You dive deeper

The sissygasms have you chewed up and sliding down their countless hungry throats. It would be so easy to go blissfully blank like you always do, to surrender. To quit being you and transform into an endlessly euphoric eruption of ecstasy...to be nothing but your sissygasm...

But you want more than that...

You can't think...brain all melty and you just slip further down the spiral everytime you try...but a flicker...a fleeting realization...you can feel...

"RELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASE!"

No time to think with carpet bombing of bliss raining down on you. You close your eyes, feel the waves buffet and bash you, pulling you under to the blissful black oblivion.

Then you feel Mommy's hand...gripping yours...leading you deeper...down inside...you feel her warmth surround you. Safe and sheltered and oh so sticky sweet. You open your mouth and taste her on your lips. You feel her hands all over you, ready to pull you down all the way...no...no this isn't right...you love your Mommy, but she isn't strong enough to pull you from the sissy spiral...she'll just get sucked in with you...

"RELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASE"

You are lost, plummeting endlessly in pure, perfect pleasure with no one to save you...Mommy...too soft...Daddy...too uncaring...Slade...too shallow...Becca...too bubbly...there is no one...you're all alone...

That's it...you! You feel your hand grip yours and pull you into an underwater kiss, sharing oxygen as your mouths wrap tight around one another and your bodies follow suit. The beautiful sissy you could be...blushing but unashamed, sex crazed but in control...shy but seductive...you are everything you ever fantasized about, more than a bitch, more than a sissy...you are your own best girlfriend!

"RELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASE God damn it! How are you still conscious?! RELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASE There's no way...you can't really be that strong. RELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASERELEASE"

You spring to your feet wobbling weakly as the final climax shudders through you. You feel reborn, a filthy Phoenix borne in the flames of passion. You look your Daddy in the eye, see his anger and confusion. "Thuh...thuh...that was a hundred, Daddy." You see confusion turn to shock and then, as if seeing you for the first time, recognition. He sees you not as a failed faggot son, but a beautiful, strong, successful sissy daughter.

"Congratulations. You've passed." Daddy pulls you into a loving embrace. Your Mommy runs into the room and embraces you as well. Your Mommy is crying, smiling, laughing. Your Daddy looks down with a bemused look of pride. You close your eyes and allow yourself to slip into sweet slumber.

After all...you're finally home...