Two conversations. And she tells all.

John and Jennifer both loved and cared for the baby with all their heart. And for the first six months after the baby boy's birth, they were just like every other average married couple, except for the sex, of course, as

they still were not having sex. The arrangement with Steve had ended, and Jennifer had found another job, but John still couldn't get it up. He tried the little blue pills, Jennifer put on pornography and talked dirty to him about what she would do if another woman was there, but nothing did the job.

She had gone back to the gym and had her wonderfully fit body back, but with bigger breasts, but it didn't help.

That is when the first of the two conversations came out.

It was 11:45 at night, and she had just spent the last hour and forty-five minutes trying to coax a single orgasm out of her with her trust large black vibrator. Before she finally gave up in frustration. She turned over to John and shook him. "Honey, These aren't doing it anymore for me! I loved you so much, and I'm trying to be patient, but these just are doing it for me anymore!" She shows him her wet vibrator.

John looks up at his wife. "I know, but everything I have tried just hasn't worked."

Jennifer tries to fight her body's need to cum with her love and respect for her husband, but her needs win out. "John, I know you're this way because of something I did, but I have womanly needs."

The room goes silent as they both think of a solution. John feels his gut twist and turns as he feels once again disappointed in himself as a man for not being able to give his wife something she needs. First, it was money, and now it's this. His love for her told him that he had to do something. As a man, he couldn't just not provide for her. "Ah, well.." He knew what he had to say since his body just couldn't do it, saying it hurt a lot. "Well. what if..."

Jennifer's ears popped up. "What if what?"

John shied. "What if you could go back to Steve. Would that work?"

Jennifer body filled instantly with excitement at the prospect of having another night with Steve. Still, she knew how much it hurt her husband for him to suggest something like that, so she did her best to hide her excitement. Her best wasn't good enough because John noticed the hint of a smile confirming his suspicion. "I'll be okay with you going back to him, but I ... I don't want it to be like last time. Steve is the only one; no one else is to know or see it. And I don't want to be involved, and you have to be safe about it! I want our next child to come out of love!"

Jennifer's body craved to do it risky and raw again, but this was better than nothing. "I can agree to that."

About once a week, around 2 a.m., she would sneak out to go visit Steve and come back between 4 and 6 a.m. smelling of sweat and sex. It actually worked out for the both of them because John quickly found out that those two to four hours during which Jennifer was out of the hours fucking another man were the only times where he could get hard and masturbate.

At Jennifer's suggestion, she started to Facetime her husband on her phone so John could watch. Jennifer and Steve had marathon fuck fests, and John was able to get hard again and feel sexual pleasure. In this way, they both got some of what they wanted.

That lasted for just under an additional year when the second of the two conversations came up. John had known this conversation was coming since she talked about her dream family before they got married. He just secretly hoped that she would change her mind. But on a deep winter night, while they were wrapping up their son Jimmy's Christmas present together, she finally started the conversation.

Jennifer looked her husband directly in the eyes, "I think it's time we start talking about having a second child."

John glared at her before finally speaking, "Jennifer!?!"

Jennifer replied gently, "I know, I know, the money, but I have a much better job now. I am making almost as much as I did on my best days as a stripper, and I don't have to take my clothes off for it." she pauses for a second collecting her thoughts before continuing.

"You have always known I wanted two, and I want them to grow up together as a family, not as two separate kids. If we wait any longer, that is what will happen."

John smiled at her. "It has never been about the money, Jennifer. If I could, I would give you one, trust me. It's just I can't just yet."

Jennifer hesitated; she had been working up the courage to tell him this for a long time. "You just said the next one has to come from someone I love, right?."

John looks at her, confused, as she starts to tell him a story about her life he had never heard and that he was not prepared for.