Use the diaper

You have a feeling you're going to be stuck here long enough that you'll eventually be **** to wet yourself anyway. You reason that's it's better to just do it now and avoid hours of painfully holding it.

You relax and flood the diaper. At first you feel like your bottom is resting in a warm puddle but the padding then absorbs it, leaving only a feeling of dampness.

Eventually a nurse comes in to your room, pushing a cart. "Good. You're awake." She says. "The orderlies had to sedate you because you were being uncooperative. I hope you will be less cranky now that you've had a nap."

"What am I doing here?" You demand.

"You have been committed to this institution." She explains.

"What?" you ask. "How?"

"That's between you and the doctor." She says, feeling the crotch of your diaper. "It looks like someone needs a change."

She rips open the velcro tabs holding the diaper on and pulls it open between your legs. The air is cold on you wet privates. The wipes she uses to clean you feel even colder. She throws the soggy diaper into a bucket underneath the cart and takes out another identical diaper.

"Normally we'd use disposable diapers. For the patients who need them that is." She explains as she slides the fresh diaper under your bottom. "But the doctor says it is important for your treatment that you feel thickly diapered." She pulls the front of the diaper up between your legs and seals you inside with the velcro tabs.

"Can you let me off this bed now?" You ask.

"If you are going to behave." She says.

"I'll behave." you promise.

She gets to work unbuckling the leather straps holding you to the bed. "You are free to go where you like so long as you stay on the hospital grounds."

You get up from the bed and stretch out your muscles. The bulky padding between your thigs and against your bottom let you know that you aren't going to be able to forget that you're diapered.

"Don't touch your diaper." The nurse says, on her way out of your room. "When you need another change, ask me or one of the other nurses."