You give into your base desires.

Glancing over at the mirror next to your apartment door you take a long look at yourself. Now that the date is canceled you realize how much you were looking forward to it. The thrill of potential romance, and the simply attention of guy, has once again been denied you for another night. You're not sure if you want to cry, laugh or scream. The first month since your liberation from your idiot ex felt like freedom, but now as you approach the half year mark of your divorce the loneliness and desire for the company of a man has become consuming.

Giving out a defeated sigh you accept your fate to another evening of the usual; a light supper, the news, your evening workout, shower, checking your social media pages and then to sleep. The only question, considering how frustrated you feel, is whether you'll masturbate in the shower or in bed.

“Fuck.” You stammer as that last thought gets stuck in your mind, compounding the sexual tension already in your body and soul. Fighting the growing yearning for but a second before you then cup and gently lift the underside of your breasts, like you did in the bathroom when you were getting dress. This time, however, you have plenty of time to screw around. You've never masturbated in the middle of the day before. It would be too brazen, too dirty, too slutty. Starting into the mirror watching your hands slowly roam across your torso pleasuring yourself, you surrender to your base desires and reach around and unzip and slide off your Nicole Miller dress.

Swaying your hips, intensively watching the reflection, you fantasize yourself a stripper on a stage before a dimly lit room full of **** and leering men. Slipping your left bra strap down over your shoulder while slightly bending over you tease the audience with a gratuitous display of your surgically enhanced cleavage. Forcing yourself to straighten backup with a hard slap to your right ass cheek, also delivers a much need punishment to such a bad girl, for the old phrase of “if you're going to sin, then sin boldly” runs through your mind as you begin to ponder the most creative and decadent way you can come up with to relieve your sexual frustrations.