the sauna experience

"well, I dont want to keep secrets from you and i dont want to do things behind your back so I need to say something..." a look of restrained terror spread across her face. "No no no, dont get upset, just listen, it will be be okay. Today something happened to me, something totally random. I shared an experience with someone in the sauna. It was pure lust, and I have no doubt about where I stand with you, but I want you to know." cold fury settled on her face.
"Brent, unless you can perform a miracle, you have 30 seconds left of being in my life, so I hope she was VERY worth it."
"It was with a him." crack appeared in her fury.
"A guy? Why the fucking hell? Your not gay!"
"I know, but it was just a crazy moment. We were showering together, and it just happened. It wasn't a steamy romance, it was purely physical. Samm, please dont be upset like this, I dont want to take off with him, I love you. That was nothing to do with love."
"What did you do?" she looked really confused now, halfway between betrayed anger and despair.
"I couldn't help looking at him in the shower, and he invited me into the sauna and we sat in there stroking. then..."
"then?"
"I... sucked him." she frowned and stared at him, trying to imagine his pussy pleasing mouth wrapped around another furry's cock.
"Why?"
"Because, it looked so good. and it felt so good doing something totally unknown like this"
"why didn't you tell me?"
"It was just a crazy moment, everything happened spontaneously. I have told you now though." there was a long pause "do you hate me?" She looked at him, deep into his eyes. He gazed back at her stare openly. Finally she answered.
"No. It just feels so strange, thinking that you have sucked another man. If it was a girl I dont think I could beleive you, but this, its just so strange! I cant understand why you felt the need"
"This morning it was the last thing on my mind, and it would have made no sense to me then either, I still cant explain it, but it just feels natural thing, being in that sauna."
"Are you gay now?" she asked very bluntly.
"I dont think I am. Hmmmm... I couldn't kiss a guy or hug them or be romantic, but the thought of cocks feel exciting though. Maybe I'm bi, i dont know, its all too fresh. I need you, I want to work this out with you, as a couple, you know?"
"Bren, this is just so... unexpected! I cant handle this now. In the morning, maybe, but now this is all to much for me."
Brent nodded.
"I understand." He stood up. "I'll going to bed now then. but before I go, just tell me, from the heart, do you still love" Pain shot across her face
"Bren..." she stared at him, looking him over, gazing at the cock covered in her juices " If this was what you say it was, I cant hate you. I still love you, i just dont know what that means right now."
"OK," he smiled slowly "I just needed to know that." he held her gaze for a moment, then dissapeared into that dark bedroom.

Later that night, she lay next to her sleeping lover, gazing out the window onto the moonlight bay as her feelings washed through her