it's difficult to justify (to 'outsiders') why you hang around Randall so much.

It's been about three months since you got out of hospital and you've slipped into Tabitha's life ok.

Although you've changed a few things like you no longer do ballet now and instead you do mixed-martial-arts but no one said anything as Tabitha was getting bored of it anyway and you've started dressing more like a tomboy again to the outside world it's a teenage girl trying to find herself and her own identity.

Although the parts of her brain left in your head slightly helped as you could put a bra on and you could do make up and other things that sort of suprised you but at the same time didn't... The strange thing is you know what clothes go together.

But no one can understand why you spent so much time with Randall and why you both get on so well.

You both get strange looks and a few times you've cried from the comments but Randall was there to help as your parents are as well.

You both say that you and Randall comforted each other when your brother died although it's strange talking about yourself like that... But some people understand and other people still don't get it.

One night after going to the cinema you bump into a guy with his girlfriend from school that you and Randall know and you all stopped and chatted.

You needed the toilet so you went to the restroom and once you finished the girl came out of a cubicle and started talking to you as you both washed your hands.

Tabitha I fully understand your situation that you and Randall became close after the **** of your brother... You almost start crying she gave you a hug and said its OK.

You eventually calmed down and she looked at you and said "why don't you ask Randall out on a date" what! Well there is only two years between both of you and you're already good friends and it may stop the chatting behind your back if people know you are both dating.

Look me and Steve are going out for a meal on Friday why don't you are Randall join us and turn it into a double date.

I don't know... You decide too