Solo

You take a deep breath and exhale. You stare at the papers blankly as you try to make up your mind. You're still not sure what to make of your encounter with Red yesterday; everything happened so quickly and it left you feeling dirty in more ways than one. Still, you couldn't deny that the money was good; there was a reason you came back here. You wonder if you could truly do a solo performance. No sex with strangers; just you... masturbating on camera. The thought is both scary and appealing to you, somehow. "C-could I start with a solo scene?", you ask Greg in an uncertain voice as you look up at him.

"Of course", Greg says, and his smile widens even further as he seems to realize that you've resigned yourself to going through with this. "In fact, solo scenes can be very popular among our viewers".

Music to your ears. That at least meant you wouldn't have to let yourself be ravaged by another stranger right away. "I'll do that then", you decide. "For my first scene".

Greg nods, seemingly accepting of your decision. "Certainly", he says, but then he lifts a finger in warning. "But make no mistake; performing on your own will require more of your acting abilities than performing with a partner".

More? You think about it, but you suppose it makes sense. Bringing excitement to the scene would be completely up to you; rather than have it come naturally from having the viewers watching you take dick. Perhaps it will be more of a responsibility, but you think you're still up for it. "D-do you have any pointers?", you ask Greg, eager to get some tips in advance.

Greg folds his hands, thinking for a moment. "Let's see... When you're doing a solo scene, try to take your time and slowly build it up", he tells you, seeming delighted by your eagerness to learn. "Do what comes natural, and don't rush it", he explains. "Disregard the cameras. Just enjoy yourself and try to really feel the experience. Showing emotion is important".

You nod, not learning anything new that didn't already seem logical. "What kind of emotion?", you ask, expecting to already know that answer too.

"Oh, I don't know. Anything you want", Greg answers with a gentle shrug. "Lust. Hate. Love. Fear. Anything. Anything but total apathy. Performing solo is not for actors with a detached emotionless personality".

You blink at Greg in silence for a moment. "I can do... very horny, I guess. Would that work?", you respond, feeling your cheeks flush red. You're still unsure how you would even go about masturbating in 'fear' or with 'hate'.

"That'd work", Greg smirks at you. He then slaps the palms of his hands on the desk as if to conclude business. "Well then! We'll start you off with a solo scene. All that is left for you to do is to sign the contract", he leans over the desk and points towards one of the bottom papers on your lap. "Right there".

You take the lid off the pen as you grab the paper. You stare in silence at the line where it requires your signature. Your heart is beating like crazy, but you try to appear calm on the exterior.

This is it, you think. If you sign this then you'll actually be doing porn.