Bullied

You are an 18 year old boy surrounded by bullies everywhere you turn. Your high school has apparently elected you the mascot of the losers and wimps and selected you to receive the lion's share of attention from the bully boys while simultaneously being ignored at best by the girls you lust after. At home, your family is cruel and controlling or coddling and condescending. Your neighborhood is supposed to be one of the safer ones, but it seems every predator and pervert has you sniffed out as easy prey and harasses and cat calls you everytime you come out from hiding. Your world is a hostile, cruel, stifling, and terrifying place, and it's about to get worse.

All this and alienation, badgering and belittling, ridicule and rough treatment have left you shy, shell shocked, and more than a little submissive. You still consider yourself 100% straight, despite never so much as holding a girl's hand. Though years of torment and teasing have left you shy, skittish, and more than a little submissive. And with your parents being so overbearing, you haven't even been able to explore much in the way of porn. You literally wouldn't know what to do with a girl if you got one.

You think your best hope is to keep your head down and ignore the slurs and shoves and hope to survive senior year. Maybe college will be populated with more enlightened folk. Or at least ones less likely to humiliate and haze you. Maybe you'll even meet a girl that is into shorter guys that are a little on the scrawny side, who just might be described as slightly androgynous, and who think 'size' doesn't matter. All you have to do is last long enough for that snowball's chance in Hell.

Then again, your bullies are growing increasingly aggressive and you worry that you won't last long enough to make it out in one piece. Ever since your recent birthday, the jocks and jerks, creeps and cutthroats, gang bangers and guys that threaten to gang bang you, all talk about how they are going to turn you out now that you are legal. You aren't exactly sure what that means, but based on some of their more graphic threats and gruesome come ons, it sounds like it would sting. Maybe your best chance is to find the biggest bully you can and beg him to protect you? It would mean willingly submitting to whatever he has in mind for you, but maybe you can convince him to keep it a secret?

A part of you doesn't want to consider either option. A part of you is tired of eating shit and thanking everyone for the treat. A part of you wants to fight back, fuck up one of your bullies, and let that be a lesson to the rest of them. Of course, you don't really know how you could do that being a ninety seven pound weakling. (You've tried bulking up to ninety eight pounds but can't quite make it.) If you ever dared strike back, maybe you could salvage a sliver of your meager manhood and rotten reputation, but the price of your near certain failure would be to horrible to imagine.