Text back

Yeah. What? you text back.

i regret it. i didn't no what jerry was like

How the fuck is that an explanation

he was so sweet to me, he's friends w my friends and they like him
and like if i knew i would like u so much i never would have done it

This gave you mixed feelings. She was right, but that's fucked up. She's a beautiful, chill girl. But your brother had a go at her.

Tell me everything that happened

well while we were in ur room i went to go to the toilet and he was just done showering but he didnt lock the door, and i walked in on him. and after he saw me he put on a towel and said i could use the toilet, and he recognised who i was from school and we just started talking and then everything hapenned so quick

You didn't know what to even reply. She didn't reply another text, so you assumed she was done.

That's not the full story

The wait was long, and suspenseful

well i wasn't thinking straight n just went to pee, and he was just looking in the mirror at me, and then he dropped his towel, and then it kind of just happened, but we didn't do much

What did you do?

well he kind of just came over and made me suck his dick but thats it

Welp. You didn't know you were trying to achieve.

but i really really think i love you. honestly if i could change everything that happened i wud

You felt hurt, betrayed. Your own brother.

Why did you do it?

things were really bad at home, and i honestly was in a bad place

You felt bad.

Are you free right now?

You had to meet up with her in person. You realised that you weren't dating her at that time, and even now it wasn't official.

yeah

I'll come get you and we'll talk in person.

You drive over to her house and told her to come to her nearby park. You say at the bench as she nervously walked down, in the verge of tears. She comes and sits down, and there is just silence.

"I'm so, so, sorry" she starts.

You couldn't help but let the anger subside. It was nice feeling like she cared a lot.

"I realise we weren't really dating at the time, and the past is the past."

She looked over, sort of shocked, with a few tears falling down her face "Your such a good person. I don't deserve you" She hugged you tightly and held your arm.

You had felt good and you felt like she really did like you. You honestly felt like this was a perfect opportunity to do ask her

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"How can I be? I'm such a horrible person" you didn't realise, but she was just trying to get you to validate her after wronging you. And you fell for it.

"Hey no you're not. You're amazing. Come here" you embrace her as she cries. You feel sort of complete, having her in your arms.