Work and Selfdiscovery

After I had a shower and gotten to work, I stopped to think about everything I had done the past twenty four hours. I felt low, dirty and used but at the same time I had two guys fawning over me and worshipping my body, or at least thoroughly enjoying it. The combined shame and pride proved to be almost intoxicating. I felt my face flush and my heart start to beat faster as I ran the entire night over in my head.

I knew I liked to play submissive, but I never realized just how much I liked it. When James first had sex with me he was timid and nervous. I couldn't be more unattracted to him, but this time he took charge no matter what I said, just like Trent. I decided that, while I would never fully admit that I loved when they completely took charge of me, I wouldn't deny it either.

Work went by slowly as usual, with me counting down the moments until I could see Trent again. Just before the end of my shift, he sent me a text to let me know they were going to stay at James's house and that I should go home and "get slutty" for them. I laughed at his choice of words and clocked out.