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bringing in my breakfast. I was starved. It tasted so good I just gulped everything down. As my tray went out the door, a maternity nurse brought the baby to me. She instructed me to get up...which was surprisingly easy...and get comfortable in a large chair by the window. Breast feeding was such a treat. Already, we both knew exactly what to do. He was hungry and my breasts were so ready for him. A contented feeling came over me as I sat holding him, looking out over the parking lots from the fourth floor. It was magic. The world seemed so right. My mother’s parting admonition came back to mind and I smiled. This was my baby. He was exactly where he belonged. There was no way I would even think about giving him up for adoption