why apologize

"In most cases all it takes is a simple smile to seduce the right white girl. But Sometimes they just know when the girl will be **** so they have to **** the issue. It's for your own good."

I didn't know what to say.

"You were one of those girls."

I couldn't deny it even though my thoughts were always at having another chance with Leroy or some other black man. When Rachel's baby was done she put him back in the stroller. She turned to me and smiled.

"If your ready go to the bar at midnight."

"What about a sitter."

"Bring him along.  There is a childcare for tonight."