She’s conflicted

Jennifer felt sitting on Jamie’s lap while masturbating would be incredibly awkward. Still she couldn’t lay down on a pile of leaves or the ground as it felt dirty. She could just imagine herself sticky with sweat and dirt being stuck in all her crevices by the time she was done.

“I guess I’ll just stand.”

Jamie was still upset about all the insults but she knew Jennifer couldn’t help it, she just wished that Jennifer trusted her more.

“Okay, whatever you think is best.”

Jamie knew there was a chance even this wouldn’t work. She wondered if maybe she should watch Jennifer to see what she liked. To her it seemed obvious that she would be the one to help Jennifer if it came time for the next steps. Unfortunately she wasn’t sure if Jennifer felt the same way so she decided to ask in a way that wouldn’t make her idea obvious.

“Do you want me to turn around?”

Jennifer was caught off guard by the question. She wanted to apologize for flipping out but letting Jamie watch her rub herself seemed like a bridge too far, too soon.

“If you wouldn’t mind.”

Jamie sighed turned around and sat on the ground. Jennifer wondered why she sighed but after being so exposed especially to Jamie most of all she felt like she deserved some modicum of privacy.

“Uh, I’m starting.”

Jamie wanted to offer encouragement even if she felt cut out of the moment.

“Enjoy yourself.”

Jennifer wondered if she really could enjoy herself, naked with no clothes available to her, in the middle of the woods, with the plug in her rectum. Still alone with someone she trusted she felt her body start to relax and even just the lube between the plug and her asshole felt like a small tease especially with each step pushing it a little in or out as she tried to find the most comfortable patch of dirt to stand on for her barefeet while she was getting ready to rub her clit.

“Thank you, and thank you for all you’ve done, Jamie. I’m sorry I yelled at you.”

“Don’t be sorry. It’s how you felt at the time and it was justified. I really wish I could take back everything.”

A thought occurred to Jennifer that overcame her and she wished it hadn’t. It meant her suffering had meaning when she wished she just didn’t have any suffering at all.

“I mean obviously I wish you hadn’t cursed me but I never really had a friend before today. It’s scary to rely on someone that much and then have you put yourself out there so much for me.”

“You’re my friend too. I will do anything and everything I can to help you. I owe you that much.”

“But... is it only because you owe me?”

“Well at first it was. Now it’s because I care. I know it’s early still but I feel like you’re already my best friend. This shared experience, which I know is mostly yours, has been the most incredible of my life. I know it’s been hard and traumatic and I wished I could’ve gotten to know you in a different way but I still feel like I’ll never forget today. Not just because of what’s been happening to you but because I’ve never known myself to be a ‘helper’ to someone. I’ve always been looking out for myself and I feel like a better person looking out for you.”

Jennifer walked over to where Jamie was sitting and wrapped her arms around her from behind. Jamie felt the naked girl’s warm embrace, smiled, and placed her hands on Jennifer’s arms to return the hug.

Jennifer wanted to show Jamie she trusted her and accepted her help. She took a deep breath and though it embarrassed her she didn’t really have any other way to show that she accepted Jamie’s help and friendship.

“You can... you can watch if you want...”

“Only if that’s what you want.” She reached her hand behind herself and rubbed Jennifer’s hair.

“I... I do.”

Jennifer let go of Jamie and backed away with her hands at her side. Jamie turned around and looked up at her. She tried to only look Jennifer in her eyes but it was hard to not look at her whole naked body.

Jennifer felt exposed but also turned on. She realized between everything she had essentially forgotten everything Jamie had taught her about masturbating other than rubbing her clit. She didn’t know what the curse demanded or whether just having the plug in her ass met the anal part of the curse’s requirements. She looked down at her dirty bare feet and blushed through her whole body.

“Would you coach me again?”

“It would be my pl... honor.” Jamie realized she should choose her words more carefully to not cause any distress to Jennifer. Still she couldn’t deny that she felt a sexual thrill in coaching Jennifer and watching her masturbate under her command.

“Start when you’re ready.”

“I am.”