Might as well masturbate...

You push your thoughts about your appearence from your mind and focus on more pertinent things, namely this heat spreading from your loins...

"I wonder..." You say to yourself, hopping back into bed and pulling out your phone...

You decide that you want to know what got you feeling like this to begin with... Was it the thought of being a guy? It might explain the relative lack of interest in boys... Not that you were gay but you never really felt as much pressure as the other girls seemed to... Maybe you were bi? You shake your head... Maybe not the time to be asking myself those existential questions...

You head onto Pornhub and type in Male POV. A few minutes of watching some guys dick slide in and out of some rando girl, you've settled that that wasn't it...

"Hmmm... Maybe it was the thought of watching someone?"

You quickly type in "girl watching sex" before clicking on the first video...

You watch as a young girl, around your age, hides behind a corner as a man proceeds to pound away at some woman... Whether it was the sight of his long hard cock sliding in and out of her, glistening with the sheen of her wetness in the light, or the sight of the womans rather nice breasts heaving as he thrusted into her, you quickly found yourself getting hornier again...

You put yourself in the mindset of the girl watching, your hands finding their way down to your uncovered pussy... You follow her path, slowly rubbing yourself as she does, imagining it was you there watching these two...

The thoughts seem to be doing a job on you, as you find yourself beggining to twitch a few minutes later... You gently slip a finger inside if yourself, using your thumb to masterfully stroke your clit as you drive yourself onward towards orgasm...

It doesn't take long...

You find yourself cumming hard as you watch the young girl spying on the lovers and you imagine what it would be like to be in her position for real...

Finally your orgasm comes to a close, and you shut your phone off and set it down...

"Maybe..." You think to yourself...

"Maybe I could try it... Just to see if I liked it..."