Step at a time

The faint hint of toothpaste floats by your nose as your lips meet Andi's, your hands resting softly at the small of her back and the space between her shoulder blades. She moans softly into your mouth before breaking the kiss and resting her head against your chest. ?It's been a long time since I really wanted someone to hold me and kiss me,? she whispers into your shirt. ?It's been over a year since I broke up with my last boyfriend.? She laughs once, softly, a note of sad amusement and humor in her voice. ?Our song was 'You Used To Love To Dance' by Melissa Etheridge. Should have known it was gonna be a disaster when your song is a break up song.?

Even though you can't see Andi's face, you can almost hear the bittersweet smile on her face coming through her voice. ?If it's any consolation, my last girlfriend's favorite song was Godsmack's 'I Fucking Hate You.' Tell me I shouldn't have seen that one coming.?

Despite the somber discussion topic, both of you chuckle as you hold Andi, your bodies melting into each other. After a few minutes of this, you look at the clock and notice it's almost midnight. ?Guess I should go...it's getting late...?

?Yeah,? Andi replies. Neither of you move for a few beats however.

?I don't wanna let go, though,? you whisper, half-hoping Andi can't hear you.

?Me either,? she says in the same delicate whisper.

Something in her voice demands your attention and you look down to find her looking up at you, an unspoken request held back by nervousness and fear. You swallow hard before speaking. ?Andi, would you mind if we laid down and cuddled for awhile? I won't do anything, I swear. I...I just want to hold you...?

A soft smile spreads on her face as she nods. You can still see a bit of fear dancing in her eyes however. And you can't help but feel this is a huge step for both of you. A huge, frightening step. But you can't help but smile as Andi moves from your arms, takes your hand, and guides you to her bed.