How could I let him fuck me in that way?

Hi. My name is Mandy. I would like you to be my guide, and help me make my decisions. You are my conscience and I trust you above all things (there's no reason not to right?). Please, just help me make it through the day.

Oh, you want to know what I look like? I guess it helps to put a face. Okay well, first, I'm an eighteen-year-old white latina. I'm about 5'6'' and slender. I have long brown hair that flows gently to my tailbone; I love to take care of it. A B-cup bra is tight on my breasts, so when I show cleavage it really shows. My face has a soft tone; my round eyes are the color of emeralds; my lips are small without appearing meek. Most guys like my tush; they stare at it and rudely touch it (random guys!) as I walk by. I try to stop them, but they never get the message.

Omigod, did you really just ask about my sexual life? I know what you're thinking. How could I possibly still be a virgin? Well...I'm not shy, and I have had my moments with guys, but I'm just scared to take it to that point. Won't it hurt? So, please, I hope I don't have to experience that today.

But, that's not to say I don't date. I love to go on dates, to kiss, to hug, to spoon, but nothing too .

So, right now, I'm driving; it's a little after 10:00 PM, so yeah, its starting to get late. I didn't have time to change for the evening, so I'm still dressed in my ruffled white miniskirt and a baby blue long sleeve shirt that dips down the front and shows a bit of cleavage. Not that it's important, but my undergarments are pale pink.

I'm trying to find a place to eat, but most of the good restaurants are already closing. Hmmm... I could stop at that liquor store and pick up some snacks, or there's that biker bar on 4th street; 24 hours, with pool tables, drinks, and I heard their food was pretty good. Or, should I just go home?