You want to cuddle.

You change your mind. "You know what, let's just cuddle." She looks surprised.

"Wait, really? That sounds like, really nice." The two of you lay down together on the bed and spoon. You on the outside, you place your hand on her hip and one around her breasts, and she holds on to your arm, clearly loving this. The two of you get under the blanket together to keep warm. It's nice, really nice. You haven't felt this kind of affection since your relationship with your big-ex, Caroline. You feel so - safe. Nothing matters in the world right now, except that you are cuddling affectionately with a girl who has been into you since middle school and is over the moon to be doing this with you. Maybe you'll get rid of the videos, and pursue a proper relationship with Paige. You tell her the idea, and she seems pretty happy with the idea. "But, we can still have rough, ummm, sex right?" You love how even though it's still a risk for her, she still likes the idea of you guys fucking. "Yeah, of course, if that's what you want." She snuggled closer to you and you guys drift off, falling asleep in each other's arms.