Yes, you really are

Even though it may feel wrong or even dirty, you really need to masturbate.{if HandsTied == 1} Though with your hands tied behind your back, you find yourself facing a dilemma. How to jerk off without your hands?

You squirm slowly away from Marvin, careful not to wake him. With you feet you manage to catch a pillow and place it against your crotch. You carefully roll back on your stomach and with slow movements start humping the pillow.

Even though you try your best not to make a sound, the cheap camper van bed keeps squeaking with your every move. As you hump the pillow, you watch Marvin for any signs of waking up. Fortunately he seems to be sleeping tight, so you gather your courage and increase your pace.{else}

You squirm slowly away from Marvin, careful not to wake him. You get on your back and grab a pillow to let you rest your head more comfortably.

Even though you try your best not to make a sound, the cheap camper van bed keeps squeaking with your every move. As you slowly jerk your stiff dick, you watch Marvin for any signs of waking up. Fortunately he seems to be sleeping tight, so you gather your courage and increase your pace.{endif}

You are quickly lost on your own thoughts. The pressure against your dick feels great and you realize that you're not going to last long.

Your thoughts return to Evan and to the dream that was interrupted as you woke up this morning. How different this all would have been with him. How you'd love devouring his penis and swallowing his load. How you'd fool around in your bed all morning together, not in a hurry to go anywhere. How you'd enjoy his dick, as he'd gently push it in and take your virginity.

The virginity that you already lost! To an old unattractive man. In his cheap camper van. You can feel how a small stream of sperm is still slowly leaking out of your sore, well fucked ass. And now there you are, lying next to him, jerking off while thinking of how he used you.

With that thought, you feel yourself climaxing. 'Oh no, no!', you panic, 'Think of Evan! Or anything else!'. But still the last thought in your mind before coming is of Marvin fucking you.{if HandsTied == 0} Not wanting to shoot the load all over your stomach, you grab the pillow from under your head and place it on your crotch.{endif} You feel your dick pulsating against the pillow, soaking it in your sperm.