "N-No, I just don't feel the same that I did in high school, and Jhon was caring and loved me," I hurt so much to hear her say that. "G-Gina I loved you," I said in a hurt tone as I passed her the flowers and walked away. There was nothing else to be said. I was just gonna get even more hurt and do something that I would regret. I made it about halfway to my car before I broke down and had my vision swamped with tears. It was pathetic and not a moment that I would like to relive especially since all I could do was cry and sniffle while curled up in a ball. "Gina!!!" I screamed out her name one last time before I finally brought myself together and got into the car. The world felt so gray as I drove back home, I was originally gonna stay here for about 3 days... By the time I made it home, it was a little late into the afternoon. "Weren't you gonna..." My dad had said with a questioning look before he saw my face and stopped. He gave me a looked and patted me on the back without saying anything.

"Oh, honey your back how was it?" My mom said. "He's gonna need some time to himself," Dad said before motioning me to go up the stairs to my room.