You go to visit her in the hospital.

Before long you were allowed to see her. Your dad brought you some clothes of your own, and you were very glad to have something other than paper on. Your dad led you to a completely different wing of the hospital. He explained that he had seen her already. He sounded strained. "You'll want some time to talk alone with her, go ahead." He let you into the room and stood outside. You walked in and saw her immediately. She was laid back on the hospital bed, blankets up to her chest. Her face, Allison's face broke out into a huge smile. "Tim! Sweetie I'm so glad you're ok. "

You didn't answer, not knowing what to make of this. It sounded and looked just like Allison, the girl who had taken your virginity and done all sorts of things with. Along with having a rocking body, Allison was a bit of a freak in bed, constantly trying new things. Your friends told you how lucky you were and you thought you were lucky. Now, you were not so sure. How could you possibly have normal relationship with your mother, when you had fucked the body she was in for two years?

Seeing the torn look on your face, your mom stopped smiling. "Tim, I'm so sorry about Alli, I know you and her had something special." Tears welled in her eyes. "It should have been me. She was too young."

You instinctively moved to her, whether it was to comfort your mother or your girlfriend, you couldn't say. You hugged her, bringing her in close, she hugged back, putting her face into your shoulder. "No don't say that. I couldn't lose you. Allison gave her life up for you, don't wish that away." You said, hoping the words sounded good.

She nodded. "I know, but, I don't know what to do. Tim. Your father had a total breakdown and now he doesn't know if he wants to see me again." She said between sobs.

"What?" You said. "Why?!"

"He said he couldn't have a relationship with someone my age." She bawled. "He said he didn't want to look like a pervert in front of the people from his law firm." That did sound like something your dad would do. He had loved your mother, but he loved work a lot more. He had spent years and years building up his career, until he became partner at a law firm. You were lost for words. Your mom kept going. "I told him we could try to make something work but all he said was that I could come visit but we were done." You knew your dad wasn't a big softy by any means, but this just seemed harsh. And he had seemed like he wanted to make things work when he had talked to you....

"I don't know what to say Alli- er, mom." You stammered. She didn't seem to notice the slip.

"You just need to be there, Tim, I can stand losing your dad but you and your brother and sister, I couldn't bear that." She said, looking into your eyes,

"Don't worry, I'll never leave you."

You heard the door open. "Tim." Said your dad. "The doctor is here to see Allison, we should be getting home."

"Ok," You gave her one final huge and went, giving her a lingering look as you left.