Talk to her.

FUCK. Fine! I go talk to her, so you can stop bugging me. I really don't want to do this nor looking forward to interacting with a human being.

I take a deep breath in and as I stead my step towards her. She standing still changing her music. She doesn't notice me or sees me as she focuses on her phone.

I stop dead in my track reconsidering my action. Frozen in place with my leg not able to move on their own. Leg shaking with anxiety I start regretting my decision.

Here I am standing in place staring at a girl in the middle of the sidewalk. While holding a pizza box. God do I look weird, I just stood there. I can't bring myself to speak. To let out a word to get her attention.

I just couldn't do it, I would open my mouth. But no word would come out. I just don't know what to say. Yeah, I can say Hi but then what? There is no fucking youtube video for this situation. My eyes just fixated on the ground.

"Um, are you okay?"

I hear her voice, almost like the time itself froze, and my reality shatters. My worst nightmare playing out in real life. My head moves like a robot, slowly looking up to meet with her eyes.

She looks concerned and weird out by me. I don't know what to say.